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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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DecemberLivy
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Post by DecemberLivy » Tue Oct 25, 2005 2:27 pm

fine, content, a bit hyper
<center>my walpole cafe

"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
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Poya Maitri
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Post by Poya Maitri » Tue Oct 25, 2005 4:11 pm

sad, scared, upset, anxious, angry
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Post by ArchyOpteryx » Tue Oct 25, 2005 4:39 pm

dead
alone
dead
dead
hopeless
dead
dead
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Post by SpecialBlend » Tue Oct 25, 2005 5:59 pm

crushed.
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Post by Poya Maitri » Tue Oct 25, 2005 6:29 pm

out of it
panicking
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Post by Twitter Mouse » Tue Oct 25, 2005 6:32 pm

sick
And it's hey babe, with your guardian eyes so blue,
Hey my baby, don't you know our love is true,
I've been so far from here,
Far from your loving arms,
Now I'm back again, and babe it's gonna work out fine.
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Post by Green Beauty » Tue Oct 25, 2005 8:20 pm

bored, alone and tired

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Omnia vincit amor
Member of the Welcome wagon
Shh be quiet, You might piss somebody off
Proud member and loyal spoon of OATS - Oldies Against Text Speak
Catapultam habeo. Nisi pecuniam omnem mihi dabis, ad caput tuum saxum immane mittam
Skipping and a jumping, In the misty morning fog with, Our hearts a thumpin' and you, My brown eyed girl
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Post by shadowavenger » Tue Oct 25, 2005 11:37 pm

like my pain is trivial to other people
Another lonely highway in the black of night
There's hope in the darkness, you know you're going to make it

"This must be Thursday. I could never get the hang of Thursdays." - Arthur Dent

"You're just wearing on the outside what the rest of us wear on the inside." - Sean McNamara, Nip/Tuck
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Post by SpecialBlend » Wed Oct 26, 2005 2:16 am

even more crushed then before? is that possible?


apparently
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Post by shadowavenger » Wed Oct 26, 2005 2:37 am

fucked up, just generally. and numb, in so much pain that I can't actually feel anything except a slight twinge in my left arm. It almost scares me how I can feel nothing.
Another lonely highway in the black of night
There's hope in the darkness, you know you're going to make it

"This must be Thursday. I could never get the hang of Thursdays." - Arthur Dent

"You're just wearing on the outside what the rest of us wear on the inside." - Sean McNamara, Nip/Tuck
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Post by Poya Maitri » Wed Oct 26, 2005 2:52 am

sad, tired, jittery, anxious, uncertain, afraid, angry all kind of rolling around together like boiling water
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Post by shadowavenger » Wed Oct 26, 2005 3:22 am

scared to go to sleep, so scared I want to cry
Another lonely highway in the black of night
There's hope in the darkness, you know you're going to make it

"This must be Thursday. I could never get the hang of Thursdays." - Arthur Dent

"You're just wearing on the outside what the rest of us wear on the inside." - Sean McNamara, Nip/Tuck
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Post by Blake 1 » Wed Oct 26, 2005 4:29 am

anxious, depressed, frustrated, sad, scared
I'm not as
naive
asi wook
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DecemberLivy
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Post by DecemberLivy » Wed Oct 26, 2005 1:04 pm

tired, hungry, a bit depressed, i feel ugly.
<center>my walpole cafe

"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>

I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
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Post by isbyangel87 » Wed Oct 26, 2005 3:23 pm

:star: very tired
:star: lazy
:star: failure
:star: not worth anyone's time
:star: ugly
:star: stupid
IN LOVING MEMORY OF MR. HICKEY(LEHUA)

Having a bad day Isabel?
I'll see you 2nd period then.
Was your bus late again Isabel?

Can I have a Big Mac with an Iced Tea, no lid, no straw, and three sugar cookies please.
Remember Hawaii Hickey? Hawaiian Hunks or Hula Chicks. Is it a guy or is it a girl Hickey?

TTFN Ta Ta For Now
I'll miss you Hickey and Take Care up there in Heaven and don't worry you'll do great directing a band of angels. I mean they're angels they can't be as bad as us. J/K
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Poya Maitri
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Post by Poya Maitri » Wed Oct 26, 2005 4:26 pm

sad
tired
feeling like i need to get something done
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Poya Maitri
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Post by Poya Maitri » Wed Oct 26, 2005 5:38 pm

upset because my place disappeared and I don't know what happened.
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Post by Chocoboko » Thu Oct 27, 2005 12:52 am

* angry at the world for the perceived general rejection I get from other people. Especially angry at those who really did reject me and make it seem like everyone would reject me.

* very sad and frozen inside. It's almost a numb feeling. It's hard for me to feel connected at affection because of my rejection, and my memories of rejection that just won't go away

* worthless, like I have nothing to offer people. Like any affection or kind words given to me are given out of pity rather than the person genuinely liking me.

* angry at those who repeatedly ignore my words and keep doing things which they fully know irritate me
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Post by Poya Maitri » Thu Oct 27, 2005 2:53 am

sad
frustrated
angry
scared
like screaming
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whatever
meeting the neighbors
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Post by whatever » Thu Oct 27, 2005 12:57 pm

scared
disgusted with myself
so very tired
like i should be crying, but...not.
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