back after a long hiatus..

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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back after a long hiatus..

Post by beautiful_child » Tue Sep 07, 2004 5:20 am

they actually deactivated my account because it had been so long since i had visited here...thats so depressing.

ive been si free for almost 5 months. and have been thinking about it nonstop for the past week. and how badly i want to start the whole cycle again.

but i have my little orange and white bracelet here, blazing brightly on my wrist. and im trying so hard, really, i am. i have come so far that i dont think i could stand it if i fell again.

all i ask is encouragement. and understanding. and maybe just a few random kind words. because even though i know none of you...it will help a lot.

:cry:
Oh, how i feel like a beautiful child, such a beautiful child again.

...and hugs are always ok :)

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Post by Lyndsie » Tue Sep 07, 2004 1:27 pm

Good for you. That great, 5 months si free. I'm proud of you for making it this far. Thats a great accomplishment.

Thats good your bracelet make you not want to si.

Sends (((((hugs))))) and smiles if ok! :):):):):):):)

Lyndsie

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Post by beautiful_child » Tue Sep 07, 2004 6:24 pm

thanks for writing back lyndsie...i kinda just needed to know someone somewhere was listening, and you provided that...so thanks :)
Oh, how i feel like a beautiful child, such a beautiful child again.

...and hugs are always ok :)

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Post by Lyndsie » Thu Sep 09, 2004 9:59 pm

I'm glad I could help, without even knowing it. :)

~Take care of yourself! :)

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Post by Mystik » Sat Sep 18, 2004 1:40 am

Welcome Back to the BUS Board.

Your Bracelet sounds really Funky!
Keep up the great work with your SI Free days, Your a :star: !

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Post by ru290 » Tue Sep 21, 2004 6:12 pm

Hey good work!!People are always here for you whenever you wanna come online and just rant.people will always reply!!
sending you hugs and smiles
:wavey: welcome bck :1hug3: hug for you :1grhug: !
Love ru x
I can't stand by and see you destroyed
I can't be here and watch you burning
It doesn't matter if I give in easy
So why is it so hard to get by?

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