who are you right now? *lang trigs*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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irishpecas14
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Post by irishpecas14 » Mon May 22, 2006 4:26 pm

i am...
tired, stressed, distracted, okay

i am not...
focused, confident

i feel...
bored, alone, fat

i want...
time, coffee, energy, to know what i'm going to do with the rest of my life

i need...
time, coffee, energy

i have...
some friends that love me

i love...
my family and friends, music

i hate...
having to work through things slowly. i wish they'd just be okay instantly. soooo impatient. being hot. being tired.

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Post by PaintedBird » Tue May 23, 2006 12:55 am

i am...
-worthless
-pathetic
-a fat piece of shit.
-an ugly monster
-disgusting
-a disappointment
-a lie


i am not...
-myself
-who i want to be
-beautiful
-someone my parents can be proud of

i feel...
-lonely
-disappointed
-ready to give up
-angry
-like crying,but I have no tears left.

i want...
-to feel loved
-my parents to finally understand that I am depressed and I didn't make it all up.
-to have my parents be proud of me.
-this stupid depression to stop.
-to be successful in life.
-to figure out what I want to be.

i need...
-to be understood.
-to run away from my family.As much as i love them,I just can't be with them anymore.

i have...
-low self esteem
-depression

i love...
-my boyfriend

i hate...
-myself.
-At the moment,my parents.But I do love them.

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Post by redheadgirl1219 » Tue May 23, 2006 4:06 pm

i am...
creative
smart
nice
musical

i am not...
worthless
a failure
a bad mother
dead inside

i feel...
alone
tired
aggravated
depressed
anxious

i want...
a job
a new life
to move to a new city
money
to go to Berklee

i need...
a job
money
a change

i have...
a beautiful daughter
my fiddle, guitar and other instruments
my kitties

i love...
my daughter
music
art

i hate...
my ex
society
my life
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argh

Post by squeegle_2419 » Thu May 25, 2006 11:54 am

i am
unhappy
crying
confused
alone
sad
suicidal
missing you
forever loving you
wasting away
becoming more empty
crazy
different
misunderstood

i am not
psychotic
a stalker
happy
jealous


i feel
stupid
ignored
dead
misguided
miserable

i want
you to love me
to see you happy
to be happy
to end my life
to get some barbituarates

i need
you to love me
someone to hold me/sit with me
to find myself

i have
issues
no friends
one reason to stay
a thousand others to go
one true love
one happiness

i love
you
your smile
your laugh
your hair
your freckles
you hands
you everything

i hate
wat they did to me
wat you do to me
your lies
your affair
your obvious disregard
what would a crazy person do without their shrink for 52 days.... do you want to see the end result of you leaving me?

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Post by black_23 » Fri Jun 09, 2006 11:28 pm

i am...
Sad
Disappointed
Alone
Triggery

i am not...
Stupid
Defined by what I do
An attention seeker
Here to be different

i feel...
Hurt
Upset
Empty

i want...
A hug
To have you hold me and say you love me

i need...
To know I'm safe

i have...
A job!!!!
No where to run to

i love...
G, O, H, M&D,
Reading on a summers night in the garden

i hate...
ME
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Post by katja » Sun Jun 18, 2006 8:55 pm

i am... fun and interesting

i am not... prissy and shallow

i feel... drunk and horny

i want... to sleep with this guy I know

i need... to stay with my boyfriend for at LEAST two months

i have... a spot

i love... my pets

i hate... people

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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by GLaDOS » Tue Jun 20, 2006 8:23 am

i am... nowhere.

i am not... defined.

i feel... different every goddamn minute.

i want... this to be over.

i need... ...i have no idea what i need.

i have... everything others would want.

i love... my computer.

i hate... this weirdness.

ehh.
This was a triumph.

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Post by *.*Black_Star*.* » Tue Jun 20, 2006 7:55 pm

i am...
quietly confident that things are goign to work out
slowly realising that maybe things arent as bad as they seem


i am not...

going to let this go wrong, im not goign to let myself ruin this


i feel...calm and dream-like


i want...
this to work, i want my doubts to be proven wrong, i want him to be as perfect as he seems

i need...
to feel this good forever

i have...
someone who cares and thats all that matters

i love...
feeling like this

i hate...
the doubts in my mind and that little nagging voice that wont let me be totally happy....

