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B- i am in love with you, as much in love as you can be without being in a proper relationship. you're the best friend i've ever had, you know everything about me. you're the only member of the male species that i actually trust. i would follow you anywhere... even to death. i mean it, i would die f...

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fucking leave me alone okay?! you aren't my friend, you know absolutely nothing about me and i refuse to let you use me for sex. and now i feel like a bitch, thankyou.

i sometimes take the bus at a different time just so that i can go past the hospital... to see that it's still there. i know it's odd but... everything is safe there.

-su trigger-

it's my birthday tomorrow and all i really want is to be dead.

if only you knew what i'm doing for you. what i do for you every day. if only you knew.

i have a big fat crush on you

i don't want to keep doing this.. please. no more. another dread week, another day.

*** SI *** i want to let you in. i want to be able to tell you that i hurt myself last night. that i woke up this morning and i was bleeding. i was covered in blood - it wouldn't stop and it scared the hell out of me. i want you to say you love me (no, not romantically - as a friend) and i want to k...

oh okay.. sorry, i misunderstood your first message. i didn't realize that when the person next logged on and checked their PMs, it would move from outbox to sent box. silly me!

thankyou very much for you help

i tried resending but i've had no luck.. the message i sent earlier is still there plus one i sent 10 minutes ago... any ideas?

thankyou ... i have had one in there since yesterday and it doesn't seem to move... i will try resending...

hi

i'm just wondering how long it should take for a PM to move from the outbox to the sentbox after you send it... and if messages do not move from the outbox to the sentbox, should i take it that the message has not sent?

Smoke - Natalie Imbruglia My lullaby,hung out to dry Whats up with that Its over Where are you dad Mums lookin sad Whats up with that Its dark in here Why bleeding is breathing Youre hiding , underneath the smoke in the room Try , bleeding is believing I used to My mouth is dry Forgot how to cry Wha...

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you used to care about how i felt, we used to be close... we spent an hour on the phone and you didn't even notice that i didn't answer when you asked how i was... because i'm not good su my sister made me cry by telling me that i'll feel better when i make the decision to be better - i was crying b...

su trigs

if i had the keys to the pill box last night i would have done it there and then... but i know where they are - you should hide them somewhere different.

su trigs...

in the play, it was so easy to get angry and tell someone they were worthless and that they should kill themself because... i've been having the same conversations with myself... in fact - it seems to be the only thing i do.

my apologies for the double-postage...

i'm withdrawing because i realise that although people care - they don't care that much... so i'll go, even if it means i lose the only things that keep me together because - it tears me apart at the same time