Bitch Fest / Things Left Unsaid II *LA*
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K: I'm sorry for telling Michelle that thing. I never meant to hurt you.
Mom: I'm sorry for telling you to cut yourself all those times. I'm sorry for making comments about it in front of Kaylyn. I don't mean to make you feel bad, Megan. I don't know what else to tell you.
Mom: I'm sorry for telling you to cut yourself all those times. I'm sorry for making comments about it in front of Kaylyn. I don't mean to make you feel bad, Megan. I don't know what else to tell you.
but it's a lot harder than it looks because even though
they had the same size feet as us, they weren't looking
down the whole time while they walked to make sure
they were doing it right.
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i'm happy i met you and have you in my life...
"Life is another day in life. Life is like a book. A book has 6 sides, inside and outside. So how do you get what's inside out?" - GIA
"I NEED TO KNOW HOW IT FEELS..." - One Perfect Day
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"I NEED TO KNOW HOW IT FEELS..." - One Perfect Day
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m: i still love you. and im sorry for being the biggest d*ck in the universe and telling you how ive been f*cking people left and right since we broke up. its because im insecure about myself and because i want you to think ive moved on, when in fact, i havent. i care for you still so much. and you are beautiful.
c: it scares me that you are thinking of si again after going 5 months without it. but i wont tell you i have to go if you want to talk about it. i can listen and be supportive without being disappointed in you.
n: i am a selfish cow, and i dont spend nearly enough time with you. but i love you still. and if i knew right now you were back on bus, i would get off the phone and give you a hug. maybe you could try talking to me about these things?
*sigh*
they deactivated my account because i hadnt been here in so long. and now im back. i cant tell if its helping or making things worse.
c: it scares me that you are thinking of si again after going 5 months without it. but i wont tell you i have to go if you want to talk about it. i can listen and be supportive without being disappointed in you.
n: i am a selfish cow, and i dont spend nearly enough time with you. but i love you still. and if i knew right now you were back on bus, i would get off the phone and give you a hug. maybe you could try talking to me about these things?
*sigh*
they deactivated my account because i hadnt been here in so long. and now im back. i cant tell if its helping or making things worse.
Oh, how i feel like a beautiful child, such a beautiful child again.
...and hugs are always ok
...and hugs are always ok
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I don't think you're stupid, or lazy, or worthless. You can have the time you need, no pressure. I'm sorry I added conditions onto things. I'm sorry I made you feel so bad. I'm here for you, no matter what.
'this is what she says gets her through it,
"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world
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"if I don't let myself be happy now, then when?"' - jimmy eat world
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M- yeh sory darling ur one of the best frends i have, i only ignored u coz i thot u wudnt want me 2 disturb u
A- sory 4 ignoring u i should have helped u
A(1) - sory babes, i neva ment 2 play wid ur heart n mind, da fact is ive always loved u, i cant live wid out u..
HAAAAAAAAHAHAH yeh rite! like dose f*cking idiots r eva gna say dat 2 me!!!!!!!!
A- sory 4 ignoring u i should have helped u
A(1) - sory babes, i neva ment 2 play wid ur heart n mind, da fact is ive always loved u, i cant live wid out u..
HAAAAAAAAHAHAH yeh rite! like dose f*cking idiots r eva gna say dat 2 me!!!!!!!!
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I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you. I know your struggling and i'll support you. I love you
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I can no longer shop happily
I came in here for that special offer
A guaranteed personality
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e: I know I cling, and I know it's wrong. I feel like a clod of dirt next to you. I love you more than I can say, and I hope you can feel my love reaching out to you wherever you are, even after my arms have stopped reaching out. I hope we stay Friends forever, no matter what else happens. I love you.
your Hilary
your Hilary
If there is no God,
Not everything is permitted to man.
He is still his brother’s keeper
And he is not permitted to sadden his brother,
By saying that there is no God.
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Not everything is permitted to man.
