Place To Wish

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Koru
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Post by Koru » Tue Jul 05, 2005 6:25 pm

I wish I knew who I am and what I want from life
I wish I didn't care so much
I wish I didn't feel so much
I wish I didn't hate myself so much
I wish I knew why I feel this way
I wish I wasn't so afraid to try meds
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Post by balletomane » Tue Jul 05, 2005 6:37 pm

I wish I were thin. I wish I were smart. I wish I were beautiful.

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Post by magebaby » Tue Jul 05, 2005 8:54 pm

-i wish they wanted me and my sister and each other
-i wish someone would hold me, and just make me feel loved and needed and safe.
-i wish i could be close to people without complications
-i wish the thing with *him* hadn't happened, or at least that it could be resolved so we could talk a bit. even just having the non-close things back, like being able to talk about books and music again.
-i wish i could hug *her*

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Post by Kamikaze » Tue Jul 05, 2005 9:38 pm

I wish I could have a hug.
I wish I had someone to talk to.

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Post by Lyndsie » Sun Jul 10, 2005 1:20 am

I wish that when this is over and her probation officer lets us talk again, that we will still be friends, and stay friends forever and ever!! (Thats kind of two wishes, I guess.) At least thats my hope, and I hope these wish come true!! :):)
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Post by Diamond Dog » Tue Jul 12, 2005 4:32 am

-I wish I was pretty.
-I wish I was smart.
-I wash I was thin.
-I wish I was loved.
-I wish that I mattered to somebody.
"I tried so hard to reach you
But you're falling anyway."

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Post by DecemberLivy » Fri Jul 15, 2005 6:26 am

I wish I was not a liar
I wish I was an honest person who never lied
I wish I did not have this problem
I wish I had someone to talk to right now
I wish I had someone to hold me and tell me its ok to cry
I wish aidan would realise he is killing me
I wish I could tell mum i think i have a mental problem
I wish I could tell my docter I think i might have a mental problem
I wish I didn't want to change
I wish I didn't hate myself
I wish I knew who I am
I wish I was not a fake
I wish someone cared
I wish anyone cared
I wish I loved
I wish people would ask me if I'm ok and persist if I say i'm fine
I wish I could tell someone I think I'm sick
I wish
I wish
I wish
I wish I wasn't alive
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BrokenGurl
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Post by BrokenGurl » Fri Jul 15, 2005 5:51 pm

I wish for so many things...
* i wish to be okay...to feel loved...for someone to hold me and tell me its going to be ok....for someone to understand me because i dont understand myself.....i wish to be freed from sadness....i wish for these urges would wash away from me....i i wish i could think of the good things in my life....i iwsh i could like who i am...wish i wasnt so empty...i iwsh to not feel alone...so many wished but unable to have them.... :cry:
speak as though noone's listening....

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Post by PassingCloud » Sat Jul 30, 2005 11:14 pm

i wish i could unchain myself.
i wish i could free myself.
i wish i could love myself.
i wish i knew a way out.
i wish life wouldn't keep turning in circles.
i wish i wouldn't end up in the same dead-end streets.
i wish i could look at my own face without wanting to cry.
i wish i wouldn't inspire pity or feelings of discomfort in others.
i wish i knew how not to push people away.
i wish i knew how to not be afraid.
i wish i would be better, smarter, faster, more beautiful.
i wish i wouldn'T have any scars for other people to judge me by.
i wish i knew a way out, a way out, just a damn way out!!
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Post by jamie28 » Sun Jul 31, 2005 2:41 am

i wish i could make everyone see how beautiful they are.

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Post by Mindpoison » Sun Jul 31, 2005 5:01 am

I wish my mother would go away.
I wish I was in control
I wish I wasn't scared
I wish I could sleep at night
I wish Leo was alive
I wish I was never born.
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dio in terra
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Post by dio in terra » Sun Jul 31, 2005 9:44 am

I wish I feel loved
I wish I could have a boy who love me for what I am
I wish I haven't parents
I wish I can die


........ I wish I'll learn to speak english :blush: :roll:

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pointeless
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Post by pointeless » Sun Jul 31, 2005 11:20 pm

- I wish my Nan wasn't ill again
-I wish everybody here, infact everybody in general, could find some of relief from whatever pain their enduring
-I wish I could cure Hannah from her medical problems with her sholder,hips,knees etc... she's so lovely, I just wish she didn't have to go through all of that I hate to know that she's suffering
- I wish Evette was on the path to recovery instead of back in the unit
- I wish Katie didn't have/or could be cured from her ME - she doesn't deserve to go through this
- I wish my college was closer to my real home
- I wish I had a friend to rely on down in worthing when i'm alone in my flat
-I wish I could ensure myself a career in dance, I want it so badly... I need it so much...
- I wish I could be cured from Ocd, or atleast know what it's like to not have constant obsessions running through your head just for one day ...
- I wish I could look in the mirror and think '' Yeah that's ok, I can live with that''
- I wish I didn't have to abuse alcohol to find some kind of false confidence
- I wish that I had talent, or beauty, or personality or wit... I wish I had something to offer a guy except sex
- I wish I had control
- I wish I didn't have panic attacks
- I wish my wishes came true...
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Post by magebaby » Tue Aug 02, 2005 6:38 pm

-wish i had a mommy and a daddy who wanted me.
-wish they would learn to control their anger
-wish they wouldn't blame us for the problems in their relationship
-wish people weren't so uptight and intolerant about people who aren't straight.



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"Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate, but that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?" --Nelson Mandela

No hugs, thanks

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Post by say » Thu Aug 04, 2005 9:25 pm

I wish I liked myself the way I am.
I wish things were the same with my "group".
I wish I had someone to hang out with this weekend.
I wish boys liked me.
I wish I weren't tired all the time.
I wish I could quit my job and become a successful writer.

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Kamikaze
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Post by Kamikaze » Thu Aug 04, 2005 9:42 pm

I wish my family could accept me as part of my family.
I wish I could be treated equally.
I wish I didn't have to be at home.
I wish I could have friends who could be my family.
I wish that I wasn't so ugly.
I wish people would leave me alone.
I wish I could be run over by a truck.
I wish that my brother wouldn't be so selfish.
I wish I could hurry up and move house.
I wish that just because you're rich or poor people wouldn't judge you.

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amarganth
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Post by amarganth » Thu Aug 04, 2005 11:10 pm

I wish I could accept myself.


I wish I felt appreciated.

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Post by guest1 » Fri Aug 05, 2005 4:07 am

i wish i can get over this
i wish i could turn this off
i wish i didnt care
i wish the anxiety would end
i wish i was smart enough to understand


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SxcJulz4eva
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Post by SxcJulz4eva » Fri Aug 05, 2005 4:15 am

I wish i didnt have to lie
I wish i could go out wif stu
I wish that SI didnt exist
I wish i didnt have to have these problems
I wish i could just die
I wish i knew what was after death
I wish i could cry
I wish i wasnt so skinny
I wish that my parents didnt take drugs
I wish i was born into a different family
I wish i hadnt sat next to crossy at the sailing dinner
I wish i could talk to my real parents
I wish i could find the person who raped me...
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amarganth
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Post by amarganth » Fri Aug 05, 2005 8:36 am

I wish I didn't look pathetic

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