bus

you are my only friend and I'm sorry that I am never happy but I hate my job and I moved here because of you and even though my job turned out to be more horrible than I could have ever imagined, you being here made it all worthwhile. now that you're moving, I'm stuck here without anyone, and that m...

I'm worried the interview won't go well tomorrow.

I'm worried that I've made a huge mistake. I'm worried that I'll never get a job.

I finished!

I want to have nothing to do with you! I don't ever want to see you again! I don't understand why you feel you have to be so much better than me all the time. I hate you. I hate you I hate you I hate you!

worthless. stupid for being me.

I wish I didn't think your secret society thing was stupid. I wish I didn't feel worthless every time you can't tell me something because it is "secret" and I can't know. I hate it when we are having a good time together and then we come upon someone in the society and I have to go out of the room b...

I feel worthless because I'm never recognized for my effort. If I'm not smart enough to do well enough in the first place, at least I should do well enough to get recognized for my effort. I have failed. again. :cry: I will never amount to anything. I am worthless. No one wants to hire me and they s...

I wish I could be normal and enjoy these last few weeks.
I wish I could get a job.

I got my jacket back!

I can't take much more of this.

emotionally drained and exhausted
depressed
sad
overwhelmed

I hope everything works out.

I hate living here, I hate everyone for being so immature and shouting for hours on end when all I want is some peace and quiet.

I don't want to try because I'm afraid I'm going to fail.

tired
tired of being sick
just wanting to do nothing but exist

sick
tired
sometimes in pain
like no music speaks to me right now

I think I'm using being sick as an excuse not to eat.

U: I love you so much and I hope we both start out working in the same area because I couldn't bear being far from you.

G: Thank you so much for thinking so highly of me, it is really touching.