Right now I feel...
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bloaty
Fraustrated by kinda strong willed
Like standing up for myself for once
Fraustrated by kinda strong willed
Like standing up for myself for once
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With eternal gratefullness n thanks to pink elephant for the graphic x
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With eternal gratefullness n thanks to pink elephant for the graphic x
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- beyond inspiring
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so so incredibly insecure
so needy
scared
terrified
ill
stressed
like crumpling into a ball
like i desperately need a hug
like i'm falling apart
afraid
sad
failure
so needy
scared
terrified
ill
stressed
like crumpling into a ball
like i desperately need a hug
like i'm falling apart
afraid
sad
failure
And excuses and excuses and excuses
Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds
"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella
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- part of the fixtures
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Totally and completely lost....
My Place Visitors are welcome. New First Post 12/16/08
Forever Satan of RW
Married to Reine, nicki, han & klove
WDS, snowangel, kicks, figment & Chey (plus kitties) belong to me!
Stef is my twin
Klove's partner....(in crime! Get your mind outta the gutter already!)
:.*.:NO HUGS:.*.:
Forever Satan of RW
Married to Reine, nicki, han & klove
WDS, snowangel, kicks, figment & Chey (plus kitties) belong to me!
Stef is my twin
Klove's partner....(in crime! Get your mind outta the gutter already!)
:.*.:NO HUGS:.*.:
Frightened that there is no future.
What if I have left it too late to work on the things that are coming up? I cannot see a future, for the first time in my life I have no idea of the path I will take. It leaves me wanting no path at all, and I know thats not good.
I have this vague awareness of how much is wrong. And it feels dreadful.
I know that the reality is that I am swapping one set of fucked up behaviours for a new set. Thats not progress.
I am becoming awareof how other people affect me, and I affect others. I don't want that. I want to not impact upon anyone. Small, smaller and smaller.
I feel frightened that there is no future. No point in the future.
What if I have left it too late to work on the things that are coming up? I cannot see a future, for the first time in my life I have no idea of the path I will take. It leaves me wanting no path at all, and I know thats not good.
I have this vague awareness of how much is wrong. And it feels dreadful.
I know that the reality is that I am swapping one set of fucked up behaviours for a new set. Thats not progress.
I am becoming awareof how other people affect me, and I affect others. I don't want that. I want to not impact upon anyone. Small, smaller and smaller.
I feel frightened that there is no future. No point in the future.
"It is joy to be hidden, but disaster not to be found" (Winnicott)
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Omnia vincit amor
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