Right now I feel...

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

Moderators: Spidey, noldo

Locked
User avatar
wish
quintessential regular
quintessential regular
Posts: 1946
Joined: Fri Jan 27, 2006 12:01 pm

Post by wish » Tue Jan 31, 2006 11:24 pm

alone
like i want to scream and never stop
helpless
tongue tied
hate
pathetic

User avatar
Poya Maitri
spiffy maximus
spiffy maximus
Posts: 4172
Joined: Fri Sep 23, 2005 4:10 pm

Post by Poya Maitri » Tue Jan 31, 2006 11:29 pm

sad
tired
anxious
nerrrrrrrvvvousss
like i was kicked in the gut

User avatar
GLaDOS
ticket inspector
ticket inspector
Posts: 31075
Joined: Wed Dec 15, 2004 1:56 am
Contact:

Post by GLaDOS » Wed Feb 01, 2006 1:31 pm

bored
a bit anxious
angry at myself for not caring about this more
afraid
This was a triumph.

User avatar
PurplePixie
settling in
settling in
Posts: 133
Joined: Sat Jan 28, 2006 6:46 pm

Post by PurplePixie » Wed Feb 01, 2006 10:21 pm

tired,
self destructive
lonely
MyPlace / DeadJournal / NeverForEver

<br clear="all">
<img src="http://www.toxin.org/cgi-bin/count_hugs ... urplePixie" height="40" width="240" title="HUGS">
<br clear="all">
*HUGS* TOTAL!
<a href="http://www.toxin.org/cgi-bin/hugs.cgi?& ... ixie">give PurplePixie more *HUGS*</a>
<br><small><a href="http://www.toxin.org/cgi-bin/gethugs.cgi">Get hugs of your own</a></small><br clear="all">

User avatar
Poya Maitri
spiffy maximus
spiffy maximus
Posts: 4172
Joined: Fri Sep 23, 2005 4:10 pm

Post by Poya Maitri » Thu Feb 02, 2006 6:28 am

sad
tired
sick
afraid
remorseful
like i have a lump in my throat and want to cry but won't

User avatar
DJ_CJ
meeting the neighbors
meeting the neighbors
Posts: 251
Joined: Sat Mar 19, 2005 8:02 am
Gender: Depends on the day
Location: Texas

Post by DJ_CJ » Fri Feb 03, 2006 11:25 am

Like I want to cry
like I need someone to call
frustrated
alone
fed up
Focusing "inward" can be good for self-improvement but like a microphone pointed at a speaker it can create a feedback loop that multiplies exponentially if not stopped. Just like a mic you need to "ride" the volume control in your mind or forever be deafened. Don't live with the squeal of constant negative thoughts. I wish you a clearer more positive focus. Good Luck

User avatar
GLaDOS
ticket inspector
ticket inspector
Posts: 31075
Joined: Wed Dec 15, 2004 1:56 am
Contact:

Post by GLaDOS » Fri Feb 03, 2006 1:24 pm

angry at myself
angry
angry
angry
angry
angry
angry
angry
angry
angry
angry
This was a triumph.

User avatar
Serenity River
building community
building community
Posts: 553
Joined: Sun Jan 29, 2006 3:49 am
Location: holding on to life with both hands

Post by Serenity River » Fri Feb 03, 2006 2:40 pm

alone
confused
hate myself
scared
in tears :cry:
Sometimes, you have to put the walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down."
Yuna-Final Fantasy X

User avatar
Lynn
spiffy maximus
spiffy maximus
Posts: 4372
Joined: Fri Sep 03, 2004 10:07 pm
Gender: Femme
Location: the Netherlands

Post by Lynn » Fri Feb 03, 2006 2:56 pm

sick
I smell stuff that is not there and it makes me sicker.

User avatar
beautiful_facade
awe-inspiring
awe-inspiring
Posts: 6342
Joined: Sat Jan 04, 2003 12:24 am
Location: getting closer to the light at the end of the tunnel

Post by beautiful_facade » Fri Feb 03, 2006 5:40 pm

Sad
Helpless
Like i want to give up
<center>The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeing new landscapes but in having new eyes.
Proust

<a href="http://www.punkymoods.com" title="Punkymoods (Unkymoods redux): Showcase your current mood"><img src="http://www.punkymoods.com/mood.php?userid=2390" alt="My Unkymood Punkymood (Unkymoods)" border="0"></a>

Image

If I bore you, that is that. If I am clumsy, that may indicate partly the difficulty of my subject, and the seriousness with which I am trying to take what hold I can of it; more certainly, it will indicate my youth, my lack of mastery of my so-called art or craft, my lack perhaps of talent…
A piece of the body torn out by the roots might be more to the point.
James Agee.

User avatar
Callisto
postmaster
postmaster
Posts: 37888
Joined: Sun May 04, 2003 3:22 pm

Post by Callisto » Sat Feb 04, 2006 1:24 am

anxious
hurt
betrayed
confused
hoping that im wrong
lost

User avatar
Poya Maitri
spiffy maximus
spiffy maximus
Posts: 4172
Joined: Fri Sep 23, 2005 4:10 pm

Post by Poya Maitri » Sat Feb 04, 2006 3:05 am

exhuasted
sad
physically weak, like i'm a noodle ready to fall to the ground or something

nunca_bueno_bastante
unpacking boxes
unpacking boxes
Posts: 50
Joined: Sun Jan 29, 2006 5:35 am

Post by nunca_bueno_bastante » Sat Feb 04, 2006 6:22 am

like i have no right for the curtian to be open, and i should close it.

