Place To Wish

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by madmax454ss » Wed Dec 08, 2004 7:32 pm

I wish all of my thoughts weren't laced with dread and self loathing... I wish I could walk by, or see a blade, without thoughts of SI running through my head like rats scurrying through a deserted house... I wish.


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Post by nirvana » Wed Dec 08, 2004 7:54 pm

i wish he cared.
i wish i wasn't sick.
i wish i never started any of this.

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Post by PoisonIvy » Thu Dec 09, 2004 12:36 am

:lblstar: I wish that I was more dedicated
:lblstar: I wish that I had real friends
:lblstar: I wish that I could cry
:lblstar: I wish that people would understand
:lblstar: I wish that I was no longer taken for granted
:lblstar: I wish that people wouldn't hurt me anymore
:lblstar: I wish that I was stronger
:lblstar: I wish that I was more sane
:lblstar: I wish that I could feel
:lblstar: I wish that people would listen to me
:lblstar: I wish that I woulnd't be as allone as I am
:lblstar: I wish that I knew where I was going
:lblstar: I wish that I was happy

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Post by cocolovett » Thu Dec 09, 2004 3:27 am

i wish i had a mommy
i wish i had never been sexually, physically, & emotionally abused
i wish my friend never died
i wish i could remember my past
i wish i understood myself
i wish i didnt have to SI to stop SU
i wish i could be myself without everyone asking whats wrong
i wish i could remember happy things about my mommy
i wish i had a real family
i wish i could concetrate for a whole day w/out thinking awful thoughts
i wish i could wish for "normal things" like a puppy or something, but i would much rather have a mommy
i wish my dad wasnt depressed
i wish my dad didnt take his anger out on me
i wish i had a relationship with my brother
i wish people could know what i've been through when i become thier friend so that they know the truth about me
i wish i could tell ALL my friend that i SI
i wish i could fix everyones problems & "awful" lives

thats all i can think of, but im sure that there is more i wish for. im feel bad that im so selfish, but i guess everyone needs to wish

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Post by Dungeon_Lilly » Mon Dec 27, 2004 9:50 pm

:redstar: I wish he wasn't so controling
:blkstar: I wish I didn't keep going back for more
:redstar: I wish I could stand up to him
:blkstar: I wish my parents would tell me exactly whats wrong with my dad so I don't have to ask
:redstar: I wish he'd try to understand my feelings before judging his actions
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Post by {{ silent scream }} » Thu Dec 30, 2004 3:31 pm

i wish that all of the people who have been effected by the tsunami are safe and dont have to suffer any more.
i wish i were beautiful

i wish i were thin.........

** please dont hug me **

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Post by Guest » Thu Dec 30, 2004 10:13 pm

i wish...i didn't feel lonely all the time
i wish...i knew who i was
i wish...my mom wasn't dead
i wish...all my friends could have nothing but happiness in their lives
i wish...i could cry
i wish...i wasn't spoiled
i wish...people weren't so ignorant
i wish...for a hug
i wish...my friend cassie was with me
i wish...my friend natasha was with me
i wish...i wasn't so stupid
i wish...that i could abolish everyones pain
i wish...we didn't have to resort to si inorder to cope
i wish...we(si'ers) were treated better and not like were crazy
i wish...every person in this world would never have to experience abuse
i wish...for happiness
i wish...for all of us to gain the strength and courage we needed to fight back
i wish...i had the answers to those seemingly impossible questions
i wish...we all could be treated like the angels we all are
i wish...all of you happiness

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Post by Guest » Fri Dec 31, 2004 12:28 am

I wish seph was alive
I wish I could tell him that I love him
I wish I could have said goodbye

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Post by mallie » Fri Dec 31, 2004 4:29 am

I wish I had some self control

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Post by Stellaria » Sat Jan 01, 2005 9:10 am

I wish I had a purpose.
Challenges, hugs, and just about everything welcome. :bfly:

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Post by Tainted » Fri Jan 07, 2005 7:31 am

