tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.
i wish i knew what will happen with us...that would be really nice....
i wish that i was able to starve myself more (my friends and family won't let me)
...most of all......i wish i didn't want to die...and that i saw more hope in living.....
--Sammy
<i>I am innocent and I have been set free
I no longer have chains around my feet
And no matter where I go or what they say
I am innocent</i> --Third Day
** 1 YEAR**~~back on the wagon 6/19/06~~
"A dead letter is a letter that has never been delivered because the person to whom it was written cannot be found, and it also cannot be
return to the person who wrote it!" - The Rasmus
"Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop."
I wish I was happy I wish these urges would go away I wish I was understood I wish good heath for my sick family I wish there was no such thing as pain I wish somebody in my life (not online) could reconize I need a hug I wish I was out of Highschool I wish I wasn't so out of shape
I wish I could make the people I care about happy
I wish I knew what the right thing to do was
I wish the counselling service cared enough to let me see someone
I wish Tom and Hugh were happy.
I wish Jon and Dan wanted to see me.
I wish Claire would talk to me.
I wish my sister knew she was well.
- Always look towards the sunshine and your shadows will fall behind you -
<3>Heidi<---<3
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Lie To me
Convince Me That I've Been Sick Forever
And All Of This
Will Make Sense When I Get Better
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T: I wish you didn't think I was a fool. Well, I wish I hadn't been so much like myself when I met you...not a good impression to make. I wish I could somehow make you care.
You know, desperate as I am, I wish I could make someone care. Hold me. Love me.
Fuck.
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds
"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella
i wish that every time i tried to pull things together they didn't fall apart again
i wish i could have some faith in myself and some faith in a future
i wish i was happy
i wish i could be loved. i wish i knew how to love
iwishiwishiwishiwish....
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses Hold On To Yourself - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds
"We paint a picture of a scenario - and then we become afraid of it" - Andrea Fella
...i wish i didn't still love you as much as i do
i wish you knew what you did to me...
i wish i didn't break down and cry whenever i hear that song......
i wish i wasn't sick......or that i had to fight so hard against this urge....
<i>I am innocent and I have been set free
I no longer have chains around my feet
And no matter where I go or what they say
I am innocent</i> --Third Day
** 1 YEAR**~~back on the wagon 6/19/06~~
i wish i were smart more than anything
i wish i was loved
i wish i had someone who would always be there for me
i wish i were skinny so i wouldnt have to deal with any food issues
i wish i were beautiful..not hot, but pretty/beautiful
i wish he loved me back
i wish i didnt get so jealous of her, how she gets to always be with him
i wish i could be the daughter my father wanted and not the wast of space he got
i wish i was diffrent, just not me
i wish i didnt feel so bad i wish someone knew how i feel i wish i didn't feel so ugly i wish i wasn't such a horrible person i wish i could sing or play an instrument i wish i didnt humiliate myself all the time i wish i wasn't so stupid i wish i could draw or paint or write i wish i didn't always feel so lonely i wish someone loved me i wish no-one loved me or cared about me or knew me i wish i could just break down i wish everything would be okay for once
<center> <b>FISHY! WHY ARE YOU SLEEPING?!</b>
~"What could I say to you that would be of value, except that perhaps you seek too much, that as a result of your seeking you cannot find."~ Another Lonely Day
~~Laura~~
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i wish i had gotten away sooner
i wish i could feel
i wish i never feel again
i wish i could disappear
i wish i hadn't scared away my friends
i wish i was still part of the group
i wish to never disappoint again
i wish i had long, flowing, beautiful, black hair that fell in smooth, shiny curls, and that i could hide behind that hair forever. it would be all for me. i could brush it. i could let people play with it. it could touch it and feel its cool, silky texture. i could leave it loose everyday of the week. feel it against my shoulders and feel it swept by the wind.