bus

good job notevenpretty!

i am proud of myself today because i turned away from something that hurts me.

sad
tired
angry
fearful
aching
worry lines all over my face

:star: i wish this digestive problem would go away :star: i wish i had the discipline to really get things taken care of :star: i wish my life was a little easier :star: i wish my face was healed and all the scars would go away :star: i wish i didn't feel so depressed and angry :star: i wish anxiety...

sad
tired
scared
panicking, panic attack or something

good job, mindopoison

i'm proud of myself today for eating healthy today and cleaning the house

sad
tired
anxious
in pain physically
sick

yeah, that's exactly what i meant. thank you.

good job for working on improving things! go you!

i am proud of myself today because i went to the store and bought healthy food and we ate a healthy breakfast.

hey! good job everyone!

i am proud of myeslf because i noticed when i was at my parents house that i'm doing better with some things than i used to be. sometimes you have to go back to places in the past to see how certain things are moving or changing.

happy
sad
achy
hopeful
tired
deflated
needing to sleep but not wanting to allow myself to be in that state

lonely

i wish somebody really fun was coming over to laugh with tonight
i wish i didn't have anything heavy weighing me down

disappointed
sad
uneasy
angry
vulnerable
fragile
silly
defensive
hurt
disappointed

sad
achy
grouchy
drained

nervous
hopeful
sad
tired
disappointed
grouchy
fearful
courageous

sad
tired
frustrated
lonely

tired
nervous
upset
scared
sad

pretty okay
better than i have been for a couple days
relieved
sad
tired
hopeful
scared

Tamrick wrote:I think often we think the less fun things are the shoulds and the more fun things are the wants, but if you never have fun, you in the end MUST have it, else you will not be able to function at all the boring stuff.

i totally agree with that.

i should: stop clinging to bus like an orphaned monkey to its makeshift cloth mother

i want: things i can't have, things i can't do, things i don't understand

sad
frustrated
disappointed
afraid
not wanting to sink into depression