Things Left Unsaid *LA*

whypie · Post by **whypie** » Wed May 24, 2006 9:11 pm

You're boring the hell out of me.

*.*Black_Star*.* · Post by ***.*Black_Star*.*** » Wed May 24, 2006 9:17 pm

im so sorry....

ViolinPlayingGoat · Post by **ViolinPlayingGoat** » Wed May 24, 2006 9:58 pm

'its nice to know i was missed'
well, yes, you really were, and you don't know how much, i cant tell you.

i would love to be able to say 'you look nice' like she does without it coming out all weird cos im paranoid you'll figure it out. although i'm pretty sure you already know...

bexy · Post by **bexy** » Wed May 24, 2006 11:46 pm

i'm not ok. you think i am but i'm not.

Kamikaze · Post by **Kamikaze** » Wed May 24, 2006 11:49 pm

I just wish you could do something nice for me. Why does everything you do always have to disrupt my life? Why can't you do something to make my life easier instead of making it harder all the time? It's impossible for me to do something whithout you doing your best to ruin it.

Why can't you just believe what I say? I'm honestly telling the truth, there is no way I can prove this to you, but there's no way you can prove me wrong. You're just going on your judgement and on this thing your judgement is wrong. I didn't keep phoning you, I have no idea why you think I would? I didn't came back here to talk to you, I came back here because I thought there might be some nice people who could help me get out of the situation I am in. Well I was obviously wrong, you just are determined to make my life a living hell, and at the moment, you're doing a good job of it.

pandora · Post by **pandora** » Thu May 25, 2006 5:31 am

It's been a week and I'm still feeling naseous...I'm a little worried

squeegle_2419 · Post by **squeegle_2419** » Thu May 25, 2006 1:40 pm

i wanted to tell you but why is he always there you used to love me u used to help me get it out but you dont have time for me anymore im sorry im such a burden I JUST WANT YOU TO LOVE ME AGAIN!!!!

~starblaze~ · Post by **~starblaze~** » Thu May 25, 2006 5:05 pm

I cant wait for you to be home again or to hear your voice. Its been far too long since i last spoke to you. It made me feel relieved when you said you hadnt been on a week ago as i had been worried id done something wrong, but i havent so its all okay

I miss you and love you even more than that. Come home to me

red umbrellas · Post by **red umbrellas** » Thu May 25, 2006 6:02 pm

i wish i was worth more to all of you.

i wish i could stay here for you. you know it's going to destroy me to leave you. plese come with me.

bexy · Post by **bexy** » Thu May 25, 2006 7:22 pm

can't you just be normal for once?

*.*Black_Star*.* · Post by ***.*Black_Star*.*** » Thu May 25, 2006 7:32 pm

goodbye.......

i miss you already

pandora · Post by **pandora** » Thu May 25, 2006 9:12 pm

Can't believe he died. He was always smiling, making some corny joke or chuckling to himself, what about, you had no idea 90% of the time.
He seemed both too young and too old to go (that way)

_____iamacliche · Post by **_____iamacliche** » Thu May 25, 2006 9:15 pm

i miss you

black_23 · Post by **black_23** » Thu May 25, 2006 10:10 pm

i cant do this i cant do this, i dont know what to do for the best and im scared cos i have to make the decision and i dont want to cos that means even more change and i cant deal with it, stupid stupid girl why am i so pathetic.

please dont leave me on my own next week i dont trust myseltf

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Thu May 25, 2006 11:18 pm

D: I wish you were here right now. I'd give anything just for you to be here right now and for you to hold me the way you did the first time we said goodbye and just let me cry. When you hold me like that it's the only time I feel truly safe again.

M: I wish you'd realise what you're doing to yourself. I know you think that being anorexic is some great romantic thing but its not. One day you're gonna wake up and realise that none of it has made you happy, all it's done is make you ill and lonely in your own little world of starvation and purging. One day you'll wake up and you'll realised what you've done to yourself and you'll hate yourself for that.

Ticonderoga · Post by **Ticonderoga** » Fri May 26, 2006 3:30 am

A- You said you would always be here for me, but I guess you got so caught up in the saying you forgot the doing. I was closer to you than anyone else in my life, and the time we shared together is priceless to me. No matter what, I will always cherish it. What happened? It feels like you just stopped caring. I know you say you do, but you say a lot of things. I need you. Why do you always make me feel like you have better things to do than talk to me? You said you loved me, and that you don't love your boyfriend. Why is it that you constantly deny me for him, then? I would have died for you, I loved you so much. You made me question my sexuality, for God's sake. I can't stand to look at you any more, especially not with him. I have dreams that I kill him, I hate him so much. It hurts so much to be around you, but I'm so miserable without you. Which is worse? I can't make up my mind. Please, please... don't do this to me. Stop saying those things you say. Either be here for me, or don't.

((Wow, that was just a mess of gut spilling, wasn't it?))

squeegle_2419 · Post by **squeegle_2419** » Fri May 26, 2006 11:14 am

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU stay iwth me forever never ever leave me....it was sooo nice to just hold your hand today i miss you have fun this weekend i hope ill get to see you!!!!! me

bexy · Post by **bexy** » Fri May 26, 2006 4:48 pm

I can't compete.
I can't even try
I'm sorry that I'm not more interesting

squeegle_2419 · Post by **squeegle_2419** » Sat May 27, 2006 4:15 am

fuck you dad i hate you who has affairs
mum you are a stoopid fucking whore and i hate you i will never love you love is only unconditional to a point

JESSI i love athousand and one times as much as humanly possible
BENNY i miss you

Ticonderoga · Post by **Ticonderoga** » Sat May 27, 2006 7:12 am

N- I know what you did, and I forgave you a long time ago. But I worry about you so much, and I wish so badly I could tell you. Please, stop living in the past. I know you've been hurt, but you won't find any answers in the bottom of your Whisky bottle.

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