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Post by Poya Maitri » Thu Dec 15, 2005 1:03 am

frustrated
tired
hungry
angry
tired
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Thu Dec 15, 2005 4:31 am

tired.
confused.
unloved by the majority.
yet loved by like 2.
worthless.
waste of space.
empty.
alone.
unwanted.
blank.
lost.
disappointed in me.
like i've fallen down 4 flights of stairs on my ass.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


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Post by Poya Maitri » Thu Dec 15, 2005 4:40 am

acdcrocker1909 wrote:like i've fallen down 4 flights of stairs on my ass.
ouch!


sick
sad
tired
antsy
itchy
like i'm having a bad reaction
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Fri Dec 16, 2005 1:59 am

Poya Maitri wrote:
acdcrocker1909 wrote:like i've fallen down 4 flights of stairs on my ass.
ouch!
^Yea..


Stranded.
Alone.
Empty.
Confused.
Unwanted.
Selfish.
Unintelligent..
Like I fell down 6 flights of stairs on my ass.. and down two on my head.

And yet thanks to Mama, Papa, and :-) Ryan (hehe)..
I feel on some level.. loved.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by Poya Maitri » Fri Dec 16, 2005 2:35 am

tired
a little achy
cheerful
needing to rest
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Post by toXic » Fri Dec 16, 2005 3:42 am

tired
disappointed
confused
alone
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Post by pandablue » Fri Dec 16, 2005 7:22 am

tired
can't sleep
but
ok

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Post by pointeless » Fri Dec 16, 2005 11:42 am

just... oddly nothingy
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Post by NobodyToYou » Fri Dec 16, 2005 9:09 pm

Crazy.
I feel like my inside and outside don't match
I feel like I am in a picasso painting, but everyone else thinks things look normal.
Tired, yet way too tense
sick to my stomach
can't find emotions though. Somehow they are missing.
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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Fri Dec 16, 2005 10:21 pm

pathetic.
worthless.
invisable.
and a feeling that i've looked in the entire dictionary for a word to describe it.. and i cant find it..
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by pandora » Sat Dec 17, 2005 7:48 am

scared
ashamed
slightly dirty
lonely
isolated
out of place
unsure
frustrated
a little restless
unwanted
disgusting
sexy ?
confused
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Post by pointeless » Sat Dec 17, 2005 12:11 pm

at odds with myself
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Post by Aly » Sat Dec 17, 2005 3:54 pm

Angry

Urgey
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.

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Post by toXic » Sat Dec 17, 2005 9:24 pm

-used
-alone
-sad

-hopeful
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Post by pandablue » Sat Dec 17, 2005 11:53 pm

angry
angry
angry
not perfect
or even close
do we need to be perfect to post?

Feb 22,2006

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Post by Aly » Sat Dec 17, 2005 11:57 pm

irritable
fed up
loney
upset
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.

If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
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Post by Poya Maitri » Sun Dec 18, 2005 4:10 pm

frustrated
sad
exhausted
angry
scared
like i desperately need something, but i can't indentify what it is
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Post by GLaDOS » Sun Dec 18, 2005 5:06 pm

shocked
empty
This was a triumph.
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Post by Aly » Sun Dec 18, 2005 5:21 pm

COnfused, but in a happy way!
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.

If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...
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Post by pandablue » Sun Dec 18, 2005 7:22 pm

ok
not bad
practically good
a little concerned

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