tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.
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by acdcrocker1909 » Thu Dec 29, 2005 4:08 pm

Better than yesterday.. for now.

tired.

Theres still something i want, but I dont know what it is.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
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by Green Beauty » Thu Dec 29, 2005 4:47 pm
Agitated

Omnia vincit amor
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Catapultam habeo. Nisi pecuniam omnem mihi dabis, ad caput tuum saxum immane mittam
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by Elfgirl » Thu Dec 29, 2005 6:50 pm
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by red umbrellas » Thu Dec 29, 2005 9:01 pm
fat and full
nervous
excited
a little urgy
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses
Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds
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by acdcrocker1909 » Fri Dec 30, 2005 2:35 pm

tired

in need of coffee

like the want is still there (its really bugging me now..)
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
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by lin » Fri Dec 30, 2005 7:55 pm
stressed
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by pointeless » Fri Dec 30, 2005 8:55 pm

Like I need to talk to my T even though I can't

The size of a whale

Troubled
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by green » Fri Dec 30, 2005 9:03 pm
fat and a bit drunk................. nice combo!

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by Green Beauty » Fri Dec 30, 2005 9:07 pm
Pissed off
Helpless
Upset
Alone
Worried

Omnia vincit amor
Member of the Welcome wagon
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by collide » Fri Dec 30, 2005 9:09 pm
depressed
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not-ok
viewtopic.php?t=88288&start=340 (my PLACE)
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by Becky » Fri Dec 30, 2005 9:50 pm
depressed
alone
desperate
trapped
not good
suicidal
hurt
upset
worthless

'It only hurts to breathe'
'I'm not ok I'm not o fucking k'
'Where do I belong?"
'Lost and broken, hopeless and lonely, smiling on the outside but hurt beneath my skin'
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by enna » Fri Dec 30, 2005 9:56 pm
Unproductive
Hungover

I'm tired of laughing and I'm tired of crying
Tired of failing and tired of all this trying
I want to do some living
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I just wanna dance
I just wanna f**king dance
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by acdcrocker1909 » Fri Dec 30, 2005 11:37 pm

caffinated.

like an urge is coming on.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
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by Windswept Thumb » Sat Dec 31, 2005 2:51 am
Gut wrenching sad
Alone
Unloved
Feel like I could explode
Wish I could never feel again
Broken
Hurt
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by twistddreamr » Sat Dec 31, 2005 3:05 am
not like myself
confused
lonely
sad
hurt
stupid
jaded
incompetent
dependent
worrisome
anxious
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by acdcrocker1909 » Sat Dec 31, 2005 3:18 am

Random, more so than usual.

like a nagging feeling in the back of my head.

awake.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.

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by Poya Maitri » Sat Dec 31, 2005 8:03 pm
agitated
in pain
like my blood sugar is dropping
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by acdcrocker1909 » Sat Dec 31, 2005 8:24 pm

like my head is threatening to split open

tired.

annoyed.

bothered.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.
Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.
Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.

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by marshmallowfluff » Sat Dec 31, 2005 8:56 pm
giggly


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Sing like there's nobody listening.
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by yuxi » Sun Jan 01, 2006 2:16 am
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... right now i nfeel like cutting deep and .. like dark, i feel like feeling darl. red amd warm blood dripping my myb skin.
wish i did feel the blood las if it was tears.
i fucking hate the concept og new ear-... shot it. I want to drown
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