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cariad
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Post by cariad » Wed Jul 05, 2006 2:39 pm

i am...
Bored
Thirsty
Restless
Apathetic
Slightly too hot
In need of a hair cut
Obessive
Obsessing
Individual
Capable
Funny
Kind
Inattentive
Forgetful

i am not...
Good at spelling
Or maths
doing any school work today
hungry
bad
worthless
controlled by obbessions
purposely forgetful
nasty


i feel...

Obbsessive
Bored
Hot
okay


i want...

A drink
Some new socks
To do something
To feel inspired
To achieve something
To help her

i need...
Some new socks
To tidy my room
To do some school work
To think things through more carefully
To pay attnetion more often
To listen to myself

i have...
A new Dog!!!!
Amazing friends
Socks with holes in.
Nothing to drink.

i love...
So many people.
Feeling motivated.
Eating raw mushrooms.
Listening too loud music.
Making people laugh.
Giving people gifts.
Writing.
My pets.
Achieving goals.


I hate...

Tv adverts
Radio advert
long car journeys
areoplanes
being too hot
being too cold
not sleeping
other people hurting
obbsessing
not being able to contorl thins
having to make phone calls
stupid rules
lying too myself
advoidence
rude people



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Location: Virginia, USA

Post by leemc77 » Sun Jul 09, 2006 11:35 pm

I am...
intelligent
good with kids
a good friend
unusual
alone
ugly

I am not...
mean
stupid
hurtful

I feel...
alone
tired
frustrated
depressed
anxious

I want...
happiness
a new life
to be less paranoid
peace

I need...
better working conditions
money
a change
friends
approval
a brain transplant

I have...
a best friend
Jordan and Emalee, my nieces
brother
a house
a car

I love...
my best friend
her daughters
my brother
my neighbor
music
art

I hate...
living
wars
my life
(more like dislike VERY much) my mother and sister
being alone

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Skyeler
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Post by Skyeler » Mon Jul 10, 2006 3:25 am

i am...

Skyeler
Artistic
Creative
Loyal
Protective
Loved
Important
Tattooed
Pierced

i am not...

Worthless
A good waiter
Patient
As tough as I appear
A drug addict
A skin head
Stupid
Talentless


i feel...

Overwhelmed
Tired
Sad
Worried
Loved

i want...

Chocolate Soy Milk
My wife to be ok
Hunter to be ok
to be able to ensure the two previous things happen
The house to clean itself
My neck to stop hurting

i need...

Sleep
Cafeine
Love
Art

i have...

A wife that loves me
A good job
Friends I would die for
Cats
A baby due in September
A mother who doesn't quite know what to do, but tries anyways
Grandparents that make sure I'm alright
A father in law who thinks of me as a son.

i love...

My wife
Our baby
My cats
MY family
My friends

i hate...

drama
fluff
meat
bush
math
homophobes
Ed's


Most of the time I feel like I don't belong.
But I got my new favorite record today.
My favorites change every single day.
Except you,
You'll always be number one.
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Post by moll_drum » Fri Jul 14, 2006 6:21 am

i am...
awake
alive
tired
heavy

i am not...
here
whole
real

i feel...
sore
empty
lonely
impatient
angry

i want...
?
peace?
to sleep forever?
enthusiasm to do something

i need...
motivation
release


i have...
somewhere to live
my cat
my friends

i love...
my cat
my friends
my clan
people I shouldn't

i hate...
cruelty
anger
lies
watching people i love be hurt
being responsible for the pain of people I care about
Gotta keep moving
cos it hurts if I stand still
can't start thinking
gotta find that strength of will

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Post by swanfaerie » Sun Jul 16, 2006 7:20 am

i am...
tired
worried
cranky
thirsty
chilled

i am not...
a bitch
a tattletale
unworthy

i feel...
sad
worried

i want...
hugs
a partner
someone else to clean the house

i need...
support
encouragement
kisses

i have...
great kids
good communication skills

i love...
my kids
my friends
chocolate

i hate...
being falsely accused
bitchy people
the raunchy, crude humor at work
confrontations
my fear
Don't do anything stupid.
It's hard to ignore a naked person.
You're a good boy too, Mommy


make your own snowflake!


