Right now I feel...

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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NobodyToYou
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Post by NobodyToYou » Sun Jun 19, 2005 6:18 pm

angry with myself
sad
embarrassed
upset
tense
triggered
guilty
unworthy
want to give up but can't.
tired of trying...but I dont' get a choice.
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*Stella*
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Post by *Stella* » Sun Jun 19, 2005 7:04 pm

sooooooooooooooooooooo tired
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Post by PassingCloud » Mon Jun 20, 2005 12:08 am

so scared... :cry:
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[I'm talking about my life.][I can't seem to get that through to you.]
[I'm not just talking about one person,][I'm talking about everybody.]
[I'm talking about form, I'm talking about content.][I'm talking about inter-relationships.]
[I'm talking about God, the Devil, Hell, Heaven!]
[Do you understand?]
[Finally?]
(one flew over the cuckoo's nest)
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Post by NobodyToYou » Mon Jun 20, 2005 12:12 am

So triggered.
Tired
tense
desperate
don't know how much longer I can last. :(
Such a failure.
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Post by magebaby » Mon Jun 20, 2005 4:26 pm

better. like i "get" things a bit more. sad and wistful, but not as down as before
"If you hear a voice within you say 'you cannot paint,' then by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced." -- Vincent Van Gogh

"Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate, but that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?" --Nelson Mandela

No hugs, thanks
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Post by NobodyToYou » Mon Jun 20, 2005 10:11 pm

nervous
tired
anxious
ashamed
overwhelmed
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Post by Bathelina » Mon Jun 20, 2005 10:53 pm

frustrated
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the girl who blocked her own shot

I want to be better than oxygen.

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Post by Mindpoison » Mon Jun 20, 2005 11:06 pm

I feel like a goddamn failure. Incompetent at life. Totally miserable, discouraged, fearful and unsupported.
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It's easy to be miserable. Being happy is tougher - and cooler. </center>
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Post by pandora » Tue Jun 21, 2005 9:06 am

That I don't fit in anywhere , I never will, it's a sad realisation and it hurts.

Tired and very lonely.
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Post by DecemberLivy » Tue Jun 21, 2005 4:43 pm

content...
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<center>my walpole cafe

"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.
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Post by claire » Tue Jun 21, 2005 4:48 pm

tired
like giving up
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Tue Jun 21, 2005 4:51 pm

my stomach is upset
My cast is hot
my morphine wore off
and I wish I wasn't feelin down
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!
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Post by azrael » Tue Jun 21, 2005 5:57 pm

ANGRY
hurt
embarrassed
anxious
confused
"All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by frost. " -Tolkien (LotRs)
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Bathelina
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Post by Bathelina » Tue Jun 21, 2005 8:01 pm

anxious apathetic pessimistic CONFUSED frustrated tired

yet still quite content :-?
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the girl who blocked her own shot

I want to be better than oxygen.

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Post by gin and kerosene » Tue Jun 21, 2005 8:18 pm

lonely!!!!!
sick
unhappy
unsure
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Post by amarganth » Tue Jun 21, 2005 8:56 pm

unworthy
confused
ugly
embarrassing

unintelligent
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Tue Jun 21, 2005 10:22 pm

blank
out of character
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!
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Post by NobodyToYou » Tue Jun 21, 2005 10:56 pm

Relieved! (because my T is back from vacation)
hungry
a little sad
a little afraid
a little ashamed
but also a little proud of myself.
Overall, much better than the last few days have been.
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Wed Jun 22, 2005 2:57 am

lost
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!
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Post by Guest » Wed Jun 22, 2005 9:00 am

Unwanted, unnoticed, ugly, disgusting. :cry: and this is the first time in ages ive been able to identify my feelings. I thought it would help knowing but why does it make me feel worse
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