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i saw you today - i was relieved... see even though i don't go near you, i'm still hoping you'll apologize because.... i miss you - it kinda makes me feel weak...

i lie to the people who i'm meant to be getting help from and tell them that i have a routine... today's routine consists of moping in my pjamas and eating chocolate. i'm too ashamed to admit that i'm too weak to change the way i live. su i've been thinking about my own suicide and how it might be n...

- i'm in love with my best-friend (i think i'm bisexual because i'm attracted to her and boys as well) and i hate myself for it, i can never tell her - i don't think i could stand to lose her - death doesn't scare me anymore - i secretly wanted to be admitted to hospital last time i confessed su th...

what had happened just before? i had been worrying. had just learnt a friend i am not on good terms with was raped. have worked with therapist so hard to aknowledge that i am allowed to have anger and then everything changed and i became confused. what were you thinking and feeling? i am a bad perso...

what doe sit matter that your dx is bpd? right now, instead of focusing on your disorder, let's try to see if you can focus on the feelings that are behind your si. you said that you feel anxious, trapped, alone, chaotic, unclear, depressed and like your head is full of static. is this because of t...

i should mention that i have been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? i will calm down and stop feeling urgy. i will probably have satisfaction for punishing myself what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it ta...

I think you'll do it. What did you buy???

wow! you should be so proud.

I think you're amazing to be able to do that, i haven't told anyone about my SI as yet. I know how scared i'd be doing that and knowing that someone else was brave enough to do it has really given me hope. You should be so proud of how far you've come. Know that you have all my support in getting he...