Right now I feel...

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by collide » Fri Nov 18, 2005 11:40 pm

suicidal

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Post by Cellardoor » Sat Nov 19, 2005 12:09 am

:redstar: Ashamed that im not ashamed.

:redstar: very shakey

:redstar: like i cant breathe properly

:redstar: very, very tired.
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I built my house,
Where the ocean meets the land,
It's time to live again,
And pull my dreams out of the sand.


(take the pieces and build them skywards)
(expressions)

FOUR YEARS HAPPY AND FREE!

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Post by Aly » Sat Nov 19, 2005 12:18 am

Pathetic
Pathetic
Pathetic
Even more Pathetic...





Useless....


Ridiculous
The wind and I, we speak the same, but he don’t hear so well.
Well, you’re gonna have to curse him, well you’re gonna have to yell.
The sky and I, we’ve had our fights and I’m coming round to rain,
Well, if the rain come round and it don’t come out, then I’ll never have to speak again,
I can tick tick tick tick tick tick tick away.


If Heaven is as Heaven does then this is Hell for sure...

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Post by whatever » Sat Nov 19, 2005 1:22 am

quite physically unwell
a bit nervous
frustrated with myself

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Post by amyfairy » Sat Nov 19, 2005 12:32 pm

unwell and flu-y,

but content and happy as my dad is visiting me today :D

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Post by snorkmaiden » Sat Nov 19, 2005 2:45 pm

cold.

tired.

want to hibernate.

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Post by DecemberLivy » Sat Nov 19, 2005 4:32 pm

absolutely exhausted
<center>my walpole cafe

"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.

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Post by amyfairy » Sat Nov 19, 2005 9:56 pm

drousy (meds) and homesick but ok. tired tho, and ill.

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Post by whatever » Sun Nov 20, 2005 2:49 am

bleary
really annoyed that i've only just woken up
joint-painy
(back feels sooooo much better than usual, though!)
dehydrated

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Post by what_if » Sun Nov 20, 2005 3:05 am

Somewhat tired, but happy :)
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Living life is easy with eyes closed
:blkstar: :redstar: :blkstar:
The future is just a concept that we use to avoid living today
:blkstar: :redstar: :blkstar:
You can live with dignity; you can't die with it

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~* My Place! *~

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Post by what_if » Sun Nov 20, 2005 7:45 am

worried about a friend :(
<center>:blkstar: :redstar: :blkstar:
Living life is easy with eyes closed
:blkstar: :redstar: :blkstar:
The future is just a concept that we use to avoid living today
:blkstar: :redstar: :blkstar:
You can live with dignity; you can't die with it

:blkstar:

~* My Place! *~

:o
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Post by amyfairy » Sun Nov 20, 2005 12:28 pm

unmotivated

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Post by green » Sun Nov 20, 2005 1:10 pm

cold and scared
"Sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think, I’m not going to make it, but you laugh inside — remembering all the times you’ve felt that way."
- Charles Bukowski, Gamblers All

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Post by amyfairy » Sun Nov 20, 2005 6:48 pm

dumb and like i'm not good enough, i don't work hard enough. they're proud of me but they shouldn't be as they don't realise there isn't really anything to be proud of. :cry:

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Post by meg0n » Sun Nov 20, 2005 6:51 pm

very lonely!
"A dead letter is a letter that has never been delivered because the person to whom it was written cannot be found, and it also cannot be
return to the person who wrote it!" - The Rasmus

"Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop."

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Post by Poya Maitri » Sun Nov 20, 2005 7:31 pm

pretty okay
better than i have been for a couple days
relieved
sad
tired
hopeful
scared

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Post by Poya Maitri » Sun Nov 20, 2005 8:17 pm

tired
nervous
upset
scared
sad

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Post by Green Beauty » Sun Nov 20, 2005 8:47 pm

Pissed off

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Catapultam habeo. Nisi pecuniam omnem mihi dabis, ad caput tuum saxum immane mittam
Skipping and a jumping, In the misty morning fog with, Our hearts a thumpin' and you, My brown eyed girl

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Post by amyfairy » Sun Nov 20, 2005 9:02 pm

i cant face having 11 hours of lectures over2 days. and i missed 2 on fri and cant catch up. and im trying to write an essay but it sounds shit and straight nout nof a journal. and i feel rough. and i still dont sleep even with sleeoing stuff. and i want to go home :cry: :cry: :cry: and i'm worried.

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Post by Poya Maitri » Mon Nov 21, 2005 2:40 am

sad
tired
frustrated
lonely

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