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raven
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Post by raven » Tue Jul 18, 2006 11:52 pm

i am...

a girl.
a person.
slightly too critical of myself.
unhappy.


i am not...

immature.
poor.
perfect.
hungry.


i feel...

sick.
tired.
grief.
anger at myself?


i want...

him to like me.
to have a voice again (i'm sick)
my mom to be alive and well.
to not be sad.


i need...

sunshine
sunsets
to write
blankets


i have...

no pets.
good music on.
too many things.
good books


i love...

my friends.
my mom.
writing.
coffee shops


i hate...

not feeling well.
not being able to figure about why i'm feeling bad.
not knowing what to do.
not having anything to do.
"life is short but sweet for certain."
^dave matthews band

"I don't understand how you manage to love a mob of birds that has just tried to kill you."
"Oh, Fletch, you don't love that! You have to practice and see the real gull, the good in every one of them, and to help them see it in themselves. That's what I mean by love."
^richard bach, jonathan livingston seagull

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Post by Guest » Wed Jul 19, 2006 9:14 am

i am...

Upset
Female
A daughter
A friend

i am not...

Poor
Perfect
Hungry
Angry
Bitchy

i feel...

Self-hate
Upset
Worried
Empty
Lonely

i want...

Hugs
To not SI
To not be upset constantly
Peace

i need...

Support
Love
Motivation
Sleep

i have...

Friends and family who love me
A new puppy I'm getting soon
A house

i love...

My family
My friends
My dog

i hate...
Wars
Poverty
Me
Other people being upset

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Peege
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being the change
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Post by Peege » Fri Aug 18, 2006 1:39 am

i am...
ungrateful
vindictive
deceitful
callous

i am not...
being fair
a good friend
worthy
special

i feel...
sore
sad
lost

i want...
to be understood
to be held

i need...
a cuddle
to sleep
for it all to go away

i have...
few friends
no money
nothing to look forward to

i love...
my cat
my family
my friends
my bed

i hate...
me

And the birds up on the wires and the telegraph poles
They can always fly away from this rain and this cold


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bus mechanic
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Post by b3autifu2l37 » Fri Aug 18, 2006 3:58 am

i am...
quiet
contemplative
calm. but not in a good or bad way. i'm not sure what it is.

i am not...
hopeful
angry
sad

i feel...
confused

i want...
a hug
advil
fruit
a cat

i need...
silence
rest

i have...
a wonderful boyfriend/best friend.

i love...
joe.
animals.
the summer.
sleep.

i hate...
loud noises
bad aftertastes
headaches
messes
not on BUS so much anymore- i do check PMs :)

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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by steady hands » Sun Aug 20, 2006 5:52 am

i am...
scared.
out of control.
tired.

i am not...
alright.
ready for this.

i feel...
urgey.
like i'm betraying j. (even though i'm not.)

i want...
to be ok.

i need...
to talk to j.
to be told that I am loved.

i have...
to get over this.
so many things I should be thankful for.

i love...
my cat.
the rain.
music.

i hate...
the fact that I know I won't talk to him.
this place.


:star: gretchen.

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Peege
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being the change
Posts: 13108
Joined: Tue Feb 21, 2006 4:21 am
Location: Desolation Row

Post by Peege » Wed Aug 30, 2006 8:02 pm

i am...
a good friend
supportive
hurting
slipping

i am not...
strong enough
ok

i feel...
empty
detached
numb
urgy

i want...
it all to stop
to be normal
to die

i need...
a cuddle
to die
to cut a lot more

i have...
to do this on my own

i love...
my kitty
purple things
my mum and dad
friends

i hate...
feeling nothing
feeling everything
being

And the birds up on the wires and the telegraph poles
They can always fly away from this rain and this cold


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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by Forget Me » Sat Sep 02, 2006 10:51 am

i am...
sick
alone
stunned
scared of the future

i am not...
a person with a plan
someone who can do things

i feel...
useless
nauseous
numb

i want...
to have my plan back
to have my life back
to be someone who never blushes

i need...
anything
everything
i dont know
someone to not be too busy to help me
to be able to ask for help

i have...
family
friends
water
pills that make me sick and depressed but i take them anyway

i love...
crying
my eyes
or maybe nothing

i hate...
not knowing anymore
feeling so stupid for thinking i could do something i cant
knowing that "you can do anything" is a complete fucking lie.
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