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by smr89
Thu Jan 31, 2008 6:27 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 218140

I know you signed up for those 2 porn sites. That pisses me off beyond belief. How would you like me looking at a bunch of naked guys? Your selection of sites pisses me off even more since we had already talked about those skanky whores people like to call divas. Well its your choice, you can choose...
by smr89
Mon Jan 28, 2008 7:58 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 88325

I've come to the conclusion that I'm a very jealous person and an extremely jealous girlfried :-?
by smr89
Sun Jan 27, 2008 10:09 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Post a gratitude
Replies: 88
Views: 4451

Forgot to mention- I am grateful for this site. I can say anything on here, no matter if it sounds dumb or whatever, and no one will judge me. That really is a blessing! It helps me so much just to be able to come on here and distract myself or vent or whatnot. Love you guys youre awesome! :-)
by smr89
Sun Jan 27, 2008 10:07 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Post a gratitude
Replies: 88
Views: 4451

I'm grateful for my relationship with the Lord, even if I sometimes let it slip.

I'm grateful for my boyfriend who I love so much.

I'm grateful for my friends, especially my "sister".

I'm grateful for having family and friends who don't judge me, even with all the dumb sh*t I do.
by smr89
Sun Jan 27, 2008 10:05 am
Forum: coping
Topic: The Worry Doll Thread
Replies: 412
Views: 24265

Im just worried. Idk exactly why, just in general. Mostly about what people will think, that they will think I'm a whore.
by smr89
Sun Jan 27, 2008 9:33 am
Forum: coping
Topic: The ALL NEW *constructive* venting thread
Replies: 65
Views: 4737

I guess my advice would be simple- if youre ashamed to have other people know about it, you probably shouldn't be doing it in the first place. If you feel like this, you need to talk to him about it. And if you want to stop having sex, then stop. Dont do it for any reason other than if you really wa...
by smr89
Sun Jan 27, 2008 9:31 am
Forum: coping
Topic: The ALL NEW *constructive* venting thread
Replies: 65
Views: 4737

It really bothers me that your friends (or your cousin) know we are having sex. I guess its because I know we shouldn't be. Plus, when a guy says hes having sex people, especially other guys, are like wow congrats thats awesome but when a girl says it other people are like ho. It just makes me reall...
by smr89
Sun Jan 27, 2008 9:16 am
Forum: coping
Topic: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
Replies: 1252
Views: 66605

I'm over it. Thats a whole other life for me. If I do it again that mean I havent really changed and I wont go back to that place. Plus, he would find out and I'd just die if that happened because he would be disappointed and likely a little bit disgusted.
by smr89
Sun Jan 27, 2008 5:57 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 88325

I'm feeling a little bit....err. Confused might be another word. We're having sex and I know we shouldn't be. I really don't like that other people have found out. It makes me very uncomfortable. In fact it kinda makes me feel sick. Idk why, shame or embarresment perhaps? Sigh....this is hard. We sh...
by smr89
Wed Dec 26, 2007 8:08 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets and more (please stay safe)
Replies: 107
Views: 10379

What is your secret? I think I'm feeling this strongly about it because I'm afraid you will want to spend time with her instead of me, or maybe you'd rather talk to her instead of me. Also, I'm afraid you feel you can tell her stuff you can tell me which means you two are close than the two of us. ...
by smr89
Wed Dec 26, 2007 7:55 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets and more (please stay safe)
Replies: 107
Views: 10379

What is your secret? I'm often overly jealous and not very trusting. Sometimes I trust certain people but don't trust anyone else around them, which leads to it seeming like I don't trust them. Why is it a secret? Because it would hurt people I'm close too. What are your feelings about this secret?...
by smr89
Thu Feb 22, 2007 7:19 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
Replies: 1666
Views: 79352

*Donnie-Hey! First of all I'd just like to ask, hows jail treating ya? Good I hope. Of couse by good I mean I hope youre getting your a$$ kicked. I hope your miserable and you cry yourself to sleep at night. (OK, thats kinda mean huh but hey, what goes around comes around doesn't it dickweed) Beside...
by smr89
Mon Mar 06, 2006 11:40 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Scream (feel free to join in)
Replies: 885
Views: 44631

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :evil: :x :evil: :x :evil: :x :evil: :x :ev...
by smr89
Mon Feb 20, 2006 6:36 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
Replies: 1252
Views: 66605

1) I didn't want to feel the shame and all again 2) I worked out. I don't know if anyone else does this when they are tempted to si but if you don't I would really reccommend it. It has worked great for me. I just do some sit-ups and push-ups until I'm not tempted anymore. Its like killing two birds...
by smr89
Mon Feb 20, 2006 3:13 am
Forum: coping
Topic: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
Replies: 1252
Views: 66605

-It was going to be one year on March 17th but now it won't be one year until January 18th and I don't want to push that date back any further. -I'm trying to prove that I am stronger than si -Only one person irl knows that I have messed up twice and he wasn't proud of me to say the least. I can't s...
by smr89
Mon Feb 20, 2006 2:52 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Scream (feel free to join in)
Replies: 885
Views: 44631

EEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
by smr89
Mon Feb 20, 2006 2:49 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
Replies: 1666
Views: 79352

*This is so dumb. I get so mad when I see other people, especially teenagers, and really especially teenage girls, talking to you at all. Even if it is just for a second at church. I HATE that 'she' is spending time with you and your family, well mostly with your kids I guess. I'm paranoid about it...
by smr89
Thu Feb 16, 2006 2:26 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Scream (feel free to join in)
Replies: 885
Views: 44631

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
by smr89
Fri Feb 03, 2006 3:20 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
Replies: 1666
Views: 79352

I enjoyed talking to you today. I feel much better now.
by smr89
Thu Feb 02, 2006 3:51 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
Replies: 1666
Views: 79352

I think it finally hit me tonight. The way I should have been feeling all along I mean. Seeing them just killed me because I don't want them to hurt like I did but I know that because of us they could. She could too. I am sorry. Are you? You told me not to think of you as the perfect example. See th...