Place To Wish
- littlethings
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I wish I was a better person.
I wish I didn't hurt everyone around me.
I wish I was special.
I wish I was good enough at something that I didn't feel the need to SI to establish an identity (whew.)
I wish I wasn't mentally ill.
I wish I was thin.
I wish I had someone I could talk to IRL.
I wish I had a friend I didn't worry about losing.
I wish someone loved me.
I wish I was good enough to be loved.
I wish I wasn't dumb.
I wish I wasn't arrogant.
JoAnna
I wish I didn't hurt everyone around me.
I wish I was special.
I wish I was good enough at something that I didn't feel the need to SI to establish an identity (whew.)
I wish I wasn't mentally ill.
I wish I was thin.
I wish I had someone I could talk to IRL.
I wish I had a friend I didn't worry about losing.
I wish someone loved me.
I wish I was good enough to be loved.
I wish I wasn't dumb.
I wish I wasn't arrogant.
JoAnna
- Diamond Dog
- building community
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- Location: In my head
I wish my mother loved me.
I wish someone(ANYONE!) cared about me.
I wish I wasn't in so much pain.
I wish I had a friend.
I wish people would give me a chance.
I wish I was thin.
I wish I was happy.
I wish I was married.
I wish this world wasn't such a terrible place.
I wish people weren't raped and abused and mistreated.
I wish someone(ANYONE!) cared about me.
I wish I wasn't in so much pain.
I wish I had a friend.
I wish people would give me a chance.
I wish I was thin.
I wish I was happy.
I wish I was married.
I wish this world wasn't such a terrible place.
I wish people weren't raped and abused and mistreated.
"I tried so hard to reach you
But you're falling anyway."
But you're falling anyway."
- depressedgrl666
- unpacking boxes
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I wish I felt loved
I wish I could be understood
I wish my friends hadn't drifted away
I wish I could be thin
I wish I could be happy
I wish I weren't so messed up.
I wish I could be understood
I wish my friends hadn't drifted away
I wish I could be thin
I wish I could be happy
I wish I weren't so messed up.
"It is the hate, the paralyzing fear, that gets in my way and stops me. Once that is worked clear of, I will flow." - Sylvia Plath
SI free since Dec 26, 2002 (2 slips)
SI free since Dec 26, 2002 (2 slips)
- the winding trail
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I wish I could recover
I wish people could understand
I wish I could be comfortable with myself
I wish I wasn't such a failure
I wish people would have patience with me
I wish I wasn't so alone
I wish I had proper treatment
I wish I didn't have to struggle with this urge to type 'I wish I wasn't so freakin' FAT'
I wish people could understand
I wish I could be comfortable with myself
I wish I wasn't such a failure
I wish people would have patience with me
I wish I wasn't so alone
I wish I had proper treatment
I wish I didn't have to struggle with this urge to type 'I wish I wasn't so freakin' FAT'
xXx Fiona
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hugs to all of bus
- nikki-girl
- creating your space
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- XclippedXwingsX
- bus addict
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- Location: Sandusky, Ohio, USA
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I wish I were pretty
I wish I was skinny
I wish I wasn't so depressed
I wish I wasn't bipolar
I wish I could bring back my dear Sean back from commiting suicide...
I wish I didn't SI anymore...
I wish I didn't hate myself so much
I wished I was loved by my family
I wish my boyfriend Chris finds someone actually worth his time because I'm not worth anything
I wish that there were no more abuse of any kind
I wish I had my own strength to carry on with my life...
I wish I had never experianced anorexia...
xXx Charm xXx
I wish I was skinny
I wish I wasn't so depressed
I wish I wasn't bipolar
I wish I could bring back my dear Sean back from commiting suicide...
I wish I didn't SI anymore...
I wish I didn't hate myself so much
I wished I was loved by my family
I wish my boyfriend Chris finds someone actually worth his time because I'm not worth anything
I wish that there were no more abuse of any kind
I wish I had my own strength to carry on with my life...
I wish I had never experianced anorexia...
xXx Charm xXx
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- deadrockstar
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I wish the things he does and say didnt bother me still
I wish Ihadnt upset her like i did..I'm sorry I love you
Iwish i could be there for my princess as much as she is for me
i wish i wasnt so lonely all the time
I wish I was normal, instead of pretending al lthe fuckng time
I wish Ihadnt upset her like i did..I'm sorry I love you
Iwish i could be there for my princess as much as she is for me
i wish i wasnt so lonely all the time
I wish I was normal, instead of pretending al lthe fuckng time
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'If you live through this with me, I swear that I will die for you'
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'You said I remind you of yourself tomorrow'- Kurt Cobain
'If you live through this with me, I swear that I will die for you'
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- grunge_girl
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- Licentia Poetica
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I wish my father was alive.
I wish my mother loved me.
