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well, i dont know what i feel anymore. i dont know what i feel right now. it's like i forgot what happy, sad, angry and all emotions are and what theyre suppose to feel like...lately i only recognize frustration and anxiety. im having trouble remembering things even days...i try to get as messed up ...

i dont know. im tryn to be strong and hang there because theres alot for me to look forward to like starting college. but i feel like im just tryn to convince myself of that. im going to go out of town for a while to work for my uncle's company. maybe a change of atmosphere will do me good. im so gl...

Thanks for the comfort

i dont know if i can continue stopping. i havent in a couple months and i stopped taking my medication (Zoloft). i have problems with my mom, with my friends. and im having an identity crisis. a person i had considered a really close friend chose to believe rumors instead of me and wanted to fight m...

I've been SI free for ten days since my friend decided to give me her treatment of tough love to push me to get help and admit my problems. This is the best help I can get because I dont want my family to find out about my "secrets". My friend, I love her so much, is the only reason I've decided to ...