Bitch Fest / Things Left Unsaid II *LA*

xanemicroyaltyx · Post by **xanemicroyaltyx** » Tue Feb 21, 2006 7:50 pm

its not my fault. not everyone can fucking like you.

~starblaze~ · Post by **~starblaze~** » Tue Feb 21, 2006 10:58 pm

last week i was really quite concerned about your eating.

beautiful_facade · Post by **beautiful_facade** » Wed Feb 22, 2006 12:26 pm

D.J i'm sorry i should have told you that you would only be here for twenty minutes. i'm sorry you're upset, it's my fault, i should have made the situation for this week clear. And i should have told you what to expect next week before you let today.

kermit · Post by **kermit** » Thu Feb 23, 2006 10:00 pm

M; I'm sorry I treated you the way I did, it wasnt about you, you're a beautiful, talented young women who has great potential, and not just academically. I love you.

J; I'm sorry I stole your secrets and offered you nothing in return but lies and confusion. I'm sorry I didnt treat you the way I should have and I'm sorry for all the times I hurt you and made you feel second best. I know I shouldnt have done that becuase I knew you were struggling with worth issues and I just added to that. *hugs*

C; I know I cant understand what you do because I dont do it but I'm here to help and I will try to understand as best I can. I realise that telling you not to do it wont help.

E; I cant wait to live with you next year, this is all very exciting. You know I'm quite glad I ended up next door to you and even though not going to A is annoying and I really wanted to go I'm glad that you'll be here with me. I realise that when you touched on ED stuff you were showing your trust and you were showing that you thought I was understanding. I accept that and I hope I wont betray that faith and I entrust you with the same faith.

R; Thanks for doing a great job, keep it up, we make a great team and you're a really cool girl.

jup0se1 · Post by **jup0se1** » Fri Feb 24, 2006 12:10 am

D: I love you as much as your sisters, I just find it hard to talk. I'm sorry I've been so judgemental and biased in the past but I want to work through our differences and know you better.

G: I'm moving back home.

H: I know I sometimes ignore you, and I shouldn't. I'm truly sorry.

P: Let's talk about you...

collide · Post by **collide** » Fri Mar 10, 2006 2:16 am

FUCK ALL THOSE FUCKERS IN MY GRAD PROGRAM (SUPPOSEDLY FRIENDS) WHO BACK STABBED ME!!!!!!.......ONE FUCKER "alledged that i was impairing her learning process and my conduct was threatening"....well to hell with them...i did not do anything wrong as the ADMINISTRATOR FOUND OUT...they have MAJOR FUCKING ISSUES and THEY WILL BE THE MOST FUCKED UP COUNSELORS/THERAPISTS when they graduate, that is if they graduate.....

http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=89417 (my POETRY)
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php? ... &start=420 (my PLACE)

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(*Haven*) · Post by **(*Haven*)** » Sat Mar 11, 2006 12:58 am

* I love you too. I have for a while. It's just, because of everything, you know? It'd be strange being together. We'll make it work. I'll call you every day and come over too. We'll be okay. And no one has to know. It'll be our secret. I'll be there for you at night and stay until you fall asleep. And we'll just....Not worry about this at all. I promise. I love you.

~starblaze~ · Post by **~starblaze~** » Sun Mar 12, 2006 9:42 pm

Blackmailing me is NOT the way to get me to do things. It just upsets me and makes me less likely to help you you stupid fool.

~bluehaze~ · Post by **~bluehaze~** » Sun Mar 12, 2006 10:30 pm

I know you're upset. But I can't help how I feel.
Your mum made me feel very uncomfortable and I didn't realise she'd be that bad.
Sorry for telling you the truth and upsetting you.

~starblaze~ · Post by **~starblaze~** » Sat Mar 18, 2006 8:38 pm

Its been a year tonight, seems so much longer than that, it really does. Part of me wishes id told you after youd told me but looking back on it i dont think it would have been the right time as we were both trying to pretend we could be something we werent and werent ready to admit to ourselves who we were. To be honest, im still amazed i told you and it turned out how it did.

~starblaze~ · Post by **~starblaze~** » Sun Mar 19, 2006 10:45 am

Judy - you were just a bit drunk last night!

