Right now I feel...

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Green Beauty » Mon Dec 12, 2005 8:02 pm

Aggravated

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Omnia vincit amor
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Catapultam habeo. Nisi pecuniam omnem mihi dabis, ad caput tuum saxum immane mittam
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Post by pandora » Mon Dec 12, 2005 8:09 pm

Scared.

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Post by Aly » Mon Dec 12, 2005 8:27 pm

Pissed off

Urgey

Creative
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.


If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...

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Post by beautifulgarbage » Tue Dec 13, 2005 5:15 am

Empty. Nothing. Out of my body. Again.

And triggered. First thing I see when I watch Prozac Nation is that little girl injuring herself. Triggered. Triggered. But it's been 3 weeks today, I'll stay safe. I WILL.
Certain things turn ugly when you think too hard,
And nagging little thoughts change into things you can't turn off.

[Garbage]

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Post by pandablue » Tue Dec 13, 2005 5:22 am

content
and
happy for your
three weeks
beautiful

Feb 22,2006

for Jag
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new scribbles

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Post by AngelsTears » Tue Dec 13, 2005 9:02 am

trapped
alone
fat
unworthy
helpless
There's many things,
In life which i fear,
War, drugs, death.
But the one thing,
That i fear most,
Is to fear death no more,
For what now,
Will hold me back?

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Post by Guest » Tue Dec 13, 2005 10:26 am

tired but resonably okay

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Wed Dec 14, 2005 2:49 am

confused,
unloved,
tired,
trapped,
lost,
alone,
unworthy,
completely empty.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

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Post by Poya Maitri » Wed Dec 14, 2005 2:57 am

shitty
hate filled
like screaming
miserable

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Post by flipflopfetish » Wed Dec 14, 2005 3:30 am

shitty
alone
unloved
empty
depressed
worried

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Post by pandora » Wed Dec 14, 2005 8:43 am

Strangely apathetic

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Post by ArchyOpteryx » Wed Dec 14, 2005 10:44 am

scared
and dissapointed in me

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Post by Guest » Wed Dec 14, 2005 10:46 am

worried

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Wed Dec 14, 2005 12:39 pm

empty.
worthless.
alone.
scared.
unloved.
unwanted.
confused.
blank.
disappointed in myself.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.

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Post by red umbrellas » Wed Dec 14, 2005 1:30 pm

lonely
self-doubting
scared
lost
ugly
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella

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Post by acdcrocker1909 » Wed Dec 14, 2005 9:52 pm

disappointed in myself.
confused.
alone.
empty.
closed off.
scared.
worried.


and yet strangely..

Loved.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live - APWBD.


Music is life.. we each have our own symphony.. and we control it for the most part.. sometimes instruments drop out.. and others join in.. but when the music fades and the symphony is done.. then we have created a beautiful, personal piece. - Me.

Less Traveled Roads <-- Everyone Welcome.

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Post by Aly » Wed Dec 14, 2005 10:28 pm

Let Down
Disappointed
Triggered

In pain
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.


If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...

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Post by Aly » Wed Dec 14, 2005 11:05 pm

Bitter
Resentful
Angry
Upset
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.


If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...

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Post by pointeless » Thu Dec 15, 2005 12:55 am

confused
daunted
spacey
like I wana comfort eat
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Post by collide » Thu Dec 15, 2005 12:57 am

hungry
tired
emotionally stable somewhat

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