I wish I was pretty.
I wish I was smart.
I wish I didn't have depression.
And wishing them isn't going to make them come true..
But believing some of them could.
I wish my mother loved me.
I wish I was pretty.
I wish I was smart.
I wish I didn't have depression.
And wishing them isn't going to make them come true..
But believing some of them could.
If we knew each other's secrets, what comforts we should find.
John Churton Collins
- angelgirl
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- Location: South Africa
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I wish i was 10kg lighter
I wish i could hear naturally
I wish people could clearly see past my happy mask
I wish my parents could beleive me when i told them i'm Bisexual
I wish i could go back on my antidepressants
I wish i could have my life back0 the life i had before depression, su, ed, si,etc
I wish i wasnt in rehab
I wish i had more hugs
I wish homework was illegal
I wish i could meet Amy Lee so i could ask her if she si's
I wish i could live on my own
I wish i was in a band
I wish i could tell my classmates where I've been for 6 weeks
I wish there were no such thingas drugs, HIV and depression and mental illnesses
I wish my dad wasnt abusive
I wish i knew my diagnosis
I wish i could fly
I wish i could hear naturally
I wish people could clearly see past my happy mask
I wish my parents could beleive me when i told them i'm Bisexual
I wish i could go back on my antidepressants
I wish i could have my life back0 the life i had before depression, su, ed, si,etc
I wish i wasnt in rehab
I wish i had more hugs
I wish homework was illegal
I wish i could meet Amy Lee so i could ask her if she si's
I wish i could live on my own
I wish i was in a band
I wish i could tell my classmates where I've been for 6 weeks
I wish there were no such thingas drugs, HIV and depression and mental illnesses
I wish my dad wasnt abusive
I wish i knew my diagnosis
I wish i could fly
keep fighting, one day the war will be over. One day we will be the heroes we dream of
- butterflydust
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well, i guess i'll type down my wishes, but just a quick, annoying, optimistic piece of advice to everyone... turn your wishes into goals. you feel less down on yourself, and you turn the things you don't liek about yourself into very possible good things. so having said that...
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-i wish i wasn't so convinced that i'm fat
-i wish i could eat
-i wish i didn't cut
-i wish i didn't have scars
-i wish i wasn't mentally ill (BP, OCD, DDNOS, ADD, etc.)
-i wish someone understood me
-i wish i wasn't so alone
-i wish kristin would remember me and come back to save me
-i wish anyone would remember me
-i wish i wasn't a wallflower emotionally
-i wish i could connect with the world
-i wish my face never broke out
-i wish i was beautiful
-i wish i didn't have any doubts about life
-i wish i could want to live
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-i wish i wasn't so convinced that i'm fat
-i wish i could eat
-i wish i didn't cut
-i wish i didn't have scars
-i wish i wasn't mentally ill (BP, OCD, DDNOS, ADD, etc.)
-i wish someone understood me
-i wish i wasn't so alone
-i wish kristin would remember me and come back to save me
-i wish anyone would remember me
-i wish i wasn't a wallflower emotionally
-i wish i could connect with the world
-i wish my face never broke out
-i wish i was beautiful
-i wish i didn't have any doubts about life
-i wish i could want to live
"For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known." (1 Corinthians 13:12)
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in recovery
- ~BrokenGlass~
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I wish i was skinny
I wish my skin was clear
I wish i had more energy to do the things i enjoy
I wish people in this world weren't so mean to each other, especially when they have no reason to be.
I wish my friend ****** would stop lying about things to try and get noticed... she doesn't need to make up stuff to impress me!
I wish i wasn't so scared to wear sensible clothes when it's really hot like it is now!
I wish my family would stop having so many damn problems!
i hope you're wishes come true you guys!
I wish my skin was clear
I wish i had more energy to do the things i enjoy
I wish people in this world weren't so mean to each other, especially when they have no reason to be.
I wish my friend ****** would stop lying about things to try and get noticed... she doesn't need to make up stuff to impress me!
I wish i wasn't so scared to wear sensible clothes when it's really hot like it is now!
I wish my family would stop having so many damn problems!
i hope you're wishes come true you guys!
--When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you, till it seems as though you could not hang on a minute longer, never give up then, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn--
I wish I were beautiful
I wish I were talented
I wish I were lucky
I wish I were loved
I wish I could love myself
I wish I were thin
I wish I were capable
I wish I didn't feel so weak.
I wish I were talented
I wish I were lucky
I wish I were loved
I wish I could love myself
I wish I were thin
I wish I were capable
I wish I didn't feel so weak.
"It is the hate, the paralyzing fear, that gets in my way and stops me. Once that is worked clear of, I will flow." - Sylvia Plath
SI free since Dec 26, 2002 (2 slips)
SI free since Dec 26, 2002 (2 slips)
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