keep wanting to cry

blue butterfly · Post by **blue butterfly** » Tue Feb 15, 2005 7:58 pm

I keep wanting to cry but there is no tears. I have been hurting for so long and a lot of people have hurt me and done bad things for me

Just feel like curling up in a ball to cry and cry and cry.

Can i have a shoulder to lean on

Scoots · Post by **Scoots** » Tue Feb 15, 2005 8:08 pm

*offers a shoulder*

*offers tissues*

blue butterfly · Post by **blue butterfly** » Tue Feb 15, 2005 11:26 pm

thank you so much is in me that needs to come out sometimes it won't happen

Takes up the offer

nirvana · Post by **nirvana** » Wed Feb 16, 2005 12:09 am

*sits quietly for cuddles*

i'm here, and i understand.

love, tara.

Space_Man · Post by **Space_Man** » Wed Feb 16, 2005 12:49 am

Jenna wrote:I have been hurting for so long and a lot of people have hurt me and done bad things for me

You wanna talk about any of this?

riseagainst · Post by **riseagainst** » Wed Feb 16, 2005 1:52 am

*sits with you*

how are u doing? i hate that when u feel like that it sucks! were all here if u need anything

blue butterfly · Post by **blue butterfly** » Wed Feb 16, 2005 8:39 am

ok i was sexually abused my a famly member forced to have sex in school, bullied at work

So much pain going on in my body I just want to cry for days on end. Sometimes I cry sometimes I don't it is really hard to concentrate at my work when i see the questionnaire with abuse on

Thank you for all the help you are giving me I am going to find tomorrow hard

Space_Man · Post by **Space_Man** » Wed Feb 16, 2005 5:08 pm

Jenna wrote:ok i was sexually abused my a famly member…Thank you for all the help you are giving…

Well, since—as far as I know—none of us are therapists/counselors—there will of course be a limit to the amount/type of “help” that any of us can provide for you. For what its worth: If you were sexually abused by a family member, then seeking some assistance from a professional is probably a good idea. Please don’t try and deal with it on your own (because, as I hope you can see, that isn’t gonna work—its simply going to be too overwhelming to deal with on your own).

There’s nothing wrong with crying, but—for you, especially—I think those tears are your soul’s way of telling you that: 1.) there’s a problem, and 2.) its time to seek help in dealing with it.

silent_scream · Post by **silent_scream** » Wed Feb 16, 2005 6:08 pm

I was sexually abused by family members also. Of course you want to cry for days on end. You have been violated and it is upsetting, and it hurts like hell. You're reaction is "correct" if that makes sense. The good thing is there are ways to get through it, there are ways to heal.. to a certain extent and have a normal life.

Oh...*offers shouders*

Jenna wrote:ok i was sexually abused my a famly member forced to have sex in school, bullied at work

So much pain going on in my body I just want to cry for days on end. Sometimes I cry sometimes I don't it is really hard to concentrate at my work when i see the questionnaire with abuse on

Thank you for all the help you are giving me I am going to find tomorrow hard

blue butterfly · Post by **blue butterfly** » Thu Feb 17, 2005 1:23 am

Space_Man · Post by **Space_Man** » Thu Feb 17, 2005 5:21 pm

Jenna: You hangin' in there?

blue butterfly · Post by **blue butterfly** » Thu Feb 17, 2005 7:37 pm

no not really want to do something

Really upset and appointment is not long now really really really low

LingeringShadow · Post by **LingeringShadow** » Thu Feb 17, 2005 9:30 pm

*hugs* I'm sorry, anything I can do to help? It's okay if you need to cry you know, I don't like crying but sometimes I break down and just have to.

If you need to talk, we're all here for you.

blue butterfly · Post by **blue butterfly** » Thu Feb 17, 2005 9:50 pm

yes i do need to talk I am really hurting inside I feel really ill and I could not even talk about the abuse I need someone there just in case I break down and am un controlable

LingeringShadow · Post by **LingeringShadow** » Thu Feb 17, 2005 10:09 pm

What's going on? Any idea why you're feeling like this? :-/ Will you be okay?

blue butterfly · Post by **blue butterfly** » Thu Feb 17, 2005 11:05 pm

not really i am really low and i could not talk to the lady i feel real bad

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