Right now I feel...

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Poya Maitri
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Post by Poya Maitri » Wed Oct 12, 2005 8:31 pm

angry, rageful, hateful

disappointed in life, people,
myself

lonely, achy, small, scared

angry

-Poya

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Post by Beasty » Thu Oct 13, 2005 3:21 am

right now i'm feeling
-homicidal
-pissed
-like my spanish teacher should be impaled
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Post by Alethea » Thu Oct 13, 2005 4:33 am

slightly urgy
guilty
disappointed
disliking me
Be not the slave of your own past - plunge into the sublime seas, dive deep, and swim far, so you shall come back with self-respect, with new power, with an advaced experience that shall explain and overlook the old.
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Poya Maitri
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Post by Poya Maitri » Thu Oct 13, 2005 4:46 am

extremely dissapointed
angry
sad
"naked"
vulnerable
lost
helpless
exposed suddenly
embarassed
want to hide

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Poya Maitri
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Post by Poya Maitri » Thu Oct 13, 2005 12:21 pm

sadness
longing
loss
like something I love is just out of my grasp

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Post by Blake 1 » Sun Oct 16, 2005 2:30 am

alone
sad
somewhat numb
I'm not as
naive
asi wook

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Post by Poya Maitri » Sun Oct 16, 2005 3:04 am

sad
tired
disappointed
angry
"small"
at a loss for what to do

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Post by balletomane » Sun Oct 16, 2005 4:44 am

loved, optimistic, but a little scared.

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Post by theboldeditalics » Sun Oct 16, 2005 5:12 am

sadly creative
lately i've been feeling
like i don't belong
like the ground's not mine to walk upon

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Post by what_if » Sun Oct 16, 2005 11:21 am

Weirded out
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The future is just a concept that we use to avoid living today
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Post by Poya Maitri » Sun Oct 16, 2005 1:34 pm

sad
angry
lost
ragey
wanting to take that rage out somewhere

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Post by Poya Maitri » Mon Oct 17, 2005 10:03 am

sick
nausea
scared, very very scared
sad
disappointed
fragile
alone
needy
:swimhelp:

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Post by DJ_CJ » Mon Oct 17, 2005 10:17 am

Why are you scared? Let me know if you need anything

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Post by magebaby » Mon Oct 17, 2005 11:27 am

tired.

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Post by Blake 1 » Tue Oct 18, 2005 12:24 am

alone
abandoned
anxious
I'm not as
naive
asi wook

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Post by dbms » Tue Oct 18, 2005 1:26 am

unique
useless
urgey
Mark
I looked for a person who most needed my kindness today and somehow found myself.

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Post by Blake 1 » Tue Oct 18, 2005 4:23 am

great because i was fighting urges to SI so i told my friend and he invited me to hang out with him and we went over and hung out with some other people and it made me forget about SI and i actually had a good time!! :D :D
I'm not as
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asi wook

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Post by whatever » Tue Oct 18, 2005 1:52 pm

scared
frustrated with myself
tired
unfocused
sore/achy

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Post by DJ_CJ » Wed Oct 19, 2005 12:31 am

Happy cause it's been a great day but frustrated cause I can't concentrate on anything and I've got work to do
Focusing "inward" can be good for self-improvement but like a microphone pointed at a speaker it can create a feedback loop that multiplies exponentially if not stopped. Just like a mic you need to "ride" the volume control in your mind or forever be deafened. Don't live with the squeal of constant negative thoughts. I wish you a clearer more positive focus. Good Luck

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Post by rainbowFAILURE » Wed Oct 19, 2005 10:43 am

Tired
Confused
Useless

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