sleep/depression?
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I'm bipolar II. When I'm depressed, I need up to twelve hours of sleep to feel rested, but when I'm manic, I can have total insomnia - not sleep all night and feel none the worse for it. Sometimes I get into a "mixed state"... where I feel as hyper as mania.. but as hopeless as depressed... and in those I tend to get a few hours of fitful, unrefreshing sleep.
Through early morning fog I see.. visions of the things to be....
I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad - the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead
I open them and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
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I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad - the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead
I open them and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
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I sleep ALOT more. I can easily sleep 16-20 hours a day, I'll get up for an hour or so and then just go back to bed (or sometimes I just lay in bed and stare at the wall until I fall back asleep.)
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i chose "other". at the moment my sleep cycle is making me stay awake all night and sleep in the afternoons. but i still have trouble falling asleep cos of depressive thoughts. my sleep pattern is different every day and i've only just got a little stability due to meds but that still isn't enough.
also i force myself to stay awake sometimes cos staring at the computer and being very tired is easier to deal with than resting and thinking.
also i force myself to stay awake sometimes cos staring at the computer and being very tired is easier to deal with than resting and thinking.
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depression
My sleep is SOOOOOO screwed up when I am depressed. I take naps all the time, stay up really late (usually till 3-4am) then sleep till 2-3pm the next day. But I tendto have a really hard time going to bed at night & getting to sleep...
once I am asleep, though....
Ironically, these problems with falling asleep qualify me to be diagnosed with insomnia, which happened about 4 1/2 years ago. I was put on Klonopin to help my anxiety and help me sleep.... and finally got off of it about 2 months ago. I haven't been really depressed lately, so I don't know how it will be when I am, when I can't get to sleep, and I have no Klonopin. I guess we'll see.
Anyway, regardless of the trouble falling asleep... I can sleep forever.
Aimee
once I am asleep, though....
Ironically, these problems with falling asleep qualify me to be diagnosed with insomnia, which happened about 4 1/2 years ago. I was put on Klonopin to help my anxiety and help me sleep.... and finally got off of it about 2 months ago. I haven't been really depressed lately, so I don't know how it will be when I am, when I can't get to sleep, and I have no Klonopin. I guess we'll see.
Anyway, regardless of the trouble falling asleep... I can sleep forever.
Aimee
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I voted other because It just depends. Sometimes I get more sleep when i'm depressed. Other times i get less sleep when I'm like that.
That was a good idea for a poll.
That was a good idea for a poll.
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as ive become more and more depressed.... my sleep hasnt *changed really... i still get about the same amount, but....
there is NO WAY that i can lay down and get to sleep with-in like 30 minutes anymore...
im ussually awake untill around 4am when i force myself to try and sleep....
there is NO WAY that i can lay down and get to sleep with-in like 30 minutes anymore...
im ussually awake untill around 4am when i force myself to try and sleep....
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i sleep more. far too much
i think sleeping is me trying to escape.
i think sleeping is me trying to escape.
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