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Ka & N - ya'll are fucking retarded. If you can't learn to be mature and respect people then I really don't want to deal with you. You should respect people. especially your best friend's love.

It should probably do the trick... The focus on what you want to SI mixed with the color of blood probably would help. Though, it shouldn't stain if you dont take too long. Just make sure you can wash it out... And if not, you just bleach your bath. You said it was white, right?

Seems like you're going through a lot :/ I suggest doing something, off of the computer, to make you feel better. Something like a workout requires your full attention and keeps your mind occupied. Or singing and dancing... Writing songs or poetry can help too. Or go out with some real friends to a ...

I've read that Screaming or ripping up paper helps. Or maybe go for a run/exercise. Also, anything that takes your full attention helps. Dive into a book or go see a movie.

I read on a site that around 50% of SHers were sexually, physically, or emotionally abused. I also read that another factor could be if they were discouraged from showing emotion in childhood. I think SA makes you SH because it's such a horrible thing that people don't know of any other way to deal ...