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the pictures need to be 'stored' on the internet somewhere, is the simple answer. think of it this way - otherwise, how are people going to be able to see them when your computer is not online? there's photobucket - if you're having problems with it i'll happily try and help. alternatively, there's ...

I have some problems with both posts that have been made in this thread and the moderaton that has been taken place, and how issues with the moderation that has been taken place have been dealt with. Could an administator - preferably one who is not already involved in said thread - contact me, plea...

hey, someone is using one of the reserved avatars i uploaded, and i'd really prefer that they weren't. can someone pm me and i'll tell them who it is? doesn't seem fair to post it here.

no, i just had 'lock thread' or something similar. happened again yesterday, but i resisted womanfully the urge to click the button, this time.

i have just managed to lock my own place, even though i'm not a mod...

there was a thing at the bottom called quick-mod tools, and it was clicky, so i clicked it. uhm, sorry. i can't resist pushing buttons.

was i supposed to be able to do that?

and could someone unlock my place for me?

kthxbai.

oh, okay. as long as it isn't just me, i'm not too bothered. i just had one of those weird 'i could *swear* that actually happened...' moments

hey, where did the rest of my posts go? i am really really sure i had more than this.

these are awesome! may i have your permission to change the colour? my sig is all in purple and the orange clashes i know, i know

what i really want to say is that i'm sorry for being who i am.

take me. own me, love me, make me yours and for the love of god don't leave me.

I can't do this. It's my greatest fear - the one thing I had, my intelligence, is being *eaten* by this bloody mental illness.

FUCK.

oh, and dude...

not a fail.

you're trying. that's the best you can do - sometimes it's all you can do - and you're doing it.

serious brownie points for you. because you *keep* trying.

idk if this will help... one of the things i tell myself when the urges get really bad is that everything changes with time. even feelings. i don't know if that's true for anyone but me, but for me, if i can wait it out, the intensity will diminish. takes a hell of a long time sometimes - sometimes ...

thank you Kirsty... i hadn't thought of the responsibility thing like that.

they've gone out now.. i go to bed.

write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? i'll be dead or in hospital. i won't have to take responsibility for keeping myself safe. i may feel better, what will hurting myself bring to the situation? wha...

you know what? fuck you. fuck the fact that you all care, fuck your love and concern, you smother me with no fucking regard whatsoever for what *i* need. so fuck your smug, arrogant, self-satisfied 'helping'. you make me sick, in a multitude of ways.

Before: Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? i will feel different. this emptiness and nothingness will change, even if it's for the worse. the icy, empty nothign is unbearable....

i'm ok. i went and hammered some aliens

Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? i might feel less... vulnerable. less like losing control. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the...

thanks, i was just curious