bus

knowing that there's stuff to do.

getting stuff done.

cats.

music

having positive responses from people you've not been in contact with in ages

skirts

bbq

brother

avocado

--good conversations
--coffee
--avocadoes
--cats that follow you even when you're upsettedly wandering back & forth between rooms (even though they probably just wanted fed or played with )

to be blunt.... have you ever given them any reason they might think that? eg. getting explosively angry? throwing things? yelling? threatening either to hurt yourself or others? i know nothing about you. & can imagine that it'd be really tough to have someone say you're a danger to others. especial...

"can you keep a secret?" by sophie kinsella
"size 12 is not fat" by meg cabot
yes i've been a girlie dork today

do you mean an anger management group? or just 'how to deal with anger?' sorry, lol i feel dense. if you mean the second i can very much relate. one of us recently broke a cellphone & other stuff & very much scared furrballs... etc. i'd be more than willing to discuss things... (preferrably pm'ed as...

Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky
--i've heard of that book before but never actually read it. will have to remember to look it up =)

fuzzy blankets given to you by someone who cares

cats

rain hitting the roof

laughing

indian food

not beating self up too much while rethinking possibilities of past choices

The Quest For Christa T. by Christa Wolf
(the one book in my history class i've actually liked!)

i m proud of myself because i was able to cope , i remember posting about play doh and coloring here, and i did just that! --good for you!! it's great that you were able to remember that you had ideas & that you were able to find them & do them :) hmm draw siegfried? or your favorite disney character?

people agreeing to go with you to things that they don't have to.
cats.
brothers.
having the right idea in history when you think you're completely off.

could you get fun colors of food coloring & new coloring books & crayons... to use specially for when your parents are gone?

what sorts of songs are on your cd?

avocados

that wipes out all the effort previously...and small acheivments then become worthless. --does it? does it really erase how much effort you had put it & what you had accomplished? if they're not gona add up to anything... --maybe sometimes things don't need to add up. maybe sometimes things can be a...

...but at the same time every effort i make is usally destroyed by something i do even if months down the line

--how so?

well then think some more, Neviah =)

books
music
cats

Neviah, what's one thing about yourself that you like or do well?