last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

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Post by Over Here » Mon May 23, 2005 8:06 am

because i was in a minibus
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Post by Arkady » Mon May 23, 2005 1:26 pm

Because I read everyone's responses to my "returnee" post telling me how well I'd done to go two months without cutting, and I didn't want to feel I'd let you all down! :D
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Post by Not_what » Mon May 23, 2005 9:54 pm

because i am too tired. almost too tired to fight, but too tired to cut.
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Post by kate_ » Mon May 23, 2005 11:18 pm

i was too tired
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Post by ghoulie13 » Wed May 25, 2005 12:02 am

i took a bunch of tylenol night time pills and fell asleep.

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Post by DecemberLivy » Wed May 25, 2005 9:30 am

I didn't want to disappoint Mark, so I watched a movie
<center>my walpole cafe

"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
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I think I'll paint roads
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Post by pretty » Wed May 25, 2005 12:24 pm

I saw what it was I needed and got it. The urge to si didn't really even happen, untuil later when I thought, 'Hanng on, don't I usually want to si when I feel like this?'

Which is pretty cool.
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Post by *Stella* » Wed May 25, 2005 5:54 pm

Because I thought about the physical exam I am going to have to get in a couple months when I get a new job. They could report it to the State Board of Nursing and I could have problems with my license and possibly not be able to practice. It probably wouldn't get that far but who knows.......this hasn't stopped me much in the last few months..but my paranoia about it helps keep me from doing it somtimes.
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My niece and nephew had such a great time and they made me smile so big. *amanda*
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Post by taylorscruelty » Wed Jun 01, 2005 2:51 am

didnt want a friend to think everything was hopeless.

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Post by Beasty » Wed Jun 01, 2005 4:55 pm

Because once I start up again, Alex will as well (we have a deal) and I cannot bear to see him cut again-- I love him way too much.

That and I didn't have anything. I screwed over my Xacto knife scraping spilled wax off a table.
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Post by Catylyx » Wed Jun 01, 2005 8:57 pm

because i know i'd have to tell daniel and i hate it when he has to deal with it, because he shouldn't have to anymore. (he's a recovering with only a few slips)

so i sat in my living room with the lights off and stared at the television :o it was freaky looking....then my mom came home and i ate taco bueno *drool*

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Post by Green Beauty » Thu Jun 02, 2005 11:43 am

Becuase i am fed up of having to hide my scars constantly. I can do without more to try and keep hidden from everyone

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Post by Twitter Mouse » Thu Jun 02, 2005 1:21 pm

One of my friends came over ot my house unexpectedly, just to say hi. He's nice :)
And it's hey babe, with your guardian eyes so blue,
Hey my baby, don't you know our love is true,
I've been so far from here,
Far from your loving arms,
Now I'm back again, and babe it's gonna work out fine.

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Post by pretty » Sat Jun 04, 2005 11:51 am

I don't need to, and I have the strength to fight.
'this is what she says gets her through it,
"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world

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Post by ~*Star*~ » Sat Jun 04, 2005 11:25 pm

As I just wanted to for no reason and I knew deep down it was silly. So went and sat in the same room as my brother and occupied myself with him instead.

And it will be a month in 3 days.
"I was down, I fell, I fell so fast
Dropping like the grains in an hourglass
Never say forever cause nothing lasts
Dancing with the bones of my buried past"

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Post by DecemberLivy » Mon Jun 06, 2005 4:57 pm

because I knew Mark would help me through the urges, and I needed to make him proud
<center>my walpole cafe

"My life's a mess"
"That's the way it's supposed to be" - soap -
</center>

I think I'll paint roads
on my front room walls
to convince myself
that I'm going places.

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Post by ktlyn459 » Wed Jun 15, 2005 12:00 am

I didn't cut because I came here instead and wrote about it. corny I know but this site rocks!

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Post by BlueElefant8 » Fri Jun 17, 2005 2:19 am

I realized that although I may be in pain mentally, cutting myself would only make it worse and wouldn't help the situation any.

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Post by Twitter Mouse » Sat Jun 18, 2005 3:41 am

I took the tool I wanted to use and cut the design I wanted to cut into myself into the cover of the notebook instead.
And it's hey babe, with your guardian eyes so blue,
Hey my baby, don't you know our love is true,
I've been so far from here,
Far from your loving arms,
Now I'm back again, and babe it's gonna work out fine.

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