Place To Wish

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by littlethings » Tue Jul 06, 2004 5:22 am

:blkstar: I wish I was a better person.
:blkstar: I wish I didn't hurt everyone around me.
:blkstar: I wish I was special.
:blkstar: I wish I was good enough at something that I didn't feel the need to SI to establish an identity (whew.)
:blkstar: I wish I wasn't mentally ill.
:blkstar: I wish I was thin.
:blkstar: I wish I had someone I could talk to IRL.
:blkstar: I wish I had a friend I didn't worry about losing.
:blkstar: I wish someone loved me.
:blkstar: I wish I was good enough to be loved.
:blkstar: I wish I wasn't dumb.
:blkstar: I wish I wasn't arrogant.

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Post by Diamond Dog » Sun Jul 11, 2004 4:03 am

I wish my mother loved me.
I wish someone(ANYONE!) cared about me.
I wish I wasn't in so much pain.
I wish I had a friend.
I wish people would give me a chance.
I wish I was thin.
I wish I was happy.
I wish I was married.
I wish this world wasn't such a terrible place.
I wish people weren't raped and abused and mistreated.
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But you're falling anyway."

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Post by depressedgrl666 » Tue Jul 13, 2004 10:54 pm

:heart: i wish i could feel
:heart: i wish i could stop
:heart: i wish my life wasnt abusive
:heart: i wish someone anyone cared
:heart: i wish my parents loved me
:heart: i wish i wasnt so confused
:heart: i wish i wish......
:heart: i wish all of my wishes could come tru......

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Post by Christina » Wed Jul 14, 2004 6:17 pm

I wish I felt loved
I wish I could be understood
I wish my friends hadn't drifted away
I wish I could be thin
I wish I could be happy
I wish I weren't so messed up.

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"It is the hate, the paralyzing fear, that gets in my way and stops me. Once that is worked clear of, I will flow." - Sylvia Plath

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Post by the winding trail » Thu Jul 15, 2004 8:29 pm

:grystar: I wish I could recover
:grystar: I wish people could understand
:grystar: I wish I could be comfortable with myself
:grystar: I wish I wasn't such a failure
:grystar: I wish people would have patience with me
:grystar: I wish I wasn't so alone
:grystar: I wish I had proper treatment
:grystar: I wish I didn't have to struggle with this urge to type 'I wish I wasn't so freakin' FAT' :wink:
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Post by PaperDoll » Thu Jul 15, 2004 8:46 pm

:purpstar: I wish I was someone else... anyone other than me.

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Post by nikki-girl » Fri Jul 16, 2004 9:46 pm

:star: I wish i wasnt scared
:star: I wish i was skinny
:star: I wish i was accepted

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Post by XclippedXwingsX » Sat Jul 17, 2004 12:57 am

:bluestar: I wish I were pretty
:pinkstar: I wish I was skinny
:purpstar: I wish I wasn't so depressed
:cystar: I wish I wasn't bipolar
:bluestar: I wish I could bring back my dear Sean back from commiting suicide...
:pinkstar: I wish I didn't SI anymore...
:purpstar: I wish I didn't hate myself so much
:cystar: I wished I was loved by my family
:bluestar: I wish my boyfriend Chris finds someone actually worth his time because I'm not worth anything
:pinkstar: I wish that there were no more abuse of any kind
:purpstar: I wish I had my own strength to carry on with my life...
:cystar: I wish I had never experianced anorexia...

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Post by PaperDoll » Sat Jul 17, 2004 1:58 pm

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

Says it better than I ever could...

