bus

agitated
in pain
like my blood sugar is dropping

i wish i had someone here with me. i love having
my son here, but sometimes it feels so unbalanced
with just the two of us here. i think we need more
energy from other people to enliven us. a wood
element person, as we are both fire elements.

good job, treasure and sm89!

i am proud of myself because i made
breakfast this morning. i know it sounds
like such a little thing, but i haven't been
eating well lately, and i had the oppor-
tunity to just veg out this morning, but
i didn't do that, i got up and made a
healthy breakfast.

sad
tired
disappointed
freaked out
like crying

frustrated
sad
exhausted
angry
scared
like i desperately need something, but i can't indentify what it is

tired
a little achy
cheerful
needing to rest

acdcrocker1909 wrote:like i've fallen down 4 flights of stairs on my ass.

ouch!


sick
sad
tired
antsy
itchy
like i'm having a bad reaction

frustrated
tired
hungry
angry
tired

:dkpurpstar: :bluestar: :grnstar: :ylwstar: :star: :redstar: way to go! good for you! i am proud of myself today because even though i felt like $#@! when i woke up, i didn't give in to it, i tried to reach out for help thru spirituality, and then i got myself up, and did what i needed to do. and i ...

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shitty
hate filled
like screaming
miserable

sad
tired
angry
agitated
proud
disappointed
unsure
head hurts

sad
angry
tired
upset
head hurts
exhausted
disappointed
uncertain about the future

i wish i wasn't sick today
i wish i could focus better
i wish my sinus would stop hurting
i wish i was clearer mentally right now

in pain
hurt
sad
agitated
angry
fearful
frustrated
trapped
held down
afraid
slightly dizzy
sick
hard to focus on anything

thanks for replying, everyone. i appreciate it. i have gotten something out of everything i read here. i do think how i'm feeling about being here right now is related to what's happening in irl. thank you again, and if anyone else feels like replying, i look forward to reading more.

good job, shattered!

i am proud of myself today for getting up and doing something when i don't feel good and would rather just hide away from the world.

hi, i've been here for about 2 1/2 months now, and have noticed my feelings are changing and i seem to be moving into a different 'phase' or something with bus. i was just wondering if anyone else is going through that, or has had a similar experience in the past, maybe with feeling like you go thru...

good for you, shattered! that is a victory.

i am proud of myself today because when i first woke up, i spent a few minutes on spirituality before doing my regular things.