bus

**Cries into pillow**

I havn't been bad yet today

cuddles and chocolate sauce

even more crushed then before? is that possible?


apparently

I confessed to my ex and my best friend, but now they have all but stopped talking to me.

There is a girl downstairs that knows. She's the only lifeline i have left

I really like the board because it gives me aplace to vent out my thoughts and feelings about SI and SU without scaring or worrying the people around me. The people here give me support and make me feel safe and loved. And for the most part thats all i need when i am triggery. When my lifelines arnt...

crushed.

I hate him for lying to me, for going behind my back, for stabbing me in the back instead of in front. I hate him for rubbing her in my face all the time, and I am mad at her for not seeing it. I hate how he posts about her online, flaunting their intimacy and drunkenness, when he knows all it will ...

i hurt

I wish I could be held by her, hear her say that everything will be alright. I wish I could hear her say that she loved me and that i was her Boy. To feel safe while in her arms, like I always did. Nothing could hurt me there.

Just one more time, that's all.

I wish I could have said goodbye

I registered awhile ago when I wasn't sure I'd be staying, and recent events have all but forced me to stay in order to move on. I'd like to make my user name a little more permanent. If I could get my current name changed to SpecialBlend that would be wonderful. Thank you for your time, I hope this...

The only person I have ever let see me cry other then my mom has been my ex. Now adays I usually just bite my tongue and hold it in. Then when I am alone i break down

I always shiver when people make jokes about SI and SU. I usually just dont aknowledge it, and sometimes people get the hint that I dont find it funny at all

Name: Azaam Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: yes If so what is your motivation: to stop people form worrying about me Favorite coping skills: music, confronting them Coping skills that work the least: confronting them Safe places you can go: Li's room Identify stressors (be specific a...