I was getting texts from Anthea at 2:30am telling me you were saying Germany was in Paris and that you had to be helped into your car because you were too drunk to get there by yourself!

Anthea - im not sure that sort of party scene is really your thing but i hope you were able to enjoy it, i was wary when you said you were going to go as i knew what would happen was everyone would get drunk. I didnt realise how drunk Judy would get though! I can see why your worried about her when she goes to Uni but i guess its her choice how much she drinks, and hopefully she will learn that when she drinks she doesnt have to get totally drunk to the point she passes out the whole time. Sorry i didnt text back to your last one, it was quite late so i fell asleep.

xanemicroyaltyx · Post by **xanemicroyaltyx** » Sun Mar 19, 2006 9:41 pm

i get butterflies when i hold your hand. everytime

Scatterbrain · Post by **Scatterbrain** » Tue Mar 28, 2006 4:41 am

R- I dont know what to do. Youre such a great guy, but I dont know if I want you to know all about me... I cant bear to tell most people, much less someone who is so close to me. I dont know how to tell you this, but I pray that you will somehow be able to understand.

S- I love you soooo much. Yesterday just remeinded me of how much of a difference you have made in my life. I wish there was a way to tell you that, but I really cant put it into words.

G- I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH!!!!!! you are my savior but I really need help figuring out my direction right now. My pride and need for control are starting to come back, so pleas guide me to make the right decisions now.

Mr. W.- You are soo cool especially b/c you are Catholic... Please understand that when I said catching puts me back to the bad place that it really does and that I cant snap back out of it... I am serious and not trying to get out of stuff or anything... I really am having a hard time and am trying my best. You need to realize that the circumstances are out of my hands now and that I really dont have that much control over theose feelings when I get urgy. It is all impulse after that. Please try to understand that even though I will never be able to tell you that.

God Bless everyone especially S. b/c I have no way to tell you that.

~bluehaze~ · Post by **~bluehaze~** » Tue Mar 28, 2006 3:24 pm

Stop telling my girlfriend that you love her. It angers me. She's mine and she doesn't want to hear it from anyone else.

piglet · Post by **piglet** » Tue Mar 28, 2006 7:27 pm

You actions were way out of order. It was not fair to put me in that position and you made me feel like shit. Stop texting me, I feel really uncomfortable and cross.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Mar 29, 2006 9:16 am

J & S - Im really having to bite my tongue right now. Your sitting there bitching about my very best friend and saying all these things which i know arent true and im less than a metre away from you. Do you think i cant hear you? You both are so two faced, pretending to be her friend when really you say in the back of mind your despising her for a mistake she made with a guy. No one is perfect

slinky · Post by **slinky** » Wed Mar 29, 2006 1:35 pm

I had to go because if I stayed, I would have killed myself.

Josh-smashedtopieces · Post by **Josh-smashedtopieces** » Wed Mar 29, 2006 8:06 pm

Jonah: Fuck you! What kind of best friend gets together with you're best friends ex girlfriend who you know he loves more than anything and would do anything for her! I hope you choke.
Holly: I thought you meant everything you said; I truely believed you! everything you said. Thank you for making me feel like I was the one, like I was worth something. I love you more than anything even though you hurt me.
Emma: Maybe if you knew how I felt, if you understood, if you took the time to stop acting like a arrogant, stuck up bitch, i could explain to you how I felt!
Mum: Money isn't everything you know.

bexy · Post by **bexy** » Wed Mar 29, 2006 9:36 pm

1. just leave me alone. please. i can't deal with you anymore

2. I tried so hard to make it clear what I wanted. What was difficult for you to understand?

3. you don't know everything so back off and shut up. you have no right to sit there and be smug. you and your family are not perfect whatever you like to claim.

red umbrellas · Post by **red umbrellas** » Wed Mar 29, 2006 9:42 pm

i love you. you know that
and...while you're away, you seem so distant. that hurts me. i'm hurting. i'm so lonely. i don't feel that you understand that. i don't feel that you're here for me right now.
i'm scared. scared for the future. *i need you*
please....please let me know you're here for me, cos right now....i'm feeling very alone.

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