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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by k h » Tue Mar 15, 2005 12:48 am

i wish i was happy
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Post by eyeris » Tue Mar 15, 2005 1:27 am

I wish I could be something other than a frickin' failure
I wish I wasn't so stupid, weak, tired, unmotivated and worthless
I wish I cared about my future
I wish I wanted to live
I wish I had the strength of mind to finish school instead of being a failure and dropping out
I wish I could stop eating forever, or until I waste away
I wish I had silky, smoothe skin and an underweight body
I wish I could kill myself
I wish someone would kill me
I wish something would kill me (disease, accident, whatever, I'll take anything!)
I wish I wasn't such a worthless waste of space.
I wish there was at least one thing I liked about myself.
"Subvert the dominant paradigm."

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Post by soul sista » Wed Mar 16, 2005 9:13 pm

i wish i could tell u how i feel
i wish the pain would go
i wish i could stop pretending to be perfect and happy
i wish u would take a second to understand that i am really not okay
it´s all over but the crying
fade to black I´m sick of trying
took too much and now I´m done
It´s all over but the crying
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Post by red umbrellas » Thu Mar 17, 2005 5:03 am

-i wish i wasn't so tired
-i wish i was more excited about going away
-i wish i was more competent socially
-i wish he cared about me
-i wish i was lovable
-i wish i was beautiful
-i wish i wasn't scared anymore
-i wish i could crawl away until everything was better again
-i wish you would stop thinking that i'm ok now, because i'm not
-i wish i was normal
-i wish i fitted in
-i WISH I WASN'T ME
It's all life and fire and lunacy
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Post by swanfaerie » Thu Mar 17, 2005 5:12 am

i wish my kids were home with me
i wish we could move now
i wish my life was normal again :(
Don't do anything stupid.
It's hard to ignore a naked person.
You're a good boy too, Mommy


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Post by Catylyx » Thu Mar 17, 2005 6:47 am

i wish i knew if you were lying or not...

i wish she would leave me alone, and stop making me doubt you...

i wish this didn't affect me so much...

i wish i didn't have to hurt myself to make it all go away...

...i wish i loved myself the way you say you love me...


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Post by Licentia Poetica » Fri Mar 18, 2005 9:20 am

help me.
i don't know who i'm asking, or what i'm asking for,
but help me.
pick me up and take me away from this place.
just make it stop.
please.
someone hear my crying.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by lonelygirl » Fri Mar 18, 2005 9:15 pm

I wish I could be happy
I wish I could be comfortable with me
I wish that I felt accepted
I wish I didn't keep feeling the way I do
I wish I didn't feel the need to cry

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Post by balletomane » Sat Mar 19, 2005 4:58 pm

I wish I didn't need other people.

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Post by eyeris » Sun Mar 20, 2005 2:05 am

I wish I had some smidgen of hope that things will get better . . .
I wish I had hope that therapy will work . . .
I wish I had hope that meds. will work (or that I'll find the "right" one). . .
I wish I had hope that I could one day stop obsessing about food and weight and crap that makes me feel like shit ALL THE TIME. . .
I wish I had hope that could ever stop hating everything about myself . . .
I wish I could share these thoughts with my therapist . . . but then again, it wouldn't help . . .
"Subvert the dominant paradigm."

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Post by Lyndsie » Sun Mar 20, 2005 2:18 am

Usually when i wish my wishes are powerful, or really important to me so please don't comment!;
I wish "it" had never hurt me!
I wish my best friend wasn't in jail!

~I like being able to wish here.Who ever came up with this place to wish had a very good idea!~


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Post by Lyndsie » Sun Mar 20, 2005 2:19 am

:) I wish their was a wish fairy to grant us all our wishes!!!!!

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Post by Lyndsie » Sun Mar 20, 2005 2:23 am

~Sorry i forgot an important one from my first post,or better yet a few important ones!~ ;
I wish I didn't have to fight myself for food,to let myself survive, and life!
I wish I didn't live in this town, or with my mom for that matter!


~Lyndsie
(LOL I figire if i sign my name at the bottom the wish fairy will anserw my wishes. I know thats silly, but some how that is my small glimer of hope that I willlive to see tomorrow, and that my wish could maybe someday come true!) :)

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Post by Lyndsie » Sun Mar 20, 2005 2:25 am

^^^ glimmer, not glimer! LOL I can't spell! :) ~Sory for taking up wish space, for my weirdness and mistakes!

~Lynz

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Post by Wall » Mon Mar 21, 2005 5:37 am

I wish...
:star: I still loved and trusted him
:star: someone irl would tell me I'm important to them
:star: someone would accept my kids and I and love us
Fearless warriors in a picket fence
Reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep water faith in the shallow end
And we are caught in the middle


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Post by soul sista » Mon Mar 21, 2005 7:54 pm

:star: i wish i could be some where else.

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Post by meg0n » Mon Mar 21, 2005 9:10 pm

I wish i could just make that one person happy again!
"A dead letter is a letter that has never been delivered because the person to whom it was written cannot be found, and it also cannot be
return to the person who wrote it!" - The Rasmus

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Post by Dungeon_Lilly » Wed Mar 23, 2005 12:21 am

I wish this was going to be easy
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I'm all lost in the supermarket
I can no longer shop happily
I came in here for that special offer
A guaranteed personality

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Post by Guest » Wed Mar 23, 2005 12:39 am

:purpstar: I wish, that whatever happens, she'll know that I'm willing to help her, and to support her, in every, and anyway I can. Also I wish for her to know that she's never a failure in my eyes, and never will be, no matter what happens. Shes strong. I know it. She'll know it some day too :purpstar:


I know thats a weird wish, hope no-one minds :blush:

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Post by Green Beauty » Fri Mar 25, 2005 2:16 pm

I wish i didnt feel so bad about myself
I wish my self image was better
I wish i was more Confident
I wish i could do and say all i ever want to
I wish that my freind will take care of herself and realise life is worth holding on to. :cry:

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