Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by shadow of a smile » Sun Sep 11, 2005 7:25 am

i am very happy tonight, more so than usual. it's a good thing, but something i'm not used to. kind of disorienting.
i accept hugs!!!

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Post by gin and kerosene » Mon Sep 12, 2005 3:29 am

im scared but im not really sure of what

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Post by Skyeler » Mon Sep 12, 2005 6:10 am

**ED**






I use to say I didn'T do it to control my weight.... But now I stare at my stomach in the mirror several times a day to make sure it doesn't look fat.


Most of the time I feel like I don't belong.
But I got my new favorite record today.
My favorites change every single day.
Except you,
You'll always be number one.
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Post by Forget Me » Tue Sep 13, 2005 9:58 am

someone thinks im good at something. but im not telling anyone cos they will all say im bragging... but...
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<b>FISHY! WHY ARE YOU SLEEPING?!</b>
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Post by marylou » Tue Sep 13, 2005 2:43 pm

I enjoy studying nursing coz I can learn how to hurt myself with lots of blood, but less scarring, and I can bandage my wounds properly.
"You loosen my chains and just ask me to trust you. But it's so much easier this way, even though I know that I am bound."

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Post by balletomane » Tue Sep 13, 2005 3:18 pm

*SU*




even though i say things are peachy, most days i still want to die.

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Post by pretty » Thu Sep 15, 2005 12:19 pm

It wasn't enough.
'this is what she says gets her through it,
"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world

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Post by Frozen » Thu Sep 15, 2005 5:03 pm

bee wrote:I really like Enya

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me too, whats wrong with it? lol

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Fri Sep 16, 2005 3:43 pm

*sex*
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*Comments are fine-PM
*

I just met him but I am so desperate. I am 16 and he is 20. I was SAed in my last relationship about 2 years ago, so I am not one for sexual activity.

But when I see him, I want to give him a BJ. Or let him fuck me. I don't want him to leave for someone older, and I don't want to seem childish. I want him to be with me.
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!

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Post by candiperfumegirl » Fri Sep 16, 2005 5:29 pm

pm's fine

I tell him the meds work great. I stopped taking them a month ago
smitty werbenmanjensen, It was his hat mr.krabs! He was number one!

I'll meet you by the third pyramid

i want white roses painted red


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Post by Green Beauty » Fri Sep 16, 2005 6:26 pm

My eating is getting worse. Yet i dont want to do anything about it. I want to get worse.

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Post by Kaelyn » Sun Sep 18, 2005 3:41 pm

*SI*

I swore to myself I would never cut when I was at a friends place, and never cut with a kitchen knife... last night I betrayed myself.


PMs fine.
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Post by candiperfumegirl » Sun Sep 18, 2005 3:43 pm

although i love him if he doesn't propose soon i'm dumping him
smitty werbenmanjensen, It was his hat mr.krabs! He was number one!

I'll meet you by the third pyramid

i want white roses painted red


mentalworldhaven.com come on over!!!!!

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Post by balletomane » Sun Sep 18, 2005 7:26 pm

i wish someone would tell me a bedtime story
i wish someone would sing me a lullabye
i wish someone would rub my back
and just as i would drift off to sleep
i wish someone would tell me that
they love me.

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Post by Tori1989 » Mon Sep 19, 2005 12:45 pm

I can't remember the last time I cried, because you made me numb. Please don't do this to us.
:star: 1 Year SI Free :star:

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Post by près de vous » Mon Sep 19, 2005 5:05 pm

i lied to my boyfriend last week so i could end it with him. i told him i was in love with someone else. now i wish i hadn't, cause i'm lonely. i'm a horrible person.

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Mon Sep 19, 2005 8:24 pm

I have been waiting by the phone.

My heart races everytime it rings.

Still you haven't called back.


I can't help but see so many mistakes and flaws in your absence.

One of us is a liar, and I don't think it's me cause I played the dreamer.
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!

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Post by Beasty » Tue Sep 20, 2005 12:05 am

I am a jealous and paranoid girlfriend. I dont show it, but everytime I see him talking to a pretty girl, I wonder if he would rather be with her than with me. Whenever he says he has to comfort a friend in need and he'd call me back later, my heart sinks several feet

I'm a bad, bad girlfriend and I dont deserve a guy to love me. I'm too needy. Needy needy needy.
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova

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Post by powdahchica » Tue Sep 20, 2005 4:59 am

PMs Fine... It might be nice to know someone's listening


--I'm a virgin and I'm terrified of sex. We almost had sex and I was almost physically ill.
--You put your arms around me and hold me tight and all I want to do is be able to move away...because I can't stand to be held in any way, I feel out of control.
--You want to marry me, and I'm scared of marrying anyone. I'm scared that I can't really love anyone in the way you love me.
--You've made me cry more in a month than I've cried in the last 10 years. That would be 3 times... I'm not sure if that means I'm able to feel things again, or I actually care about what you say.
--I'm terrified that if we move in together, you'll think that it's okay for us to have sex. I'm also scared that now I brought up sex, you won't be able to accept that I can't do it...

That's all for now... :cry:
That made me feel so much better...Thanks for being an anynomous place to share my fears...

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Post by candiperfumegirl » Tue Sep 20, 2005 9:39 am

I used to sleep with men and steal their money.......now I'll probably just sleep with them for money
smitty werbenmanjensen, It was his hat mr.krabs! He was number one!

I'll meet you by the third pyramid

i want white roses painted red


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