bus

edgy and itchy, symptoms of withdrawl

dad: i'm sorry

lu: hi, if we could talk again that would be cool

j: i'm sorry i freaked out, it doesn't matter to me, i still like you

bev: i love you

kat: i need help

mum: i love you, but I can't deal with your problems as well as my own. Please admit you have problems and get help, no-one will think any less of you. dad: fuck you. Stop drinking or get the fuck out of my life, my mother's and my sister's and give your youngest child a chance to grow up vaguely no...

*sometimes I wonder if transition is a mistake* *i feel more like a girl inside than I would ever admit to anyone* *i want my best friend to break up with her boyfriend because I want her for myself* *the thought of having sex with anyone fills me with dread and fear* *i want people to see my scars ...