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by what_if
Mon Nov 21, 2005 9:36 am
Forum: coping
Topic: wants vs. shoulds
Replies: 18
Views: 946

Great thread :) I should... :blkstar: Get off BUS and finish some maths :blkstar: Go to bed early tonight :blkstar: Finish my computing work I want to... :blkstar: Stay on BUS, and listen to U2 :wink: :blkstar: Watch Grey's Anatomy in an hour (and probably will lol :oops: ) :blkstar: Not do any work...
by what_if
Sun Nov 20, 2005 7:45 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Right now I feel...
Replies: 2081
Views: 60471

worried about a friend :(
by what_if
Sun Nov 20, 2005 3:05 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Right now I feel...
Replies: 2081
Views: 60471

Somewhat tired, but happy :)
by what_if
Sat Nov 19, 2005 8:22 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
Replies: 1666
Views: 67788

For the first time in a long time, i feel... happy. And this time, i swear i'm not going to let myself ruin it :)
by what_if
Fri Oct 28, 2005 10:42 am
Forum: coping
Topic: when people make jokes...
Replies: 20
Views: 909

SpecialBlend wrote:I always shiver when people make jokes about SI and SU. I usually just dont aknowledge it, and sometimes people get the hint that I dont find it funny at all
Exactly the same for me :star:
by what_if
Thu Oct 27, 2005 8:29 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1872
Views: 67501

Its finally ending. Your crusade of manipulation and using people like game pieces is over. I feel proud to have been a part of this actually...a part of your final downfall. I have never wished bad upon anyone... ever ....but you are an exception. You make me sick. Take your 'feelings', and shove t...
by what_if
Tue Oct 25, 2005 12:50 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Right now I feel...
Replies: 2081
Views: 60471

worried, very worried
by what_if
Tue Oct 25, 2005 10:27 am
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: Techie People!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!
Replies: 21
Views: 2280

goth barbie wrote:
silent_scream wrote:
notmardy wrote:*Another shameless plug for Mozilla Firefox*

Oh my gosh this is the best thing ever. I get pop ups every once in a while, but they always pop under when ever they happen which is much less annoying. Very little spyware comes off of it as well!

*agrees*
*also agrees*
*must also agree*
by what_if
Tue Oct 18, 2005 12:54 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: 'emo'
Replies: 38
Views: 2723

I definitely agree. I cant imagine anyone in their right mind 'promoting' SI...that is something i've never been able to understand. Raising awareness is a great thing, but acting like its 'cool' to cut and harm yourself... :(

Just wanted to let you know i agree :bluestar: :redstar:

~ Nat :bfly:
by what_if
Mon Oct 17, 2005 9:29 am
Forum: coping
Topic: talking to a friend? *si trigs* graphic
Replies: 7
Views: 208

I can definitely understand how it would freak you out....it would have done the same with me. Maybe just nicely ask her if she could move it, because its a little too morbid for your liking, and not something you really want to be looking at all the time. I dont think you'd have to bring up your SI...
by what_if
Sun Oct 16, 2005 12:33 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
Replies: 419
Views: 25031

i am... tired worthless exhausted i am not... alright as stupid as i believe a person defined by SI i feel... numb lonely dead inside i want... to be able to feel again i need... to get these thoughts out of my head i have... people who are about me a home friends i love... my sister and my mom i h...
by what_if
Sun Oct 16, 2005 11:21 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Right now I feel...
Replies: 2081
Views: 60471

Weirded out
by what_if
Sun Oct 16, 2005 11:04 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Bitch Fest / Things Left Unsaid II *LA*
Replies: 421
Views: 16759

Its almost over for you...you have to leave me alone after this. I await the time you're out of my life with an eagerness i've never felt before :)
by what_if
Sun Oct 16, 2005 10:59 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
Replies: 1666
Views: 67788

I dont have an ED, but i desperately wish i had the willpower to never eat again.
by what_if
Sat Oct 15, 2005 10:27 am
Forum: coping
Topic: What's Your Story? **SI**
Replies: 55
Views: 3597

Not too much to tell, but ok... I first began SIing when i was around 12. I had recently met a girl at my school, and we'd become great friends. We were with each other every hour of the day, everyday. One time, she came to me and told me she had cut herself. She'd always been telling me about how d...
by what_if
Sun Oct 09, 2005 11:01 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Place To Wish
Replies: 963
Views: 46120

:redstar: I wish i wouldnt keep finding more reasons to hate myself. :star: I wish i felt something. :ylwstar: I wish i had my pills. :grnstar: I wish i wouldnt humiliate myself constantly, then have to laugh it off as good fun. :bluestar: I wish i could kill myself without feeling guilty about leav...
by what_if
Sat Oct 08, 2005 10:58 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Place to cry
Replies: 2185
Views: 92706

:cry: I hate me...so so much :cry:
by what_if
Sat Oct 08, 2005 10:42 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Place to cry
Replies: 2185
Views: 92706

:cry:
by what_if
Sat Oct 08, 2005 4:52 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1872
Views: 67501

D: I hate you. But i want you to care about me atleast for a minute.
by what_if
Fri Oct 07, 2005 10:29 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
Replies: 1666
Views: 67788

For the first time in a long time, i feel.....happy. And all i want is to feel miserable and useless again.