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by Skyeler
Thu Sep 28, 2006 4:54 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 211521

**SA** I cut myself because I wanted you to care, I wanted you to stop fighting about the Andy Wharhol painting and see how much the divorce was hurting me. I wanted you to notice that I wasn't eating, that I was taking pills. I wanted you to act like a mother, I just wanted to be cared for. I cut m...
by Skyeler
Tue Sep 05, 2006 4:01 am
Forum: coping
Topic: How you feel & what you're going to DO about it.
Replies: 357
Views: 25322

I feel tired, and worn out and creatively drained. I will sleep, I will go to bed and do the stupid breathing exercizes that work... I will wake up and I will cancel all the tattoos I'm suppose to do tomorow, and I will get a new sketchbook and start drawing on brand new paper with a brand new piece...
by Skyeler
Fri Aug 11, 2006 4:18 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 211521

Tattoo shop customers, 1- You know how you had to wait a month for me to tattoo you? Yeah? Well cancelling a day beforehand doesn't mean I can squeeze you in tomorow. I can't tattoo anyone else that isn't already booked until December. The time slots of people who call in and cancel I use to sketch ...
by Skyeler
Thu Aug 10, 2006 5:03 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Your life in 5 years......?
Replies: 125
Views: 13529

In five years, I'll be 26.

- Hunter will be five, I'm guessing he'll be starting school.
- Me and Sarah will still be living here, in Cali
- I'll have graduated and if everything follows through be working in my field.
- I just want to have a stable life for Hunter and Sarah
by Skyeler
Wed Aug 09, 2006 5:46 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 211521

Even if we have no idea what we're doing, we'll figure it out. Let us do this on our own, we want to do it on our own. We appreciate your help, and your insight, but we really want to be just the three of us.
by Skyeler
Sun Jul 30, 2006 3:24 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: SHACA (*silly but important!)
Replies: 77
Views: 4764

ha.

Defenseless creatures.

You obviously haven't met my posse.
by Skyeler
Tue Jul 25, 2006 7:22 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: break ups
Replies: 4
Views: 204

I think there has to be a point where you take control of your own life and go with what you feel is right no matter what your parents think.

If that's imposible you just... I don't know grieve the relationship I guess...
by Skyeler
Mon Jul 24, 2006 4:57 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 211521

I'm fucking human ok, give me a break.
by Skyeler
Mon Jul 10, 2006 3:25 am
Forum: coping
Topic: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
Replies: 419
Views: 27667

i am... Skyeler Artistic Creative Loyal Protective Loved Important Tattooed Pierced i am not... Worthless A good waiter Patient As tough as I appear A drug addict A skin head Stupid Talentless i feel... Overwhelmed Tired Sad Worried Loved i want... Chocolate Soy Milk My wife to be ok Hunter to be ok...
by Skyeler
Mon Jul 03, 2006 4:40 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 211521

You know how you said you would never hurt me? This is hurting me god damn it. You're hurting me right now, every second, every day when I know you're hurting. It fucking hurts me too. And it hurts worst than anything else because I love you like nothing else. You LIED to me, I would have still fuck...
by Skyeler
Thu Jun 29, 2006 4:32 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Right now I feel...
Replies: 2081
Views: 72504

over worked
tired
worried
achy
loved
by Skyeler
Tue Jun 27, 2006 2:59 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: The best...
Replies: 8
Views: 196

I disagree also, you should never base your main coping system as another person because it's unfair to that person and it's unstable, what happens when the relationship ends? What if they go on vacation? To summer camp? What if they move away? Self esteem primarily has to be built by you, it can't ...
by Skyeler
Tue Jun 27, 2006 1:36 am
Forum: coping
Topic: New wishing thread! ~ advice to the person above you.
Replies: 110
Views: 7467

When someone says something that makes you angry, count to ten in your head before you say anything, it sounds stupid, but it works, for me at least

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I wish...

I guess it all sums up into I wish I knew how to make my wife feel better.
by Skyeler
Mon Jun 26, 2006 11:41 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 211521

I know you're not eating, I have an ED too, I know all the fucking tricks. What's worst is that I know you don't want to fall into it again, I know how much it's killing you to do it, but you aren't telling me so I can't help. I.Love.You. I care about you more than any other single human being on th...
by Skyeler
Fri Jun 23, 2006 4:27 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 211521

S- I can't imagine how tough it is for you right now, and I can't say how amazing you are for doing it.
by Skyeler
Wed Jun 21, 2006 11:36 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: I'm proud of myself today because....
Replies: 1894
Views: 94866

Because exactly a year ago, me and my boyfriend broke up and I wanted to die. I was doing coke and abusing prescription pills and doing everything I could to just die. And I'm still alive, I'm proud of myself for getitng help, for stopping drugs and drinking, for going to school. For having Sarah, a...
by Skyeler
Sat Jun 10, 2006 5:09 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 211521

Dear neighbors, Yes, I know it's hard to believe that me and Sarah are 21, married, having a baby and living on your street. Yes, I know that I don't fit the usual mold of someone who's married, about to become a dad and living on your street. I actually have a face, yes it had piercings but you kno...
by Skyeler
Wed Jun 07, 2006 10:51 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Right now I feel...
Replies: 2081
Views: 72504

sick
by Skyeler
Wed Jun 07, 2006 7:11 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
Replies: 1252
Views: 64853

Because I keep my blades inside the frame of my son's ultrasound picture.
by Skyeler
Mon May 29, 2006 2:32 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1872
Views: 77395

Mother,

If I want parenting advice from the woman who raised me, I'll call my old nanny.

Skye