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Post by ~Claire~ » Sun Jul 18, 2004 11:33 am

I wish I hadn't hurt her.
I wish she knew how much I love her.
I wish I could hug her.
I wish they hadn't hurt her.
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Love like you've never been hurt.
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Post by deadrockstar » Tue Jul 20, 2004 1:35 pm

:blkstar: I wish the things he does and say didnt bother me still
:blkstar: I wish Ihadnt upset her like i did..I'm sorry I love you
:blkstar: Iwish i could be there for my princess as much as she is for me
:blkstar: i wish i wasnt so lonely all the time
:blkstar: I wish I was normal, instead of pretending al lthe fuckng time :cry:
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Post by grunge_girl » Wed Jul 21, 2004 7:02 pm

I wish I could feel
I wish I could forget
I wish I could love

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Post by Kaiyoz » Sun Jul 25, 2004 11:40 pm

I wish I was pretty
I wish I was thin
I wish that I couldn't hear
I wish the war would end
I wish my dog would never leave
I wish I could act like myself
I wish I was more
I wish someone loved me and wanted to pay attention to me

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Mon Jul 26, 2004 8:50 am

I wish my father was alive.
I wish my mother loved me.
I wish I was pretty.
I wish I was smart.
I wish I didn't have depression.

And wishing them isn't going to make them come true..

But believing some of them could.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by angelgirl » Sun Aug 01, 2004 1:07 pm

I wish i was 10kg lighter
I wish i could hear naturally
I wish people could clearly see past my happy mask
I wish my parents could beleive me when i told them i'm Bisexual
I wish i could go back on my antidepressants
I wish i could have my life back0 the life i had before depression, su, ed, si,etc
I wish i wasnt in rehab
I wish i had more hugs
I wish homework was illegal
I wish i could meet Amy Lee so i could ask her if she si's
I wish i could live on my own
I wish i was in a band
I wish i could tell my classmates where I've been for 6 weeks
I wish there were no such thingas drugs, HIV and depression and mental illnesses
I wish my dad wasnt abusive
I wish i knew my diagnosis
I wish i could fly
:blkstar: keep fighting, one day the war will be over. One day we will be the heroes we dream of :blkstar:

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Post by Lyndsie » Mon Aug 02, 2004 7:21 pm

I wish i didn't cut!


~I have wish jar on my burra with a peice of paper that says that wish!~

I may have not happend yet, but maybe some day it will!

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Post by Lyndsie » Mon Aug 02, 2004 7:22 pm

I also wanted to say what a good idea i thought this topic was!

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Post by butterflydust » Tue Aug 03, 2004 5:21 am

well, i guess i'll type down my wishes, but just a quick, annoying, optimistic piece of advice to everyone... turn your wishes into goals. you feel less down on yourself, and you turn the things you don't liek about yourself into very possible good things. so having said that...
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-i wish i wasn't so convinced that i'm fat
-i wish i could eat
-i wish i didn't cut
-i wish i didn't have scars
-i wish i wasn't mentally ill (BP, OCD, DDNOS, ADD, etc.)
-i wish someone understood me
-i wish i wasn't so alone
-i wish kristin would remember me and come back to save me
-i wish anyone would remember me
-i wish i wasn't a wallflower emotionally
-i wish i could connect with the world
-i wish my face never broke out
-i wish i was beautiful
-i wish i didn't have any doubts about life
-i wish i could want to live
"For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known." (1 Corinthians 13:12)

it's what we need to fly: http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php? ... sc&start=0

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Post by ~BrokenGlass~ » Tue Aug 03, 2004 11:07 am

:star: I wish i was skinny
:star: I wish my skin was clear
:star: I wish i had more energy to do the things i enjoy
:star: I wish people in this world weren't so mean to each other, especially when they have no reason to be.
:star: I wish my friend ****** would stop lying about things to try and get noticed... she doesn't need to make up stuff to impress me!
:star: I wish i wasn't so scared to wear sensible clothes when it's really hot like it is now!
:star: I wish my family would stop having so many damn problems!


i hope you're wishes come true you guys!
--When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you, till it seems as though you could not hang on a minute longer, never give up then, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn--

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Post by Christina » Tue Aug 03, 2004 11:04 pm

I wish I were beautiful
I wish I were talented
I wish I were lucky
I wish I were loved
I wish I could love myself
I wish I were thin
I wish I were capable
I wish I didn't feel so weak.


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"It is the hate, the paralyzing fear, that gets in my way and stops me. Once that is worked clear of, I will flow." - Sylvia Plath

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