Right now I feel...

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Thu Dec 29, 2005 4:08 pm

:bluestar: Better than yesterday.. for now.

:bluestar: tired.

:bluestar: Theres still something i want, but I dont know what it is.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


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Post by Green Beauty » Thu Dec 29, 2005 4:47 pm

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Post by Elfgirl » Thu Dec 29, 2005 6:50 pm

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Post by red umbrellas » Thu Dec 29, 2005 9:01 pm

fat and full
nervous
excited
a little urgy
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Fri Dec 30, 2005 2:35 pm

:bluestar: tired
:bluestar: in need of coffee
:bluestar: like the want is still there (its really bugging me now..)
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by lin » Fri Dec 30, 2005 7:55 pm

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Post by pointeless » Fri Dec 30, 2005 8:55 pm

:star: Like I need to talk to my T even though I can't
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:star: Troubled
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Post by green » Fri Dec 30, 2005 9:03 pm

fat and a bit drunk................. nice combo! :-?
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Post by Green Beauty » Fri Dec 30, 2005 9:07 pm

Pissed off
Helpless
Upset
Alone
Worried

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Post by collide » Fri Dec 30, 2005 9:09 pm

depressed
lonely
bored
troubled
not-ok

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Post by Becky » Fri Dec 30, 2005 9:50 pm

depressed
alone
desperate
trapped
not good
suicidal
hurt
upset
worthless :(
'It only hurts to breathe'

'I'm not ok I'm not o fucking k'

'Where do I belong?"

'Lost and broken, hopeless and lonely, smiling on the outside but hurt beneath my skin'

I'm trying to make it seem ok, but my faith is wearing thin

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Post by enna » Fri Dec 30, 2005 9:56 pm

Unproductive
Hungover :-?
I'm tired of laughing and I'm tired of crying
Tired of failing and tired of all this trying
I want to do some living
Cause I've done enough dying
I just wanna dance
I just wanna f**king dance
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Fri Dec 30, 2005 11:37 pm

:bluestar: caffinated.

:bluestar: like an urge is coming on.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by Windswept Thumb » Sat Dec 31, 2005 2:51 am

Gut wrenching sad
Alone
Unloved
Feel like I could explode
Wish I could never feel again
Broken
Hurt
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Post by twistddreamr » Sat Dec 31, 2005 3:05 am

not like myself
confused
lonely
sad
hurt
stupid
jaded
incompetent
dependent
worrisome
anxious
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sat Dec 31, 2005 3:18 am

:bluestar: Random, more so than usual.
:bluestar: like a nagging feeling in the back of my head.
:bluestar: awake.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by Poya Maitri » Sat Dec 31, 2005 8:03 pm

agitated
in pain
like my blood sugar is dropping
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Sat Dec 31, 2005 8:24 pm

:bluestar: like my head is threatening to split open
:bluestar: tired.
:bluestar: annoyed.
:bluestar: bothered.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by marshmallowfluff » Sat Dec 31, 2005 8:56 pm

giggly :lol:
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Post by yuxi » Sun Jan 01, 2006 2:16 am

*si*

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... right now i nfeel like cutting deep and .. like dark, i feel like feeling darl. red amd warm blood dripping my myb skin.

wish i did feel the blood las if it was tears.


i fucking hate the concept og new ear-... shot it. I want to drown
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