Right now I feel...

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by demidivine » Wed Sep 28, 2005 9:01 pm

angry at being hopeful
full of urges.
mentally quite tired
very worried
apprehensive
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Post by Illumina » Wed Sep 28, 2005 10:06 pm

Want to die.

Want to show him how much him keeping me alive is hurting me.

Want to make him sit with me 24 hours a day if he's going to make me fucking put myself through this.

Hate myself for being a selfish whore and feeling like that...
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Post by (*Haven*) » Fri Sep 30, 2005 5:04 am

I just want to end everything....

I feel alone. I feel totally uncared for by anyone.
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Post by balletomane » Fri Sep 30, 2005 5:27 am

gross. worthless. horrible.
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Post by Blake 1 » Sat Oct 01, 2005 11:29 pm

happy, wanted, loved
I'm not as
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Post by Guest » Sun Oct 02, 2005 1:21 am

Right now i feel like a failure. i feel VERY discouraged and scared. last year i didn't try AT ALL in skool and got all F's. This year i'm truely sincerely SINCERELY trying hard, and i have 2 F's, 1 D, and 1 A. lastnight i almosted caved and SI'd. i had everything ready, then i remembered what my sister said, she asked me if our friendship was stronger than the urge to SI. i didn't want to let her down. i sat there for a freakn hour just staring at my 'utensil', with a million things running through my head. i don't want to let her down, thats why i haven't told her about my grades. I'M TRYING!!! I PROMISE I'M TRYING!!!! i'm trying to control my mind and skool at the same time, and its just,..really difficult lately. i feel like such a baby..just a stupid little jackass!!!! F*CK!!!!!!!!!!!!! whatever.

so sorry if this was too long for this section..i'll move it if you all want, just tell me, and i'll move it.
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Post by balletomane » Sun Oct 02, 2005 2:38 am

hurt
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Post by Kali » Sun Oct 02, 2005 3:56 pm

Irritated
Frustrated
Feel like cutting
Mad at myself
Wrestless
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Post by PassingCloud » Sun Oct 02, 2005 11:22 pm

PANIC!!!!!!!!!!!

and it won'T go away. :cry:
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Mon Oct 03, 2005 12:21 am

scared. I cry to eaily. Scared. weird
*Challenges welcome*
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I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

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Post by (*Haven*) » Wed Oct 05, 2005 1:26 am

Like holding on...

Worried about how worried my T is about me....

Wanting it to be morning so I can call her....
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Forever Satan of RW
Married to Reine, nicki, han & klove
WDS, snowangel, kicks, figment & Chey (plus kitties) belong to me!
Stef is my twin
Klove's partner....(in crime! Get your mind outta the gutter already!)

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Post by shadowavenger » Mon Oct 10, 2005 8:22 pm

edgy and itchy, symptoms of withdrawl
Another lonely highway in the black of night
There's hope in the darkness, you know you're going to make it

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Post by (*Haven*) » Mon Oct 10, 2005 8:44 pm

Like I'm at war with myself....

I hate being at war with myself.
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Forever Satan of RW
Married to Reine, nicki, han & klove
WDS, snowangel, kicks, figment & Chey (plus kitties) belong to me!
Stef is my twin
Klove's partner....(in crime! Get your mind outta the gutter already!)

:.*.:NO HUGS:.*.:
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Post by t_k » Tue Oct 11, 2005 6:45 am

Really lost.
Nervous.
Like a failure...
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Post by amyfairy » Tue Oct 11, 2005 4:54 pm

tad anxious and worried/
but ok
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Post by près de vous » Tue Oct 11, 2005 5:57 pm

lonely and unloved.
<center>I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me I've been alone all
along...when you cried I'd wipe away all of your
tears when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your
fears and I held your hand through all of these
years...but you still have all of me


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Post by Priceless » Tue Oct 11, 2005 8:12 pm

happy because i got throu a urge without doing it

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Post by (*Haven*) » Wed Oct 12, 2005 12:51 am

Hopeless
:ylwstar: My Place :ylwstar: Visitors are welcome. New First Post 12/16/08
Forever Satan of RW
Married to Reine, nicki, han & klove
WDS, snowangel, kicks, figment & Chey (plus kitties) belong to me!
Stef is my twin
Klove's partner....(in crime! Get your mind outta the gutter already!)

:.*.:NO HUGS:.*.:
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Post by Alone_I_Break » Wed Oct 12, 2005 12:54 am

ticklish
"Hello darkness my old friend, ive come to talk with you again"

hiding in my cave! Beware!
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Post by Small » Wed Oct 12, 2005 4:00 am

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!
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