User avatar
balletomane
one of us
one of us
Posts: 13705
Joined: Fri Feb 11, 2005 3:54 am

Post by balletomane » Sat Feb 04, 2006 6:55 am

:cry:


sad.

User avatar
PurplePixie
settling in
settling in
Posts: 133
Joined: Sat Jan 28, 2006 6:46 pm

Post by PurplePixie » Sat Feb 04, 2006 8:48 am

edgy
MyPlace / DeadJournal / NeverForEver

<br clear="all">
<img src="http://www.toxin.org/cgi-bin/count_hugs ... urplePixie" height="40" width="240" title="HUGS">
<br clear="all">
*HUGS* TOTAL!
<a href="http://www.toxin.org/cgi-bin/hugs.cgi?& ... ixie">give PurplePixie more *HUGS*</a>
<br><small><a href="http://www.toxin.org/cgi-bin/gethugs.cgi">Get hugs of your own</a></small><br clear="all">

User avatar
beautiful_facade
awe-inspiring
awe-inspiring
Posts: 6342
Joined: Sat Jan 04, 2003 12:24 am
Location: getting closer to the light at the end of the tunnel

Post by beautiful_facade » Sat Feb 04, 2006 12:31 pm

Confused
Too noisy in my head
<center>The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeing new landscapes but in having new eyes.
Proust

<a href="http://www.punkymoods.com" title="Punkymoods (Unkymoods redux): Showcase your current mood"><img src="http://www.punkymoods.com/mood.php?userid=2390" alt="My Unkymood Punkymood (Unkymoods)" border="0"></a>

Image

If I bore you, that is that. If I am clumsy, that may indicate partly the difficulty of my subject, and the seriousness with which I am trying to take what hold I can of it; more certainly, it will indicate my youth, my lack of mastery of my so-called art or craft, my lack perhaps of talent…
A piece of the body torn out by the roots might be more to the point.
James Agee.

User avatar
Green Beauty
forum moderator emeritus
forum moderator emeritus
Posts: 22131
Joined: Sun Feb 20, 2005 12:58 pm
Location: Greater London Age: 27

Post by Green Beauty » Sat Feb 04, 2006 3:43 pm

Cold

Image
Omnia vincit amor
Member of the Welcome wagon
Shh be quiet, You might piss somebody off
Proud member and loyal spoon of OATS - Oldies Against Text Speak
Catapultam habeo. Nisi pecuniam omnem mihi dabis, ad caput tuum saxum immane mittam
Skipping and a jumping, In the misty morning fog with, Our hearts a thumpin' and you, My brown eyed girl

User avatar
beautiful_facade
awe-inspiring
awe-inspiring
Posts: 6342
Joined: Sat Jan 04, 2003 12:24 am
Location: getting closer to the light at the end of the tunnel

Post by beautiful_facade » Sat Feb 04, 2006 4:49 pm

Fat
<center>The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeing new landscapes but in having new eyes.
Proust

<a href="http://www.punkymoods.com" title="Punkymoods (Unkymoods redux): Showcase your current mood"><img src="http://www.punkymoods.com/mood.php?userid=2390" alt="My Unkymood Punkymood (Unkymoods)" border="0"></a>

Image

If I bore you, that is that. If I am clumsy, that may indicate partly the difficulty of my subject, and the seriousness with which I am trying to take what hold I can of it; more certainly, it will indicate my youth, my lack of mastery of my so-called art or craft, my lack perhaps of talent…
A piece of the body torn out by the roots might be more to the point.
James Agee.

User avatar
Catylyx
orange smartie
orange smartie
Posts: 1682
Joined: Tue Mar 01, 2005 3:23 am
Location: Finally in a place that i feel alive.
Contact:

Post by Catylyx » Sat Feb 04, 2006 5:18 pm

horribly urgy....all i want to do is cut....

:cry: :cry: :oops: :cry: :cry:
<i>I am innocent and I have been set free
I no longer have chains around my feet
And no matter where I go or what they say
I am innocent</i> --Third Day
Image
Image
** 1 YEAR**~~back on the wagon 6/19/06~~

User avatar
beautiful_facade
awe-inspiring
awe-inspiring
Posts: 6342
Joined: Sat Jan 04, 2003 12:24 am
Location: getting closer to the light at the end of the tunnel

Post by beautiful_facade » Sat Feb 04, 2006 5:37 pm

:(
<center>The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeing new landscapes but in having new eyes.
Proust

<a href="http://www.punkymoods.com" title="Punkymoods (Unkymoods redux): Showcase your current mood"><img src="http://www.punkymoods.com/mood.php?userid=2390" alt="My Unkymood Punkymood (Unkymoods)" border="0"></a>

Image

If I bore you, that is that. If I am clumsy, that may indicate partly the difficulty of my subject, and the seriousness with which I am trying to take what hold I can of it; more certainly, it will indicate my youth, my lack of mastery of my so-called art or craft, my lack perhaps of talent…
A piece of the body torn out by the roots might be more to the point.
James Agee.

Locked

Who is online

Users browsing this forum: No registered users and 133 guests