Place To Wish

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sat Jun 11, 2005 3:35 pm

:star: KISSES
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Wed Jun 22, 2005 8:57 pm

I wish this ryan thing could come to some kind of point or ground or somewhere where we can stop and have something to start with instead of wandering around in the dark
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!

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Post by Branden44 » Wed Jun 22, 2005 11:25 pm

I wish I felt normal.
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Thu Jun 23, 2005 5:28 pm

I wish today would be the best day ever!
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!

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Post by DecemberLivy » Thu Jun 23, 2005 5:48 pm

i wish it was the holls
i wish people would stop messing around with my computer before it explodes
i wish i was friends with catherine
i wish i knew if she wanted to be friends with me or not
i wish all my results were A's A*'s and B
+'s
i wish i could talk to mark right now
i wish i these scars could fade
i wish the teachers at my school would stop watching me like any moment i'm going to brandish a knife and kill myself :evil:
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Post by red umbrellas » Sat Jun 25, 2005 9:56 am

i wish i was thin..really thin
i wish i was likeable
i wish i was pretty
i wish i was loveable
i wish i knew how to love
i wish i could change who i am
i wish i know who i wanted to be
i wish things would truly work for once
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Post by daysofgray » Sun Jun 26, 2005 7:11 am

i wish i didnt hate my dad
i wish my parents didnt split up.....i think..
i wish i could be perfect
i wish i didnt SI
i wish i was good at doing something
i wish i knew what i want to do with my life,,(something that could actually happen)
i wish i could fix my friends whole life
i wish i had more GOOD friends
i wish i had a job
i wish we could afford more things
i wish i was more muscular and not so damn skinny(im guy in case your all wondering)
i wish i had a good relationship that i was happy with
one that wouldnt end
i wish i was a better christian
i wish i didnt like to take drugs, or drink
i wish i didnt have to hide everything
i wish W loved me...i guess she does, but i mean in the way i do
i wish i could get outta this town just me and her and forget things, no more ed's for her, no more si for me, i wish everything was perfect and right
sometimes i wish i didnt care so much..
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Post by magebaby » Sun Jun 26, 2005 6:28 pm

i wish so many unatainable things:

-i wish things could be sorted out with *them* so i could talk to him again
-i wish i didn't miss him quite so much
-i wish i felt loved and needed
-i wish i didn't feel so alone
-i wish my parents would lighten up and back off
-i wish i were back in India, or at least not at home

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Post by amarganth » Sun Jun 26, 2005 8:46 pm

I wish someone would appreciate me cause I can't.

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sun Jun 26, 2005 10:21 pm

I wish ryan would talk to me (I dont want to IM him beacause I am afriad to bug him).

I REALLY REALLY wish me and ryan would talk about whats going on, even if it's like "Amanda I changed my mind, I'm not that into you" at least I would know.

I wish for CLOSURE

I wish I would lose 30 pounds (god that would be the best day of my life)

I wish i could think clearly and I didnt get afraid for no reason all teh time

I wish I would get hawthorn Heights album (with Ohio is for loves) and the Viva La Bam season 2 and three and Sugarcult album.
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!

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Post by Dungeon_Lilly » Mon Jun 27, 2005 6:14 pm

I wish i'd had the guts to confront you on the bus today
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Mon Jun 27, 2005 7:04 pm

I wish I have a good day
I wish my gram has a good day
I wish my moms knee stops hurting
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!

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Post by Kaelyn » Thu Jun 30, 2005 3:39 pm

I wish the pain would go
I wish you would stop making me feel worthless
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Post by balletomane » Thu Jun 30, 2005 5:24 pm

I really wish he hadn't died. I wish I had talked to him one last time.

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Post by Kamikaze » Thu Jun 30, 2005 10:27 pm

I wish my dad was happy.
I wish I could get along with my family.
I wish people would understand me.
I wish that all chavs were wiped out.
I wish there was somewhere I could go when things get too much.

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Post by cocolovett » Fri Jul 01, 2005 4:03 pm

i wish to find a safe place to stay as soon as possible & another job so i can save up some money to live off of.
life just keeps getting harder. i never get a break. i want a family. ive just had 2 people that are close to me die within weeks of eachother. i have to live with my dad for one more month which seems like forever from now & everyones always trying to control me & i hate it. i just wish i had a little freedom & could do what i want to & be my own person.
i think my goal is to make it through this next school year & then move in with a friend (that wont control me) & then i guess ill see what happens from there. i think this goal is my first big goal that im actually serious about... & it took 18 years to just be able to do that............

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Post by Illumina » Fri Jul 01, 2005 5:16 pm

I wish you were here.

And I wish that you being here would help.
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Post by caged bird » Sun Jul 03, 2005 5:26 pm

I wish things were ok
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Being almost devastated is horrible because it lingers. But total devastation brings a kind of peace. It lets you give up.
Thieves and Kings: Volume Two by Mark Oakly

The line between normal and crazy seemed impossibly thin. A person would have to be an expert tightrope walker in order not to fall.
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sun Jul 03, 2005 7:17 pm

I wish I like who I was all the time
I wish I was this incredible amazing person who made people feel good
I wish I cold get this cast off now
I wish I didn't feel down so often
I wish I didn't sleep so much
I wish I knew how to handle money and friends
I wish I could deal with this situation in the best way possible.
I wish I could lose weight (a lot of weight)
I wish I would never eat again
I wish I would have lots and LOTS of fun
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!

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Post by magebaby » Sun Jul 03, 2005 9:46 pm

i wish my parents wanted me
i wish they didn't care more about their work than about their family
i wish i had someone IRL to talk to

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"If you hear a voice within you say 'you cannot paint,' then by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced." -- Vincent Van Gogh

"Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate, but that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?" --Nelson Mandela

No hugs, thanks

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