:star: I wish i was skinny
:star: I wish I was understood
:star: I wish my scars would go away
:star: I wish i was pretty
:star: I wish i was not alone right now
:star: I wish for no more urges
:star: I wish I would get my wishes
:star: I wish Jeff was there for me fulltime
:star: I wish i loved myself
:star: I wish i believed it when ppl say they love me
:star: I wish i could trust fully
:star: I wish i could communicate in person
:star: I wish I could be freeeeeeeeeeee..........
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<center> :redstar:..Your words are deadly weapons, killing me, destroying me.. :redstar: <center><center> :redstar: I drown in him, but I cease to die, for he breaths life into me every second of the day :redstar: <center><center> :redstar: ..I will stop wearing black when they invent a darker color.. :redstar: </center>

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sat Jan 08, 2005 9:56 pm

I wish I was more understanding of my self
I wish John would talk to me about his SI or problems
I wish I could talk to my psychologist and not feel the need to hold back
I wish I could be 125 lbs.
I wish I didn't wish such shallow things
I wish I could understand I won't be happy all the time and how to understand myself.
I WISH EVERYBODY HAS A NICE DAY TODAY!!!!
*Challenges welcome*
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I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

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Post by Mayalaen » Sat Jan 08, 2005 10:12 pm

I wish I could be like the other idiots out there that have either never heard of SI or are shocked by it and go about their life in happy bliss.
<center>:grystar: :star: :grystar:
i used to be so big and strong
i used to know my right from wrong
i used to never be afraid
i used to be somebody
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Post by Elena » Sat Jan 08, 2005 11:52 pm

I wish that so many people here didn't have to wish they were skinny (as in, I wish everyone could be accepted and accept themselves for who they are)
I wish that I could be with *him* forever
I wish I could be reincarnated as an alpha wolf
I wish I still got a paycheck every week
I wish I could get away from my family
I wish I was ignorant enough not to think about like too hard and get depressed about it
I wish I didn't have to eat, so I could just stay somewhere forever and have no obligations

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Post by Guest » Sun Jan 09, 2005 9:08 am

I wish he was here
I wish it didn't hurt so much
I wish I knew if he still loved me
I wish he didn't die
I wish I had the chance to say goodbye
I wish I could tell him I love him so much

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Post by Agarwaen » Thu Jan 13, 2005 9:07 am

- I wish I wasn't failing chemistry
- I wish I were a hobbit
- I wish pomegranates could be in season year-round
- I wish I were a wood-elf
- I wish I weren't allergic to cats
- I wish I didn't have to go swimming anymore
- I wish for no more long sleeves
- I wish I had better eyesight
- I wish she knew...
- I wish I'd told her...
- I wish I wish I wish.
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Post by marylou » Thu Jan 13, 2005 2:41 pm

I wish he'd never even looked at me.
I wish I could take back every single second he spent with me. I wish I hadn't be so stupid and naive. I wish he was in prison. I wish he was dead.

Most of all I wish I could stop thinking about it.
"You loosen my chains and just ask me to trust you. But it's so much easier this way, even though I know that I am bound."

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Post by red umbrellas » Fri Jan 21, 2005 7:20 am

i wish i was more confident
i wish i was happy
i wish that i felt really loved (preferably by r...)
i wish i was stronger
i wish i had more energy to put into my friendships
i wish i didn't have to go to this camp in 2 weeks
i wish i was a little bit thinner.
i wish i knew what the hell i was
It's all life and fire and lunacy
And excuses and excuses and excuses

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Post by k h » Sun Jan 23, 2005 7:09 pm

:star: I wish my dad was happy and his problems were sorted
:star: I wish my mum could cope with this
:star: I wish this whole porblem hadnt split my family up totally
:star: I wish for justice to be done :star:
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Post by Harlequin_Tears » Tue Jan 25, 2005 3:35 am

~ I wish Alan were here
~ I wish we were married
~ I wish I were pretty
~ I wish I knew who my biolgcal mother was
~ I wish my biological mother wants to meet me
~ I wish could take care of myself
~ I wish I could talk to my parents easier
~ I wish I were talented
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