last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

treesleeper · Post by **treesleeper** » Sun Oct 31, 2004 1:48 am

Because I believe in a spiritual realm, and I believe that my depression/si urges are attacks from evil spirits. I've been having urges since last night but I refuse to lose the battle. I pray, write on myself, attempt to distract myself with homework, and play minesweeper (I love minesweeper!)

coldblood · Post by **coldblood** » Sat Nov 06, 2004 9:54 pm

What I did was got on this website.

DarkAndLonely · Post by **DarkAndLonely** » Mon Nov 08, 2004 12:52 am

last time i wanted to si properly i didnt because my cat jumped on me and made me feel better

i dont know what i would do without that cat

9mmPrincess · Post by **9mmPrincess** » Mon Nov 08, 2004 8:04 am

as much as i wanted to do it, the actual thought of doing it made me sad

Intricate · Post by **Intricate** » Tue Nov 09, 2004 1:50 pm

I want to be proud of myself, i can't let myself down just as much as i can't let others down.
I hang on to the achievments I've made and create bigger achievements.

pistachio · Post by **pistachio** » Fri Nov 12, 2004 2:53 am

i was too tired

marylou · Post by **marylou** » Fri Nov 12, 2004 3:12 pm

I thought I would be sick if I did.

tkdtiger · Post by **tkdtiger** » Sat Nov 13, 2004 6:32 am

i made a promise to a good friend of mine that also si's. if i don't si she won't si, and vise versa, so far we've both made it a week and a half.

TwistedVision · Post by **TwistedVision** » Sat Nov 13, 2004 9:44 am

i made a smart choise today, after one really bad day with my family i was smart enough to take the first chance to keep myself in the company of my friends for as long as possible [im still there and not leaving yet... i still want to SI but not tonight...]

Sarita · Post by **Sarita** » Sun Nov 14, 2004 8:41 am

i put it off and i guilted myself all day about it...i suppose that kind of made it worse, but then my dad took me out and i had a good time, so i put it out of my mind...

treesleeper · Post by **treesleeper** » Mon Nov 15, 2004 7:57 am

Because it makes my dad cry.

marylou · Post by **marylou** » Mon Nov 15, 2004 10:43 pm

Because it's been two weeks and I feel like if I start today I'll just go crazy and it'll be worse than ever.

limestone · Post by **limestone** » Wed Nov 17, 2004 11:22 pm

I didn't si because I phoned the samaritans for an hour.

Copasetic · Post by **Copasetic** » Thu Nov 18, 2004 10:12 am

Because there were too many people nearby... and I didn't feel like dealing with that.

Bridget0688 · Post by **Bridget0688** » Mon Nov 22, 2004 8:33 pm

I didn't want to have to face my friends...

Priceless · Post by **Priceless** » Mon Nov 22, 2004 10:04 pm

because i thought of the six month that i done without, that i could make it one more day

lollipop4571 · Post by **lollipop4571** » Tue Nov 23, 2004 6:49 am

because if i did, i would be letting myself and others down

Twitter Mouse · Post by **Twitter Mouse** » Wed Nov 24, 2004 1:45 am

Because I remembered it would be even more difficult to get my bass home if I hurt my hands.

fairy_punk_princess · Post by **fairy_punk_princess** » Wed Nov 24, 2004 4:49 am

because i am the happiest ive been in ages and i wudve fucked it all up.

nirnaeth_arnoediad · Post by **nirnaeth_arnoediad** » Thu Nov 25, 2004 9:39 pm

I thought of how much it hurt my best friend the last time I hurt myself so I stopped myself from doing it again because I love him more than I love myself... perhaps not the best reason but it works for me!

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