Right now I feel...

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Catylyx » Sun Aug 20, 2006 2:05 am

so freaking exhuasted.

either puke or pass out. (i gave blood in 100+ degree weather :roll: brilliant let me tell ya)

happy.

so very very much in love.
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Post by Hisforever » Sun Aug 20, 2006 5:31 am

like the world is crashing in around me
fucked up
unable to deal with stuff
fat
ugly
completely unloved and worthless
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sun Aug 20, 2006 11:57 am

Desperately lonely.
Out of control.
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Post by Callisto » Sun Aug 20, 2006 1:59 pm

calm
a little confused
tired
hungry
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Post by Peege » Sun Aug 20, 2006 10:14 pm

fat
ugly
urgy
lonely
empty
scared
gross
numb
urgy
sad

And the birds up on the wires and the telegraph poles
They can always fly away from this rain and this cold

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Post by Spidey » Sun Aug 20, 2006 11:04 pm

tired
fed up
annoyed
scared
there is, in the end, the letting go.
-marya hornbacher

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Post by beautiful_facade » Sun Aug 20, 2006 11:15 pm

Fat (drink)
Ugly
Disgusting
Hated
suicidal
very very urgy
<center>The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeing new landscapes but in having new eyes.
Proust

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A piece of the body torn out by the roots might be more to the point.
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Mon Aug 21, 2006 10:12 am

Frustrated.

Let me in, please.
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Post by green » Mon Aug 21, 2006 11:55 am

happy, because it's raining and I'm alone with no one bothering me.
"Sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think, I’m not going to make it, but you laugh inside — remembering all the times you’ve felt that way."
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Post by Chessie » Mon Aug 21, 2006 4:27 pm

tired but peacful. Last night another resident got very upset and started screaming. I'm right now very greatful for the quiet.

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Post by beautiful_facade » Mon Aug 21, 2006 4:28 pm

unsure
good though, i think
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Proust

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If I bore you, that is that. If I am clumsy, that may indicate partly the difficulty of my subject, and the seriousness with which I am trying to take what hold I can of it; more certainly, it will indicate my youth, my lack of mastery of my so-called art or craft, my lack perhaps of talent…
A piece of the body torn out by the roots might be more to the point.
James Agee.
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Post by Peege » Tue Aug 22, 2006 2:00 am

empty
transparent
non-existent
shaky
exhausted
very sad
hopeless
desperate

And the birds up on the wires and the telegraph poles
They can always fly away from this rain and this cold

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Post by Catylyx » Tue Aug 22, 2006 2:30 am

sick
<i>I am innocent and I have been set free
I no longer have chains around my feet
And no matter where I go or what they say
I am innocent</i> --Third Day
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Post by FreedumMyWay » Tue Aug 22, 2006 5:59 am

alone...
like everyone is lieing to me.
"I may be lost, but I'm not hopeless." ~ MxPx

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Post by flipflopfetish » Tue Aug 22, 2006 8:34 am

alone
a little depressed
tired... i really should sleep :roll:
...but i need to finish packing first *procrastinates*
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Post by Koru » Tue Aug 22, 2006 11:52 am

Panicky
Stressed
Unable to concentrate
Afraid
Incapable
A waste of space
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Post by little pixie dust » Tue Aug 22, 2006 5:22 pm

stressed
upset
urgey
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Post by black_23 » Tue Aug 22, 2006 11:25 pm

tired
too jittery to sleep
hazey
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Post by flipflopfetish » Wed Aug 23, 2006 5:06 am

nauseous
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Post by palavergirl » Wed Aug 23, 2006 5:08 am

empty
'one word frees us of all the weight and pain of life: that word is love' ~Sophocles

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It's getting closer to the end
every part of me
then disaster takes its toll
and now im left with only me
maybe sorrow plays a roll
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