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Great job! Just think, 2 more days and you'll have managed 2 weeks. Halfway there to a month!

*throws chair at wall* I'm having one of those weeks from hell. I hate the stupid mental health service making me feel like a waste of time. If you're not under 18, ill enough to be in hospital or actively suicidal it's just like you don't exist. They can piss right off. I also cannot STAND how ever...

I'm afraid of you dying.
But some days it feels like you already have.

I feel angry, sad and anxious. I'm having a shit day and I really don't need my mother's current idea of "help". She used to be so supportive but now I can't even just talk to her, she just gets angry and gives me her patronising self-help talk. It makes me feel like I'm not trying hard enough. More...

Yes, I told them. Eventually anyway. It took me 2 years though, as it's never something that comes easily. They've known for about 5 years now and I think our relationship is stronger because of it

I. Hate. Revision.

(and my endless attempts at procrastination)

GRRRRRRRRRR

I have nothing else to say. I just need to vent.

I am so sick of how self-centred she is. She dominates every conversation with what SHE wants to say and always makes it about her. She never gives a thought to what other people might feel. Shes manipulative, immature and attention-seeking. Why oh why do I stay friends with her?

You are so unbelieveably self-centred.

Hope you have a great day! Do you have any plans?
Whatever you get up to, have a fantabulous birthday

Fed up and sad because me and my mum can only ever have a nice conversation when we're drunk.

Get drunk.

Seeshellz wrote:happy - I made 1 month SI free today

congrats shell, that's brilliant news. well done you

hopeful.

I can't cope with this anymore. It's a constant struggle, a constant fucking fight and I'm not up to it. How my life could have been and how it is are poles apart. All I keep doing is burning bridge after bridge and repeating the same hurt. I've lost myself so deeply that I feel like a blank page.

Hanging on in quiet desperation is the English way

From the song Time by Pink Floyd.

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I have my own problems going on at the moment. I'm not posting much on the main board either. I still think it might be easier to just PM people who make a first post. It would be more personal as you already know a little bit about them,and it would mean less PMs needed to be sent. I also think the...

I like this poem at the moment... The Panic Bird just flew inside my chest. Some days it lights inside my brain, but today it's in my bonehouse, rattling ribs like a birdcage. If I saw it coming, I'd fend it off with machete or baseball bat. Or grab its scrawny hackled neck, wring it like a wet dish...

I was reading The Master and the Margarita but i'm only on page 70. I love that book. I also really want to read The Unbearable Lightness of Being. And Middlesex by Jeffrey Eugenides. And some more Haruki Murakami- as I mentioned before he's such a talented writer. He just draws me in to the story ...

hehe wooo, go you!
I remember when I first grasped html stuff like bold and italics sense of achievement or what!