Right now I feel...

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by pandora » Wed Mar 22, 2006 10:22 am

Don't know if I dare to name it.

Okay (and realizing I must go sleep to keep it that way).

Tired.

A little bit apprehensive about "tommorow".

Pleased that I got a lot done tonight.

Ouch.

Mmm happy with a side of anxiety. Yep, that sums it up.

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Post by pointeless » Wed Mar 22, 2006 12:49 pm

dissapointed in myself
weak
tearful
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Post by Reisu » Wed Mar 22, 2006 7:24 pm

lonely..
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"I'M A DISGUSTING WORTHLESS BILGESACK ON THE GARGANTUAN TEAT OF A LABORING, LEPROUS MUSCLEBEAST. MY SELF ESTEEM IS SO SMALL, ITS EXISTENCE IS A MATTER OF CONJECTURE AMONG THEORETICAL PHYSICISTS. THE ODOR MY BODY MAKES HAS MADE POETS CRY. I UNFAIRLY PULVERIZE THE COMPETITION IN ASSHOLE PAGEANTS, AND I HAVE RECEIVED A LIFETIME BAN FROM UGLY CONTESTS BY PRESIDENT SHITFACE HIMSELF. MY BLOOD IS NOT FIT TO FLOW THROUGH A SEWER, AND MY SIGN IS A PICTOGRAPHIC SYMBOL THAT LOOSELY TRANSLATES AS "PLEASE HIKE THESE PANTS UP TO THIS GUY'S ARMPITS, CHAIN HIM TO A FLOGGING JUT, AND MAKE A FUCKING EXAMPLE OUT OF THIS SORRY SACK OF SHIT." WHEN I LOOK IN A MIRROR, MY REFLECTION SLOWLY SHAKES HIS HEAD WHILE I WET MYSELF IN SHAME."
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Post by Wall » Wed Mar 22, 2006 8:54 pm

invisible
needy
small
anxious
Fearless warriors in a picket fence
Reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep water faith in the shallow end
And we are caught in the middle


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Post by arianwen1174 » Thu Mar 23, 2006 6:10 am

restless
anxious
lonely for my boyfriend
a bit sad/low


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Post by beautiful_facade » Thu Mar 23, 2006 1:47 pm

rushed
little nervous
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Post by shadow of a smile » Fri Mar 24, 2006 2:24 am

inadequate
i accept hugs!!!

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Post by pandora » Fri Mar 24, 2006 3:34 am

unhappy

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Post by flipflopfetish » Fri Mar 24, 2006 3:46 am

all alone

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Post by pandora » Fri Mar 24, 2006 9:17 am

cant think straight- scared.

embarrassed

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Post by slinky » Fri Mar 24, 2006 12:39 pm

I need to do some work but don't have the energy. Better try to get on with it...
*yawn*...*sigh*...meh.
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Post by beautiful_facade » Mon Mar 27, 2006 3:54 pm

suicidal
alone
overpowering feeling of hatred for self
i'm falling
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Proust

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A piece of the body torn out by the roots might be more to the point.
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Post by GLaDOS » Mon Mar 27, 2006 6:27 pm

like i shouldn't be here :-?
This was a triumph.

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Post by red umbrellas » Mon Mar 27, 2006 11:26 pm

lonely
a little bit desperate
tired
scared
a bit teary
insecure

:blfrwn:
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

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Post by beautiful_facade » Tue Mar 28, 2006 10:01 am

pressured
sad
scared
hopeless
<center>The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeing new landscapes but in having new eyes.
Proust

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If I bore you, that is that. If I am clumsy, that may indicate partly the difficulty of my subject, and the seriousness with which I am trying to take what hold I can of it; more certainly, it will indicate my youth, my lack of mastery of my so-called art or craft, my lack perhaps of talent…
A piece of the body torn out by the roots might be more to the point.
James Agee.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue Mar 28, 2006 10:19 am

frustrated
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by red umbrellas » Tue Mar 28, 2006 2:25 pm

tired
unmotivated
lonely
afraid
proud that i'm still fighting
a bit lost
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

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Post by beautiful_facade » Tue Mar 28, 2006 2:37 pm

guilty
nervous
dreading this
<center>The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeing new landscapes but in having new eyes.
Proust

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If I bore you, that is that. If I am clumsy, that may indicate partly the difficulty of my subject, and the seriousness with which I am trying to take what hold I can of it; more certainly, it will indicate my youth, my lack of mastery of my so-called art or craft, my lack perhaps of talent…
A piece of the body torn out by the roots might be more to the point.
James Agee.

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Post by amyfairy » Wed Mar 29, 2006 12:21 pm

excited! slightly nervous but looking forward :D

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Post by slinky » Wed Mar 29, 2006 1:30 pm

Blah about my lesson
Happy about tonight
Nervous about the dentist next month
Hopeful to speak to my friends soon
Excied about getting post from friends
Pray now baby. Pray your life was just a dream... just a dream.

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