last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

Aros · Post by **Aros** » Mon Oct 11, 2004 6:51 am

Called my friend instead. And I talked to her until I was too tired to do it anymore.(and didn't feel like it)

swanfaerie · Post by **swanfaerie** » Tue Oct 12, 2004 4:57 pm

1--i was at work and didn't dare
2--was NOT going to give the other person that power (which is what si is currently representing to me)

tragicbeautyqueen · Post by **tragicbeautyqueen** » Wed Oct 13, 2004 4:05 am

I went to school and was bored to tears and almost to sleep... Then my mom was home, and after being walked in on in the middle of SIing one time, I didn't want to risk it. Besides, I've made a goal to reach 6 months, and I don't want to have to start over at 0 again. 12 more weeks until I reach my goal...

Ericka

torn · Post by **torn** » Wed Oct 13, 2004 6:27 pm

i couldnt get anything sharp enough

8586 · Post by **8586** » Thu Oct 14, 2004 12:04 am

I am coming home (from college) this weekend and seeing Erik and Shannon and I don't want to have to worry about things like that. If I drunk and we have a shin-dig for his birthday I don't want to worry about being covered up (it's hard to do when drunk).

9mmPrincess · Post by **9mmPrincess** » Thu Oct 14, 2004 2:38 pm

i thought about the fact that the marks from last time are fading, and the fact that we're having a mini heat wave here in SF and everyday has been hot, and i want to be able to wear my tank tops, and if i'm marked up, i cant. so i didnt

badgirl22 · Post by **badgirl22** » Thu Oct 14, 2004 9:10 pm

I didn't SI because I realized I had DBT skills to use in my "crisis" times which really helped because I had a list of things I could do instead.
Thanks for the question.
-Badgirl22

NotWhoIUsedToBe · Post by **NotWhoIUsedToBe** » Mon Oct 18, 2004 5:04 pm

I didn't because I was all to aware of the emotion and what was causing it...

it is easier than dealing with the unknown.

Tsiya Ageyutsa · Post by **Tsiya Ageyutsa** » Wed Oct 20, 2004 8:18 am

The last time I wanted to SI and didn't, I spent the day with my best friend
playing Super Smash Brothers, and made him go to choir with me.

And oh how I wish that was more recently.

Saeth · Post by **Saeth** » Wed Oct 20, 2004 8:27 am

The last time I wanted to SI, I didn't because I knew my girlfriend would have a shitfit and my sister would be disappointed with me.

Twitter Mouse · Post by **Twitter Mouse** » Sat Oct 23, 2004 2:21 pm

I went to the band room, got a practice room and played bass until I felt better. I do that a lot

pretty · Post by **pretty** » Sat Oct 23, 2004 4:30 pm

I knew that if I started I wouldn't be able to stop. Somehow I managed not to start.

NotWhoIUsedToBe · Post by **NotWhoIUsedToBe** » Sun Oct 24, 2004 11:25 pm

I keep suprising myself that I've posted here

jaded melody · Post by **jaded melody** » Sun Oct 24, 2004 11:52 pm

Because i couldnt let them do that to me...
because i knew there were people who would treat me better.

Autobot Headline · Post by **Autobot Headline** » Mon Oct 25, 2004 2:18 am

I was triggered by a person who has been manipulating me for a very long time, and if I didn't SI, that meant she didn't have the power to make me hurt myself. So I posted a couple of nice long rants instead, here and at some other boards.

DecemberLivy · Post by **DecemberLivy** » Mon Oct 25, 2004 11:23 am

i did not because i was myself in the mirror and i was pale and horid and i did not want to be like that, it was kinda like that smoking ad, where the woman sees herself in the mirror and i s all wrinkly and when she puts it out she is fine.

8586 · Post by **8586** » Mon Oct 25, 2004 7:15 pm

Because I can't, I've left Patti, so I should leave SI. I can't SI because I feel like it would be disappointing Patti, even if she didn't know about it.

And now today is 13 weeks.

marylou · Post by **marylou** » Wed Oct 27, 2004 1:53 pm

Because I told my friend I was having a bad day and he phoned me up and talked until I fell asleep.
he is a good friend.

Kenya_bloostone · Post by **Kenya_bloostone** » Sat Oct 30, 2004 3:24 am

Last time I wanted to SI and didnt was earlier today.

I ended up scribbling all over my arms in red ink pen then wetting the ink so it ran down my arm. It worked actually.

I lost the want to SI. Also I thought about my friend who loves me and gets scared when he finds out I SIed so yeah... good luck.

amyfairy · Post by **amyfairy** » Sat Oct 30, 2004 8:09 pm

Last night I cried instead and allowded myself to be hugged and wouldn't let myself into my room until i was safe and was so tired i slept.

bus

last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......

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