Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Priceless » Fri Jan 13, 2006 10:56 pm

pm welcome


i cry every time i think about that i made my mom cry wiht my latest su attempt

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Post by Callisto » Sat Jan 14, 2006 5:22 am

pms ok

i dont believe my boyfriend loves me because i can't understand how he could

i feel stupid for letting myself get raped a second time

the only way i feel safe is to play with guys like toys rather than really love someone

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Post by toXic » Sat Jan 14, 2006 5:31 am

i have hair on my ass..and my back

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Post by amerylis » Sat Jan 14, 2006 10:43 pm

pm's welcome

I need my friends to notice me

I want help but dont want to ask

I need them to tell me im ok that im loved
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Post by astepawayfromlife » Sun Jan 15, 2006 2:54 am

It's all a mask

I'm not ok, the physical pain isn't the only thing that's wrong

The accident hit to close to home, I should be dead right now, I should be with her

I need/ want to use right now

PM's ok

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Post by astepawayfromlife » Sun Jan 15, 2006 2:54 am

woops

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Post by Callisto » Sun Jan 15, 2006 4:32 am

pm's ok

im really scared about having sex with my bf for the first time because i want it to be perfect for him

i cut myself off from my flatmates because i cant be bothered

i would give anything to be thin

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Post by Nazgul » Sun Jan 15, 2006 6:27 am

:star: I'm suicidal and nobody is noticing

:star: I'm pissed off at my therapist right now

:star: I want someone to care
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Post by Callisto » Sun Jan 15, 2006 7:30 pm

i hope that i never really get better

i dont want to let go of my ED

eating normally scares me

so i hope i never recover and deliberately screw things up for myself everytime i think i might be

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Post by Skyeler » Mon Jan 16, 2006 4:25 am

I already feel trapped.


Most of the time I feel like I don't belong.
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My favorites change every single day.
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Post by Callisto » Mon Jan 16, 2006 4:58 am

i feel guilty for not being ok....i feel guiltier for admitting it to people.

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Post by Callisto » Mon Jan 16, 2006 5:52 am

i already wonder if he'd be better off without me

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Post by kermit » Mon Jan 16, 2006 8:23 pm

:star: Comments welcome - PM me :star:

- sometimes i wish i could go back to feeling endless pain and loneliness

- i'm jealous of other peoples scars

- i wish i were braver

- i'm jealous when other peoples threads get replies
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Post by amyfairy » Mon Jan 16, 2006 8:34 pm

-i want to slide back into depression because i don't know how else to cope or understand.

-i want to overdose because i want people to see the pain, & i need to carry it through.

-i wish i could strave myself of all the fat on my body. but i can't.

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Post by Callisto » Mon Jan 16, 2006 8:46 pm

im binging as i type this...and i plan to purge tomorrow

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Post by jup0se1 » Mon Jan 16, 2006 10:27 pm

*PMs fine*

:star: I'm avoiding people I love and I don't know why.

:star: I feel guilty when I pretend everything is fine, but feel worse when I say it's not.

:star: My dad and I don't get on... and I don't care anymore.

:star: Sometimes I try to help people just to feel I have some worth.

:star: I can't get close to anyone because I'm afraid of myself.

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Post by Guest » Tue Jan 17, 2006 7:00 am

I slipped tonight...a lot...sorry.....

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Post by flipflopfetish » Tue Jan 17, 2006 7:46 am

I don't want to get better! Why am I so sick that I like my depression?

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Post by Reisu » Tue Jan 17, 2006 2:49 pm

i dont care any more...
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"I'M A DISGUSTING WORTHLESS BILGESACK ON THE GARGANTUAN TEAT OF A LABORING, LEPROUS MUSCLEBEAST. MY SELF ESTEEM IS SO SMALL, ITS EXISTENCE IS A MATTER OF CONJECTURE AMONG THEORETICAL PHYSICISTS. THE ODOR MY BODY MAKES HAS MADE POETS CRY. I UNFAIRLY PULVERIZE THE COMPETITION IN ASSHOLE PAGEANTS, AND I HAVE RECEIVED A LIFETIME BAN FROM UGLY CONTESTS BY PRESIDENT SHITFACE HIMSELF. MY BLOOD IS NOT FIT TO FLOW THROUGH A SEWER, AND MY SIGN IS A PICTOGRAPHIC SYMBOL THAT LOOSELY TRANSLATES AS "PLEASE HIKE THESE PANTS UP TO THIS GUY'S ARMPITS, CHAIN HIM TO A FLOGGING JUT, AND MAKE A FUCKING EXAMPLE OUT OF THIS SORRY SACK OF SHIT." WHEN I LOOK IN A MIRROR, MY REFLECTION SLOWLY SHAKES HIS HEAD WHILE I WET MYSELF IN SHAME."
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Post by Lynn » Tue Jan 17, 2006 3:58 pm

Sometimes I just want to die. Then I don't see anything positive about life anymore.

I think there's something wrong with me. :-?

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