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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Ananya » Fri Jul 23, 2004 3:24 am

Twilit_Star wrote:joins the crying. i can't cry in real life and i hurt.
thank goodness for virtual tears.
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me too.........

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Post by alegria » Sat Jul 24, 2004 7:22 am

i love you so fucking much and it hurts so sharply not to be able to tell you. i'm sorry

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Deliver me, out of my sadness.
Deliver me, from all of the madness.
Deliver me, courage to guide me.
Deliver me, strength from inside me.

All of my life i've been in hiding...

~Sarah Brightman

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Post by swanfaerie » Mon Jul 26, 2004 4:52 am

:bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl:
Don't do anything stupid.
It's hard to ignore a naked person.
You're a good boy too, Mommy


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Post by Comet » Mon Jul 26, 2004 6:51 am

just 'cuz.......'cuz............. :1cries:
It is never too late to be what you might have been. -George Eliot

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Mon Jul 26, 2004 8:55 am

:cry:

i miss you. so much.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by scartissue » Tue Jul 27, 2004 6:00 am

i can't stop crying, theres no one here for me now.
and i've realized, i'm in this alone.
All i've ever wanted was for someone to save me, but i'm the only one that can do that.
But i can't.
maybe the nights seem so dark, because the day is much to bright for us to see that we are cured.

we are cured.

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Post by drummer » Fri Jul 30, 2004 2:01 am

:( :cry: :( :cry: :( :cry: :x :x :swimhelp: :swimhelp: :newangel: :newangel:

Sometimes I feel like I just can't take it anymore.
I go thru the depression and it's followed by anger.
Then sadness.... and maybe some intermittent crying.
I can't tell if I'm crying for myself or for those that are
too blind to see... too busy to reach out a helping hand.

I am so thankful for these boards....
otherwise I honestly don't know where I would turn.
"am I in Heaven here, or am I in Hell?,
at the crossroads I am standing...." S. McL.

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Post by pretty » Tue Aug 03, 2004 11:16 am

Why does it have to be so hard? why can't it just be smooth and simple and easy? why can't i just heal?

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Post by blindbynight » Tue Aug 03, 2004 12:12 pm

I'll join in too. I wish I could cry for real.

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Post by ~invisible_me~ » Tue Aug 03, 2004 3:02 pm

:cry: :cry: :cry: I wish i could cry for real but i cant seem to anymore :cry: :cry: :cry:

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Post by Strange_And_Beautiful » Tue Aug 03, 2004 9:44 pm

I'm crying right now b.c of my friend dying tonight but I need to let it out somewhere... :cry: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl:
You got tears
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I got tears
That are scared of the facts


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Post by nirvana » Tue Aug 03, 2004 9:48 pm

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:
i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

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Post by Christina » Tue Aug 03, 2004 11:08 pm

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Post by butterflydust » Wed Aug 04, 2004 4:31 am

want to cry in real life about my ED, but since i can't cry these are all my tears:
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Post by nirvana » Tue Aug 17, 2004 2:10 am

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i thought i was a fool for no one, but baby i'm a fool for you.

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Post by amyfairy » Thu Aug 19, 2004 12:16 pm

I've failed my exams :cry: :bawl: :cry: :bawl: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

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Post by ~Georgie~ » Thu Aug 19, 2004 12:34 pm

R.I.P Dave

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Post by swanfaerie » Sat Aug 21, 2004 10:03 am

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Don't do anything stupid.
It's hard to ignore a naked person.
You're a good boy too, Mommy


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Post by Vampyrella » Sat Aug 21, 2004 6:06 pm

:bsad: :shakehead:
I wish i could cry real tears. Don't know what is wrong
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Post by green chameleon » Mon Aug 23, 2004 5:31 pm

:bsad:

And only ashes remain in the end
Paradiso
I know you've lied
lies without end
I see it again and again and again...
It's hard to cut when you're holding a cat.

"Where are we first and last, bound together in our past. Much too cruel, much to fast, much too quick to anger. Traps laid bare in my face set to keep me in my place, say goodbye to the child, life it seems is colder." The Chameleons

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