Right now I feel...

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Poya Maitri » Sun Jan 01, 2006 2:24 am

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Post by senga » Sun Jan 01, 2006 5:12 am

like crwling into bed and not waking up
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Post by Poya Maitri » Sun Jan 01, 2006 5:27 am

pretty okay
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Post by Guest » Sun Jan 01, 2006 9:37 am

Confused.....

I told her my secret.
She says that she's not going to judge me if i choose to be on the pink team. But i don't know....

she takes care of me...and i feel so safe when we're on the phone, and when i think about hanging out with her. I feel so safe. I just don't want things to change. I don't want her to stop taking care of me(wow that sounds incredibly selfish, huh?).

I don't think i could be on the pink team, but i know i CANNOT be on the other team.

I don't know...i'm so confused...

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Post by BringMeToLife » Sun Jan 01, 2006 1:30 pm

Nervous and Anxious.
Waiting it out... :cry:
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Mon Jan 02, 2006 1:30 am

blank.
spacing.
hurt.
empty.
unloved.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by twistddreamr » Mon Jan 02, 2006 2:00 am

horrible for letting my friend down
numb
like i want to cry but i cant.

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Post by Catylyx » Mon Jan 02, 2006 8:53 am


sick...i can hardly breath....it sucks.

loved....second night in a row that i've spent with sam....i love him.

a little sad...i worry about things too much.

happy.....sam generally has that effect.

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Post by pandora » Mon Jan 02, 2006 9:37 am

lonely
not hopeful for the future
confused
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Tue Jan 03, 2006 3:23 am

down.
a bit urgy.
nervous about auditions tomorrow.
awake.
spacey like.
anxious.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by Poya Maitri » Tue Jan 03, 2006 11:42 pm

lonely
sad
hopeful
proud of some recent accomplishments
a bit empty
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Wed Jan 04, 2006 1:08 am

Really Happy.
Really Giddy.
All out good mood,
and I'm liking it!
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by Nazgul » Wed Jan 04, 2006 3:18 am

Lonely.
Depressed.
Frightened.
Tearful.
Tired.
Sleepy.
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Post by yuxi » Wed Jan 04, 2006 4:25 pm

unimportant, frozen out and of no use.
pathetic, over analycing manipulation bitch who drinks way to much
worthles, angry and frustrated. ALONE and distrustful and confused.
stressed and "slow high speed"
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Post by toXic » Wed Jan 04, 2006 5:46 pm

empty...
sad
lonely
hopeful
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Post by collide » Wed Jan 04, 2006 7:33 pm

sick
tired
depressed
crap

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Thu Jan 05, 2006 2:38 am

like hell.
urgy.
hurt.
like my heads going to split.
unwanted.
unneeded.
unloved.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by Poya Maitri » Thu Jan 05, 2006 4:19 am

stuffed
tense
angry
ashamed
disappointed
afraid
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Post by kcubrats » Thu Jan 05, 2006 9:44 am

afraid
anxious
nervous
a little alone
wide awake
confident about tomorrow's gonna be better
scared of mom being here when i wake up
afraid of being caught
hopeful
NEVER AGAIN.....sometime soon :fairy:
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Post by t_k » Thu Jan 05, 2006 3:00 pm

Depressed.
Triggery.
Guilty.
Lonely.
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