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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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tiltheend
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Post by tiltheend » Tue Jul 20, 2004 8:14 am

I was 13 years old... that was 5 years ago. I really don't remember where I first got the idea of SI. It was during the time my parents were getting a divorce. I remember where I did it and exactly what the cut looked like... but why? Why wouyld I ever decide to SI?? I really can't answer that... it's a piss off! Why on earth would someone first decide to SI??
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Junebug44
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Post by Junebug44 » Tue Jul 27, 2004 7:45 am

I did various things as a young child, always feeling like I needed to be punished. The cutting started almost 10 years ago, and now I'm 56 years old. I discovered I generally cut for two reasons:
1. to numb the inside pain
2. to punish myself for being so "guilty"
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