He is still his brother’s keeper
And he is not permitted to sadden his brother,
By saying that there is no God.
--Czeslaw Milosz
Now open in Place: the Beautiful Malady Cafe
(breakfast ruined daily)
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Why don't you have the decency to be honest??
you arent that fazed by what i feel, you are fazed by what people will think of you, coz you're a coward and i didnt deserve that!
you arent that fazed by what i feel, you are fazed by what people will think of you, coz you're a coward and i didnt deserve that!
"Life is another day in life. Life is like a book. A book has 6 sides, inside and outside. So how do you get what's inside out?" - GIA
"I NEED TO KNOW HOW IT FEELS..." - One Perfect Day
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"I NEED TO KNOW HOW IT FEELS..." - One Perfect Day
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jim: im going to stop the mind games and give you a break cos i know how much you hate it and i know that its messing you up
josh: im going to get help for my problems so you dont have to worry anymore
my parents: we realise that you are old enough now to make your own choices and are going to let you go nicely instead of putting up a fight
josh: im going to get help for my problems so you dont have to worry anymore
my parents: we realise that you are old enough now to make your own choices and are going to let you go nicely instead of putting up a fight
Dad:
I'm sorry, I'm sorry I stopped talking to you, I'm sorry i ignored you and treated you like you were worthless and not a person all while I stayed living in your house. I' sorry I talked to my friends and not you. I'm sorry I talked loudly on the phone to show you you were nothing. I'm sorry I talked to your sister and not you. I'm sorry that you worry or even hope that I will be dead everyday. I'm sorry I took away your childhood and made you take my place in the family. And I'm sorry for not leaving and making you live in tortourous tension and silence for the past ten years. I'm sorry I won't leave.... And most of all... I'm sorry I missed out on you, I'm sorry I don't know you at all.
My grandparents: I'm sorry I disowned you.... and never got to know you. I'm sorry I ignored you, and turned my back from you when you were little when I saw you.
aunts & uncles etc. --- I'm sorry I was afraid of yourgrandparents and never cared enough to speak to you again. I'm sorry I never let you know your cousins. I'm sorry i don't know u.
M: I'm sorry for not doing anything to change your life situation, and I don't need you to be perfect, you don't have to be strong for the entire family. Yes, this can be about you, and you don't have to be a perfect example for your sisters, you are allowed to hurt. I love you and I will love you even if you are not perfect.
close friends: I love you, I don't think your crazy, I will never leave you or ignore you.... you are not worthless..... and I want to know you... most of all, I love you, you can cry on my shoulder anytime..... I love you when your happy, I love you when your sad.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry I stopped talking to you, I'm sorry i ignored you and treated you like you were worthless and not a person all while I stayed living in your house. I' sorry I talked to my friends and not you. I'm sorry I talked loudly on the phone to show you you were nothing. I'm sorry I talked to your sister and not you. I'm sorry that you worry or even hope that I will be dead everyday. I'm sorry I took away your childhood and made you take my place in the family. And I'm sorry for not leaving and making you live in tortourous tension and silence for the past ten years. I'm sorry I won't leave.... And most of all... I'm sorry I missed out on you, I'm sorry I don't know you at all.
My grandparents: I'm sorry I disowned you.... and never got to know you. I'm sorry I ignored you, and turned my back from you when you were little when I saw you.
aunts & uncles etc. --- I'm sorry I was afraid of yourgrandparents and never cared enough to speak to you again. I'm sorry I never let you know your cousins. I'm sorry i don't know u.
M: I'm sorry for not doing anything to change your life situation, and I don't need you to be perfect, you don't have to be strong for the entire family. Yes, this can be about you, and you don't have to be a perfect example for your sisters, you are allowed to hurt. I love you and I will love you even if you are not perfect.
close friends: I love you, I don't think your crazy, I will never leave you or ignore you.... you are not worthless..... and I want to know you... most of all, I love you, you can cry on my shoulder anytime..... I love you when your happy, I love you when your sad.
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