Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!

fried okra · Post by **fried okra** » Wed Oct 26, 2005 5:40 pm

I'm scared of hamsters.

marshmallowfluff · Post by **marshmallowfluff** » Wed Oct 26, 2005 6:12 pm

PMs okay.........

I killed my hamster. It's MY fault he died. I didn't feed him, i didnt clean him out, i neglected him. I didnt want him to die, i was so upset when he did, because i knew it was MY fault

I talk to my dog, because i know he cant answer me, and i wouldn't have to listen to him tell me what a bad person i am for everything i've let go wrong in my life. I spent about an hour once talking to him, whilst i walked through a wooded area, tears streaming down my face. I hoped to god someone would murder me right there, but i got so scared when i saw a car and a lorry on a dirt track, i ran the rest of the way.

marshmallowfluff · Post by **marshmallowfluff** » Wed Oct 26, 2005 6:42 pm

I always go on the connexions website and look for the nearest branch to me, i want to go, i need to go to talk, but i cant....

Lynn · Post by **Lynn** » Wed Oct 26, 2005 6:43 pm

Talking about hamsters... when I was 13 I neglected mine. It was so so unhappy and stressed

I didn't give her any fresh water for a week sometimes and I'd find the water-thing empty a lot (it's a miracle she didn't die because of me). I forgot that I had a pet at all (telling people I hadn't). I almost never took her out of the cage. I didn't clean the cage for months and one time it was so dirty that a kind of 'thing' ( forgot the word) grew in her cage. Ooh bad me

When I was 16 I had rats and I have never ever done anything bad to those though. They were extremely happy.

red umbrellas · Post by **red umbrellas** » Fri Oct 28, 2005 11:26 pm

i can't find the words to say what i really feel
and when i do find the words, i don't have the guts to say them

i sometimes wish that SI still felt easy. I wish I was still doing it sometimes
i wish i had the self-control to stop eating

the idea of too much physical closeness scares the hell out of me

i am a liar

Licentia Poetica · Post by **Licentia Poetica** » Sat Oct 29, 2005 10:49 am

i dont love you enough to wanna stay here

Blake 1 · Post by **Blake 1** » Sat Oct 29, 2005 8:12 pm

i wish i was dead but i don't have a courage to kill myself.

Frozen · Post by **Frozen** » Sun Oct 30, 2005 12:36 am

sometimes the need to be fucked over is too strong. But there is noone, which is mainly i selfharm nowadays

foreverlost · Post by **foreverlost** » Sun Oct 30, 2005 4:53 am

I constantly worry I'm not good enough.

Forget Me · Post by **Forget Me** » Sun Oct 30, 2005 5:15 am

i cried in the movie thirteen because everything was too close to home.

HiddenByLies · Post by **HiddenByLies** » Sun Oct 30, 2005 5:44 am

Atleast once a day, the thought of SU runs through my head...

DecemberLivy · Post by **DecemberLivy** » Sun Oct 30, 2005 1:46 pm

pm ok

-he told me he loves me, but i'm scared he doesn't mean it

-i'm worry my head off about him alot because he has alot of su thoughts

-if something happened to him i dont know what i'd do

-my ma wants us to move to vancouver. i dont know, i really dont. i have friends here and i'm doing my GCSEs. maybe i could go after my GCSEs?

-i put on a new t-shirt today and i didn't like my body shape, i'm going to start rowing everyday now.

-i eat when i'm upset, and i've been eating alot and doing next to no excersise. must stop this.

-on the whole, feeling pretty damn good about myself. but i still act shy and sad around my family because i dont want them to guess i'm in love, my sisters done that before and i got in alot of trouble. is this stupid?

snorkmaiden · Post by **snorkmaiden** » Sun Oct 30, 2005 4:31 pm

i want to hurt myself so bad that everyone will see i need help.

i want someone to look after me.

Blake 1 · Post by **Blake 1** » Sun Oct 30, 2005 9:39 pm

I hurt.

HiddenByLies · Post by **HiddenByLies** » Mon Oct 31, 2005 11:45 pm

- I still SI

- I want to die

PM's okay.

Blake 1 · Post by **Blake 1** » Tue Nov 01, 2005 6:04 pm

I want to die

foreverlost · Post by **foreverlost** » Tue Nov 01, 2005 7:25 pm

I'm horrible and I'm so scared for the day everyone else realizes that too.

xanemicroyaltyx · Post by **xanemicroyaltyx** » Tue Nov 01, 2005 7:43 pm

- sometimes i wish there was room for me to feel fat too.

balletomane · Post by **balletomane** » Tue Nov 01, 2005 8:22 pm

i resist treatment because i'm afraid i will never get better.

Blake 1 · Post by **Blake 1** » Wed Nov 02, 2005 4:12 am

i really want someone to show that they care about me because i don't like me and i wish i was dead. i want someone to tell me that i matter and that i have worth. i want to feel loved.

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